_chris_

I don't know why I feel so weird whenever I accept or request online friendship... It's the electronic equivalent of walking up to someone I don't know, tapping them on the shoulder and complimenting their shoes, shirt, or hair or something, and hoping it will lead to some manner of conversation, or...if nothing else, at least a curious little anecdote.

I'm expecting rejection every time I turn the corner or meet someone eye to eye, yet I keep doing it anyway, expecting the ground to fall out from beneath me, or for the world to end or something. Overreacting, yes I know. It doesn't make it feel any less true, though.

Playing air-drums while listening to music on headphones is one thing... Utilizing both hands and legs in unison, is something completely different. I think it's safe to say I've moved beyond air-drumming. I have an entire 22-piece air-drum kit. Yep. How nerdy. Whatever. Fuck off. Hehe.

I must run to the bathroom to cough up gross shit into the toilet now. Sinus infection is understating things a bit...

-Chris-