n8tvegrl:
Doesn't it suck being human? I wish I was a robot all the time.
zombie_nirbhao:
therapy isn't really about some deep dark secret. a lot of times we just need to talk out loud to hear the things we are saying.
plus it's good to know when we are doing things that are out of line. therapists can say that. acquaintances can't, or at least won't.
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plus it's good to know when we are doing things that are out of line. therapists can say that. acquaintances can't, or at least won't.
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my life feels like a circus.
sometimes i'm up walking the tightrope. it's dangerous, but exhilerating. the spotlight's on me. everyone's looking on in awe and amazement. and i always know i have my safety net. but sometimes i fall. and i hit the cold earth below me with a thud. the safety net failed and my body's twisted and broken on the floor unable...
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sometimes i'm up walking the tightrope. it's dangerous, but exhilerating. the spotlight's on me. everyone's looking on in awe and amazement. and i always know i have my safety net. but sometimes i fall. and i hit the cold earth below me with a thud. the safety net failed and my body's twisted and broken on the floor unable...
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vintige:
hello Hun!!!!
im just stopping by to see how you are doing, and to send you big big hugs and loves!!!! i hope that all is well and talk to you soon!
jess
im just stopping by to see how you are doing, and to send you big big hugs and loves!!!! i hope that all is well and talk to you soon!
jess
zombie_nirbhao:
thank you
kittyvalentine:
I empathise. It's strange how on the one hand you can be entirely rational and logic and yet still considered as mentally unwell.
I got told after I was released from hospital from a doctor that it was highly likely I have a form of mental illness that I really hope I don't have. I don't like to think about it because it beats me up inside when I think about it. Just got to think that nothing is set in stone.
I hope things begin to look up for you soon. x
I got told after I was released from hospital from a doctor that it was highly likely I have a form of mental illness that I really hope I don't have. I don't like to think about it because it beats me up inside when I think about it. Just got to think that nothing is set in stone.
I hope things begin to look up for you soon. x
viking:
It really doesn't take much to be a 'mental health professional'. Everyones nuts in my opinion, to a lesser or greater extent. I dont mean that in a thunder stealing way, more a supportive thing. Good luck with it all.
Well then, new blog time.
Not really a lot to report on the last few days to be honest. I've been working a lot as usual, but nothing particularly exciting going on. Finishing off our latest animation this week, which is looking quite good. Whenever we do animations, I always wish we had more time, but our client needs it for Wednesday so not really...
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Not really a lot to report on the last few days to be honest. I've been working a lot as usual, but nothing particularly exciting going on. Finishing off our latest animation this week, which is looking quite good. Whenever we do animations, I always wish we had more time, but our client needs it for Wednesday so not really...
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emma_treasure:
hey, just wanted to say hi cos i LOVE your photography! 
Well, a mad few days I've had.
I've been doing things. Not just sitting around making excuses not to go out, or working myself near to death, but actually doing things. Can you believe that crazy shit??
So Wednesday night, I went drinks with a couple of my flatmates and another friend and after that we decided on impulse to go for a drive...
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I've been doing things. Not just sitting around making excuses not to go out, or working myself near to death, but actually doing things. Can you believe that crazy shit??
So Wednesday night, I went drinks with a couple of my flatmates and another friend and after that we decided on impulse to go for a drive...
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iris1:
we're in a recession. you gotta grow your own vegetables....
or
It may be the only child I ever have.
delete according to laughter/sarcasm factor.
or
It may be the only child I ever have.
delete according to laughter/sarcasm factor.
vintige:
hey sweetie!!!
life is going good right now, my 2 best friends in the world came down from gainsville 5 hour drive, just to cheer me up!!! so the past 2 days i had a great time!!!
and how are you doing ???
i hope that you have a wonderful day today when you get this !!!
big hugs to you sweetie!! xxoxoxo
life is going good right now, my 2 best friends in the world came down from gainsville 5 hour drive, just to cheer me up!!! so the past 2 days i had a great time!!!
and how are you doing ???
i hope that you have a wonderful day today when you get this !!!
big hugs to you sweetie!! xxoxoxo
I've been walking on sunshine this weekend,
Don't know why, but everything seems brigher and warmer (despite the rain!)
I've been working for some of the weekend and I've even been enjoying that, which I haven't really for a few months.
Right now I'm in the middle of playing around making a silly little animation about a spider (I'll upload it later)
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Don't know why, but everything seems brigher and warmer (despite the rain!)
I've been working for some of the weekend and I've even been enjoying that, which I haven't really for a few months.
Right now I'm in the middle of playing around making a silly little animation about a spider (I'll upload it later)
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sadistc:
Even though I don't know you, it still is good to me that things are starting to feel happier to you--I hope things stay that way. 
sadistc:
yup 
no prob. The way I started looking at things is for every completely shitty moment, you'll have an equally awesome one. So if you life seems to be nothing but shit, when the good things come, they just pile on that's at least what happened to me. I mean, the little shitty things happen now, but it doesn't affect me anymore, because the core is ok.
