I remain silent, but inside I am screaming at the top of my lungs....
A few hours ago I was sitting with my photographer discussing the details of our next shoot. We decided on a sunday morning practice session. I only started going back to the gym yesterday, wednesday night, and I only have a few days to prepare myself for the practice shoot.
I felt fine about it until I got home and stood naked in front of my mirror... somehow I had forgotten what my body really looked like. And at that moment I was overcome by a state of panic, absolutely horrified at the mess I was looking at in front of me.
There is no time for me prepare.
I need months.
I only have 2 and a half days.
V.
A few hours ago I was sitting with my photographer discussing the details of our next shoot. We decided on a sunday morning practice session. I only started going back to the gym yesterday, wednesday night, and I only have a few days to prepare myself for the practice shoot.
I felt fine about it until I got home and stood naked in front of my mirror... somehow I had forgotten what my body really looked like. And at that moment I was overcome by a state of panic, absolutely horrified at the mess I was looking at in front of me.
There is no time for me prepare.
I need months.
I only have 2 and a half days.
V.
silentwhisper:
how do you think that? Too many young and beautiful girls like yourself have a body dysmorphia. you're gorgeous and have a very sexy figure, dont think otherwise.
ed1e1us:
Sounds like a panic attack to me,,,,you'll be fine gorgeous