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I did and said some shit that hurt someone I care about today and I am saddened by it. There is nothing I hate worse than hurting someone I care about, and here I go, doing it again.

I am so sorry. I cannot say that enough, I cannot mean that enough, I am so fucking sorry that I made you cry. I only want...
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I got my entire nexk and spine cracked today and it feels amazing. It's a little sore, but...wow.

I also picked up Wrath of the Lich King and am installing it soon. The addiction begins again! I haven't played in forever and I can already feel the crack festering in my veins!

This is definately an "O" face if I have ever seen one. Fuck...
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So yeah...

I'm going to a Chiropractor for the first time in my 28 year life this morning and I am feeling weird about it and excited at the same time. I hope he doesn't break my damn neck. I have had a kink in my neck now for about a year and have had a seemingly contant headache and am so sick and tired...
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Fuck my life. More to follow when my head is clear.

That is all.

Gah!! I can't sleep for crap. I said goodnight and laid down an hour ago and still can't sleep. T-Fluff isn't even bothering me and my mind is at ease. I wonder what the problem is. Tomorrow I am going to start running again after work. I used to run about 5 to 6 miles every day, but kind of fell off that bandwagon. I...
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Disney

Ok so we had an amazing trip to Disneyland this weekend. It was off the chain. I haven't had that much fun in a long time and I got to spend it all with a special someone and a whole crowd of Suicide Girls, Hopefuls and members. It was really a great time.

I hope to have pictures up soon once my photographer, *cough*,...
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I'm going to Disneyland in a few minutes. It's going to be awesome!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!

My honey and I will be at the fountain at 0900 to meet all you lunatics. I am so excited I could go nuts. We got room service coming soon and I am going to answer the door in my Suicide Boy attire: BUTT ASS NEKID!!!!

....not....

I'm going to the happiest place on earth today! DISNEYLAND!!! Moxy and I will see you guys down there. It's going to be a great time. I can't wait. I'm actually quite excited. I've only been there once in my life and that time I missed the parade of dreams. I was so bummed out, but this time we are going to see it all....
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Today I wanted to scream and so I did a few times. I actually stood there and just yelled in frustration and irritation and wanted to put a hole in a wall. I felt sensations that I haven't felt in a long time. I wasn't really angry, just frustrated. I felt like I was about to lose something that I wanted for a very long...
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This Next Weekend

It's going to be amazing. I can't wait. I'm freaking excited as hell. I'm getting hotel reservations in the next day or two and then it's ON from there. I am going to surprise Moxy with a trip to a famous landmark place near a certain thing she has been wanting to see. Hint hint hint.....this is GOING TO ROCK!!!

!!! I'm...
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I had a good weekend and a good Sunday. The first half of Sunday was lame. I didn't seep for shit the night before and none of my friends were awake to do anything. Pussies. I went up to Fresno to hang out with Bobby and her new man toy. The dude is cool. I thought he was a fruit cake at first, but now...
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Had a bad ass time in Fresno Friday night. I'm hoping to have pictures soon. The girlfriend has them all on her camera and of course I forget my thumb drive like a noob. It was a great time though. I ran around like a goof ball snaping pictures everywhere. It was a crazy ass party comlete with drama and emo kids, people playing beer...
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