"The whole conviction of my life now rests upon the belief that loneliness, far from being a rare and curious phenomenon, is the central and inevitable fact of human existence."
-Thomas Wolfe, God's Lonely Man
It's been a hell of a week. It's 3:09am here and I think I'm going to the gym, eating a xanax and swimming. I assume then, I will either wake up getting CPR or come home and crash out. I had stuff to do today but fuck it. What the fuck is the use. I'm in need of a vacation or a new drug addiction. Both may be out of my hands at this point.
Does anyone else feel like they try to be and do nice things but said actions are either ignored or misunderstood? It seems I'm a selfish jerk no matter what I'm doing. I guess I'm a dick. Sometimes you get persecuted no matter what your intentions are.
So, which is it?
-Thomas Wolfe, God's Lonely Man
It's been a hell of a week. It's 3:09am here and I think I'm going to the gym, eating a xanax and swimming. I assume then, I will either wake up getting CPR or come home and crash out. I had stuff to do today but fuck it. What the fuck is the use. I'm in need of a vacation or a new drug addiction. Both may be out of my hands at this point.
Does anyone else feel like they try to be and do nice things but said actions are either ignored or misunderstood? It seems I'm a selfish jerk no matter what I'm doing. I guess I'm a dick. Sometimes you get persecuted no matter what your intentions are.
So, which is it?