Today...
.it is raining, which makes me feel good. i like it when the sky matches my emotions.
.epic convo last night with my boyfriend, so much said.
.none of it good, but not bad either. just another realization of how fucked up, my last relationship left me.
.and how fucked up my parents made me. my soul hurts today.
.so much i dont know, stuff that you cant learn in a book or magazine.
.things like how to turn someone on. how to not be embarrassed and let them touch you.
.stupidest fucking shit. how to tell someone what you want.
.and to know the words to say and how to say it n how to look at them.
.this is my dream car. im getting it someday. in black.
.its the clk63 amg black.

Also, I was curious how many curvy girls have actually made it front page on this site.
It doesn't seem like very many lately. I hope its worth doing my set, i mean
i hope its what Sg wants, curvier girls cause yeah i am never gonna be a size two.
.it is raining, which makes me feel good. i like it when the sky matches my emotions.
.epic convo last night with my boyfriend, so much said.
.none of it good, but not bad either. just another realization of how fucked up, my last relationship left me.
.and how fucked up my parents made me. my soul hurts today.
.so much i dont know, stuff that you cant learn in a book or magazine.
.things like how to turn someone on. how to not be embarrassed and let them touch you.
.stupidest fucking shit. how to tell someone what you want.
.and to know the words to say and how to say it n how to look at them.
.this is my dream car. im getting it someday. in black.
.its the clk63 amg black.


Also, I was curious how many curvy girls have actually made it front page on this site.
It doesn't seem like very many lately. I hope its worth doing my set, i mean
i hope its what Sg wants, curvier girls cause yeah i am never gonna be a size two.
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I may not have been considered as crazy as I am/was if I hadn't had the life I've led ... but I also wouldn't have/had as amazing friends as I've had for the same reasons -( nor would I be being so absolutely certain that I don't be or become like my father was when it comes to my girls ... I can never be that )-
and if every girl was the same shape and size, there'd be no reason to look and definately no reason to enjoy!