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Sometimes things happen that pull you away from thinking too much about yourself, and your inner workings that you are forced to reflect on all that surrounds you, and the one you are taking the journey with.

It makes all things that you hurt your insides over seem so meaningless in the end.

Because life is too short, and life is a gift. I waste...
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You would think the title of a set would be subject to spell checking..

So yeah, I have been eating and drinking far too much since my trip to Portland, and I will continue to eat and drink too much. You know why? because food and booze taste good. So what if I'm a little squishy?! amirite?

Fucking donkey dong dance party, my neighbors have...
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Wow, holy fucking wow.

I saw a movie last night that has left me completly and totally emotionally drained today.

Synecdoche,New York

I feel like someone scooped every bit of my insides out, piled them onto the floor and then made me dig through them.

I have a bad feeling something is going down.

Eh well, it was awesome while it lasted.

pug's are where they needed to be. All went well. We will be home tomorrow, and I will start working on my next steps.

be well.

"Kiddo, you made my night..Scratch that, you made my week"
You may hate sports, but maybe you love family..
As a kid my dad was my best friend. Some of the earliest pics of me were in Eagles,Flyers, or Phillies gear sitting with my dad on the couch watching games. We went to games as a family. My mom made dinners on Sundays that were...
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God I love October. Baseball and football as soon as I open my eyes.

I am going to the Farmers Market, and then to grab some German beer and Pretzels. Hooray Sunday!!

We went to an event for BeerAdvocate.com. It was fantastic, a local bar opened up before they normally do and we all brought one bottle of a hard to find treasure and shared...
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So, my life has been flipped up a bit.

As of October 19th I will be jobless.

Other than that, I am sweating to death here in sunny LA.

I have a lot to look forward to, and a lot stressing me out.

I constantly feel like I am starting from square one.

Even in my pensive modes, I am better than I have ever...
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Sometimes I wonder if there really is such a thing as undying love.

Sometimes I wonder if we are in someone's life for a little while, so that we learn something from them, and then once we learn, and share, the love dies, and we either live alone, or move on to another part of our emotional education.

Sometimes I wonder if I am just...
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Veggie Chilli over Brown Rice with a Maui Coconut Porter was my dinner this evening.

I was given a day off out of nowhere tomorrow, and I am going to enjoy it by doing whatever with my honey.

I still am feeling sort of out my head, but I will get by. I am not sure what is triggering it all, but it is still...
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