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'Ello SG!

I will start this off with a random picture of me driving to work.



I think it's about time for a new blog. I've been a bit busy, and when I'm not busy, I'm exhausted. I'm still dealing with this issue, and am in the process of being diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. Basically, my muscles are a bit more sensitive to pain than normal. I just tense up and my muscles hurt. I get super tired, all the time. And when I do sleep, it's rarely good sleep. Could you imagine your body aching as though you had the flu, everyday? It's obnoxious.

I've began taking Lyrica for it, and it really seems to help with the nerve pain My hands are still getting stiff sometimes, but not as much. It just makes my balance off a little bit (which sucks when I'm dancing at work) and makes me a bit loopy sometimes. I also take Flexeril if I've worked my ass off that way I don't suffer so much when I wake up.

Got a semi-hilarious story to tell you about what happened to me at work last night. I fell off the pole. No, really. I lost my grip and somewhat slid down and landed on my back, hard as fuck. I laughed it off, and just played it off. These girls that were sitting near the stage just laughed and told me I'd made their night. They tipped me. I told them, fuck it, thats whats up, haha. Now they can go tell their friends they saw a stripper fall off the pole. Good stories are always fun,

I'm definitely hurting today though. I was hoping the ER would be able to give me a steroid shot so I'd be good to work the weekend, but apparently they don't so those in the ER anymore. Just gave me 2 Percocet and sent me on my way. Bones look good, but its my muscles that hurt.

Aside from that, I've just been working and hanging out with my daughter and roommate. I haven't really felt the urge to go out and party like I used to. I just don't feel up to it. I miss going out and being able to enjoy being 25. Maybe I just burnt myself out, Maybe I just don't have the energy to deal with it, or the hangover. I don't know how I used to do it. It's better this way anyways. I'm content just being a pot head.

Bianca is getting big. She turned 4 in March. Her vocabulary is terrific. It's crazy to hear her use words like, realized, indeed, and absolutely and to use them in the correct context. She uses a lot more, but I don't really want to hog up that much of your brain space.




My friend Dani and I drove up to Albuquerque to see Hed PE. It's a 4 hour drive, so it was definitely a lot of talking and hip hop music. I'd forgotten my weed, so it was a sober ride up there. I couldn't smoke cigarettes in her Jeep so it was fun to stop at random gas stations in the little downs on the way up there. Usually it's just a straight trip. It was fun getting ready for the show in a truck stop bathroom, haha. We got a couple strange looks, and a good laugh later, because some lady started farting loud as hell while we were getting ready. Trying soo hard not to laugh while she was still in there!







i don't know whats up with the blurriness. Camera phones!

I'm still pretty excited about this set coming out in July. I got to work with Lorelei and she was a total sweetheart! I'm pretty confident in this set, and I'm really proud of it. So mark your calendars for July 3rd at 4 pm (MT).




Well, I'm off to smoke another joint and get some rest. My back is fucking killing me. Love you bitches.