_dallas_

i should have known you were like the rest. a fake. another fucking heart breaker. one who wants and always gets. one who will never give. you selfish, stubborn ass. i should have been ready for this. i should have anticipated the worst. but you know me. you knew i would wait for you. i will always wait. my patience is never that of a virtue. it is that of a curse. a punishment if you will. why toy with my emotions? what did you get out of it this time? sheer amusement? possibly. more than likely. do you feel good now? stronger? ever so clever, even? good. i'm glad. next we meet, i will pat you on the back for your extensive efforts in bringing me down. i am sure it was quite the elaborate scheme. and it worked in your favour, as planned.

congratulations. you have been added to the list. who will be next?

we all know i am a fool for a kind word.