_michael

i am good at making messes...and art (sometimes)

what's with *@@@@*? i'm seeing this shit all over the place and its beginning to scare me.

kisskiss miss you.

*giggle*
but it's 7am...why no new journal entry?

a white acura with a fuct-up electrical system. every trip is an electron wandering adventure.

i drive people crazy.

That will be fucking hilarious!
What is that..a gang girl singer from LA?
Fucking A Ese!

i work at a coffee shop. purely for the benefits. and to answer a really old question, the 23 is from the illuminatus trilogy. i first read it when i was very young and impressionable, and it has stuck with me ever since.

when I was 14 I dated a 27 year old. The whole experience
was heart-breaking. We dated almost 2 years. I became addicted to
sex...it was a big bad scary mess in the end. I hated him for the last year of it but
continuted on with the sex addiction to the bitter end. I get horny around race bikes
and he was a motorcycle racer...

spared? fuck that...i always get my heart broken.

first time: age 4. dad left home (sorry to be a downer...)

first time romantically: i fell for him in 7th grade. he was a creative genius my age...artisitically gifted and witty as hell. he listened to the cure and hung with some of my friends, but didnt even notice i existed. i was the skinny ugly weird kid who never fit in. i tried in my own strange way to impress him but no dice, so i worshipped him from afar. i never appraoched him directly but wrote him a letter right before leaving virginia for chicago explaining everything thati had felt to that very day. i was 16 by that time. he never wrote back. i still think of him to this day.

hey, wait a minute. you're not going to talk about your first broken heart?

just a quick hello in the midst of a replying frezy.

put on the special edition of blade runner

Haha did you just quote a Loudness lyric?
That sounds just like one....

where's your left hand?

that is sooo great!

i once visited a website and researched *ahem* "farmgirl fantasies" because i once fucked a dutch girl with a big fat horse cock as a child.

final cut.