the wretched reaching upward to something that may never be there to save me, and trying to find peace, in the struggle against all that would hold me in places that i've been trying to escape since i found my way here, through a not so long tunnel of flesh, giving me to a world that could care less if any of us make it... Read More
[warning: extreme cheese] youll probably hate me for this... but look at how much there is worth living for and smiling about - even just for a few seconds
haha i just played the vids at the same time, similar volume, to "reconcile that" . . . sounded pretty badass together haha.
sorry if you're all twisted up though . . .
ha yeah that was a quick delete surprised anyone saw that. i put it on a group discussion about vaginas lol. but a woman is not judged by her pussy alone! there are the boobs too haha
new wave is dead kids. was a long time ago. stop trying to ressurect the last gasp....is what i feel like saying alot lately.
i gotta respect what you say about the time consuming part, cause i respect you, and i guess making weird sounds from a keyboard might be harder than strumming some strings, but it's kind of like calling dj's musicians...
they just aren't.
i think i'm dying. my kidneys hurt, i have a headache so bad, i can barely read the words i'm typing, i've had a fever for three days, that just keeps getting worse. when i cough(which is all day), it throws my back out, and makes all of the dull razorblades in my brains jangle against whatever's left in there. i was thinking about going... Read More
Hey thanks! I love that dudes stuff and I like how simple his site layout is.
If you watch the Little Mermaid and realize that she emotes and pantomimes for the majority of the movie, the animators did an amazing job with her character.
*clusterfuck*
my social life has moved largely to the internet(which makes me feel really fucking lame), for a number of reasons, some of which are probably good, some probably not so much.
i split with most of the people i grew up with when we were in... Read More
Well, for all that crazy shit- I'm glad you're still around. But I can be like Carebear happy and I've taken to looking at the glass half-full these days. You may hate me.
But mostly I stopped giving a fuck. Well I do give a fuck- about me being happy and my kids being happy. I'm lucky I have my kids or I would have offed myself long ago.
But the ones that you think have your back, end up shitting one you a lot. But the weird thing is, I've been picked up and backed up by the ones I very least expected- even sometimes didn't know existed.
As fucked up as this sounds, the ones with shit in their closets always have the best stories. But they usually have to transcend all the bullshit to get those stories out. I'm thinking/hoping you are one of those.
I like that you blog/express with pictures, even if they aren't your own. I dig those mixes that I hear.
[warning: extreme cheese] youll probably hate me for this... but look at how much there is worth living for and smiling about - even just for a few seconds
theres also the red eye