But just keep in mind that everything in life has to come to a balance--it's nature, and as such, in every shitty moment, there is something good to take from it, no matter how small, or insignificant it seems, it's there.
no prob. The way I started looking at things is for every completely shitty moment, you'll have an equally awesome one. So if you life seems to be nothing but shit, when the good things come, they just pile on that's at least what happened to me. I mean, the little shitty things happen now, but it doesn't affect me anymore, because the core is ok.
But just keep in mind that everything in life has to come to a balance--it's nature, and as such, in every shitty moment, there is something good to take from it, no matter how small, or insignificant it seems, it's there.
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vintige:
hey Hun!
ya i have been not online for a couple days now, my aunt is slowly going down hill and is in the hospital, so i have been with her with no SG to keep me company
, but im back home now, so im glad to hear that your day is better, that makes me smile!!!! thank you for keeping my posted, i have seem to have missed quite a bit in the last 3 days on SG, so i gotta catch up on things!
big hugs and talk to ya soon!
ya i have been not online for a couple days now, my aunt is slowly going down hill and is in the hospital, so i have been with her with no SG to keep me company
, but im back home now, so im glad to hear that your day is better, that makes me smile!!!! thank you for keeping my posted, i have seem to have missed quite a bit in the last 3 days on SG, so i gotta catch up on things!
big hugs and talk to ya soon!
sadistc:
i sat there one day and tried to count mine, but it was impossible--they're all overlapped, and most are too faded now, but it was close to the 100's, just in that one small area of mine. I hope things get better for you *hugs*
Today was an important day for the world. I stayed up late to watch the election and I'm so happy with the result! I know we'll have to wait and see what the real effect is, but for now I'm completely chuffed. An American friend of mine said it best when he said he's not going to be embarassed when people ask where he's from...
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kokeshidreams:
The haircut looks fab. Hope you are taking care of your sen x
vintige:
what up hun!!!
how are you doing today/ tonight??
was your day? i hope all is well with you!!!
xoxoxoxo
how are you doing today/ tonight??
was your day? i hope all is well with you!!!
xoxoxoxo
Well I deleted my video in order not to be deleted myself.
Better luck next time...
iris1:
Why did you nearly get deleted?
I can't make it an SGUK event because I'm not in SGUK and also noone would be interested! But come down to see me if you want, and bring friends!
I can't make it an SGUK event because I'm not in SGUK and also noone would be interested! But come down to see me if you want, and bring friends!
strawberrybomb:
I saw the video, hope you are ok. Like i said before if you ever need to chat i'm here. I've been rather anti-social at the moment so been spending quite a bit of time on my own.
My halloween was alright, went to the SGUK newcastle meet the next morning which was awesome. Still trying to catch up on the lack of sleep from it! x
My halloween was alright, went to the SGUK newcastle meet the next morning which was awesome. Still trying to catch up on the lack of sleep from it! x
My first video blog as promised.
WARNING: It's a bit twisted... this might be triggering for anyone with an SI problem. Or a bit rubbish for squeamish people.
It's darker than I intended, but I made this when I was in a pretty shit mood to be honest. I don't want to give the impression I just sit on my own hating myself all the...
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WARNING: It's a bit twisted... this might be triggering for anyone with an SI problem. Or a bit rubbish for squeamish people.
It's darker than I intended, but I made this when I was in a pretty shit mood to be honest. I don't want to give the impression I just sit on my own hating myself all the...
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[**The internet's gone down at home for a few days
but I'll be back on Monday if I can't get to a wifi spot over the weekend. Anticipate a funblog. Videos 'n' pictures 'n' shit**]So, where to begin...
I've had the most mental Summer and it's taken its' toll. I'm not well.
For a few years now, I have become more and more... detached,...
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kittyvalentine:
Can I be in it? 
kokeshidreams:
wouldn't you like to know? Lol. No my housemate is just being a tart, shes fallen out with mee for no understandable reason, she is making it increasingly difficult for me to get on with her too. We were all goin the same party last night, I asked my other housemate S if she would like to get a taxi down and then she asked me if the other housemate K had text me. I said no. S text her saying I was gonna come in the taxi too to which she replied "If thats the case you can book the five seater" basically saying I should make my own way down there. We set off around 8, the other 2 arent ready by them (K and her gf) and so we leave, we walk because the taxis are running late. She walks in about an hour later and doesnt talk to me or my housemate but she looks me up and down giving me a right filthy look! and walks off. She then asks for a picture of everyone and asks my housemate S to take it, even though S is dressed up and her bf would have been perfectly capable of taking it! I stay out of it. We were at the same party all night, went to the same place in town, with the same people and yet miraculously she manages to not take one picture of me or of Lau, my other mate (she has a grudge against her too) But yeah basically, she doesnt make life living with her easy. I'm off up the accomodation office on monday to see if they can move me!