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nothing important to say really.
not really much different in the feelings department
sadly.
i wish things were just a little bit easier.
and a little bit clearer
and people sucked a little bit less
and "friends" didn't let you down
and people were honest
and the words would come when i need them to
and that i had a little bit of courage...
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demoniacsmile:
I know...that's how utterly inept I am D:
ebbel:
Well this is an old post, so hopefully you're feeling better by now.
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why the fuck don't i listen to my gut feelings?!?!?!
why the fuck am i so stupid and blind?!?!
does being in love with someone do that to you seriously?!?!
if it does i want out right now!!!!
and i don't want to feel it again.
ever.
if love can make my heart hurt this bad and make me cry this many tears...
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sleepy_monkey:
i agree with the previous comment. now it will take time for you to heal.

take care
smile
midknight:
ditto
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it's been said...
now i don't know if it's true or not...
that when a boy does something super sweet and unexpected that he's doing it because he feels guilty about something else....
any truth behind this?
any thoughts?
opinions?
i know it like depends on the situation and the relationship you have and stuff. but just general stuff. or personal...
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pinke:
iiits tRue lol!! idk i hate boys!!
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i rarely post blogs. and they usually aren't very personal. and usually are very random and mostly short. this is different. i posted it in my blog on myspace.

mommy's little sick girl. yeah that's pretty much me. this is gonna be fucked up and probably end up sounding like a suicide note or something retarded. believe me it's not. i...
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midknight:
it's weird but as i read that it felt like something i would say.
i'm sorry i can't offer much in advice, cuz i'm in the same boat.
but i'm sure your mom appreciated what you did for her

sucks though, i'd hang out with you if you lived close
hope you feel better
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i really wish i was a stronger person.
ever get those days that after something horrible happens you finally think you see the light at the end of the tunnel. you feel strong. and like you can take on the world. and that no one can hurt you anymore?
i get those. but they only last for a day. if that.
then the next day...
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well i'm done with boys for now. i hate pretty much all of them. why do they lie so much? and make me cry? sucks. frown well i'm boyfriendless and friendless. completely. blows. ah well. finally i have a day off tomorrow. i work so much. but i'm kind of glad. it keeps me busy and it's so much easier to keep...
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feelin better. thankfully. last two weeks of dec. and the whole month of jan. totally sucked. now they're over and it's time to not let things get to me so much anymore. i dunno how not to but i'm gonna try at least. i tend to over think everything. if i can let up on that a little bit i will be...
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i officially hate both boys and girls.
i haven't trusted a word a girl has said to me in about 6 or 7 years.
just started trusting one recently. (not fully of course but i talked to her more than any girl since a friend i had when i was 14)
and she just betrayed me like hardcore.
and it involves my bf. it...
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signum:
That sounds pretty bad. Hope you're well sun. I'm sorry for you... I know people just suck most of the time.....
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i'm still sick!! i started feelin sick on thanksgiving! i can't get rid of this stupid cold! it sucks so badly. this is just a stupid ranting blog i'm sorry but i need a place to vent! and it's my blog anyway so really it doesn't matter! haha god i'm dumb. today was a self-loathing day for me. not...
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katerix:
ugh, I hate lingering colds skull

Your dog is a sweetie
katerix:
Merry Chrismtas
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dude. i still fucking suck at this site! but it's cuz i'm hardly ever online anymore i think. lol or maybe i just suck at it period! who knows. if you add me on myspace you'll speak to me more! i can actually work that site. biggrin i'm retarded i know. i can't help it. Happy Thanksgiving everyone! i won't...
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audiophiliac:
I'm on the same boat with work, only I get to show up an hour later and stay until 7:30 tonight. But at least the turkey was good. Best of luck surviving today though
puddincat:
You seem like an awesome person smile Will you be my friend? kiss