HEY LOOK! IM ALIVE AGAIN!
Seems that SG is like a really bad train wreck... Just cant look away. That and the nagging email from the SG crew to get me back in here worked.
Anyway, Id like to welcome the world back into my life. So much has happened... So many pitfalls, so many new beginnings... I don't blog anywhere else, and people could actually read what I post here, and I may meet someone interesting, so why not let it out here.
So since I was last active... I was in and got out of the US Navy, been in a disasterpiece of a relationship that (obviously) ended extremely ugly, family split, mom left and now I have to watch after my kid brother in my spare time since my dad and I work our asses off to make ends meet... Oh and then this past Saturday I went out with a girl who cant seem to come to terms with the fact that SHES ENGAGED and still wants some kind of relationship with me...
Needless to say, I'm hiding.
But thats all the past. Now I'm just spending every waking hour of my life playing games, working, playing hockey, watching hockey, listening, writing, and just immersing myself in music. I'm so destroyed and scrambled mentally that my music habits as of late are scrambled as hell. Last 5 songs listened to:
Alecia Keys - You Don't Know My Name
Allman Brothers Band - Jessica
The Faceless - Lecia
Meshuggah - Straws Pulled at Random
Binary Star - Reality Check
It's incredible to me... I don't do drugs, I don't drink... yet the assholes I seem to spend time with have it better for them the last few years of my life, and mine gets so fucked up without being on anything, Im lost.
Oh well... it figures. I'm used to it after all this time.
Sabres game is on... Gonna go get my hockey on.
Stay tuned.
-Horse
Seems that SG is like a really bad train wreck... Just cant look away. That and the nagging email from the SG crew to get me back in here worked.
Anyway, Id like to welcome the world back into my life. So much has happened... So many pitfalls, so many new beginnings... I don't blog anywhere else, and people could actually read what I post here, and I may meet someone interesting, so why not let it out here.
So since I was last active... I was in and got out of the US Navy, been in a disasterpiece of a relationship that (obviously) ended extremely ugly, family split, mom left and now I have to watch after my kid brother in my spare time since my dad and I work our asses off to make ends meet... Oh and then this past Saturday I went out with a girl who cant seem to come to terms with the fact that SHES ENGAGED and still wants some kind of relationship with me...
Needless to say, I'm hiding.
But thats all the past. Now I'm just spending every waking hour of my life playing games, working, playing hockey, watching hockey, listening, writing, and just immersing myself in music. I'm so destroyed and scrambled mentally that my music habits as of late are scrambled as hell. Last 5 songs listened to:
Alecia Keys - You Don't Know My Name
Allman Brothers Band - Jessica
The Faceless - Lecia
Meshuggah - Straws Pulled at Random
Binary Star - Reality Check
It's incredible to me... I don't do drugs, I don't drink... yet the assholes I seem to spend time with have it better for them the last few years of my life, and mine gets so fucked up without being on anything, Im lost.
Oh well... it figures. I'm used to it after all this time.
Sabres game is on... Gonna go get my hockey on.
Stay tuned.
-Horse