Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

_catalyst_

San Diego Ca

Member Since 2008

Followers 122 Following 293

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Friday Jul 04, 2008

Jul 4, 2008
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
you're invited!
what: my pity party
where: here
when: right now

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

so those tips i was really counting on?

yeah. i got less for the last two weeks than i got the first three days i got tips.

WTF?!?!?!?!

i've been working my ASS off. everyone there swore up and down i would make SUCH good money there. i was expecting at least twice what i'm making.

excuse me, but i don't think eighty bucks a week on top of minimum wage is a lot of money.

not in san diego. not when you're working 25 hours a week. not when you're 26 years old, have shit tons of experience and are an amazing employee.

i feel so stuck.

i'm sick of going from job to job. i just want to work somewhere i like going every day, get satisfaction from, AND make more than enough money doing.

it's really sinking in that i'm either going to have to just pick something i know i'll make money doing and go back to school for it, or go some other crazy route.

neither option is appealing.

how the hell am i going to become financially free if i can't even pay for half my bills when i'm working my butt off?????

i really am feeling like what's the friggin point anymore. i can barely pay my rent IF i don't get groceries next week. i'm just so sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mad mad mad puke puke puke



i just feel like i have SOO much more potential than this..

More Blogs

  • 09.11.08
    0

    Thursday Sep 11, 2008

    Read More
  • 09.10.08
    0

    Wednesday Sep 10, 2008

    it is now 3:39 in the afternoon and i haven't done SHIT today. aft…
  • 09.10.08
    0

    Wednesday Sep 10, 2008

    sooo. SPOILERS! (Click to view) yesterday i felt exhausted and kin…
  • 09.09.08
    0

    Tuesday Sep 09, 2008

    does anyone else get mild fits of nausea for no reason you can think …
  • 09.03.08
    1

    Wednesday Sep 03, 2008

    let's have a picnic.
  • 09.03.08
    0

    Wednesday Sep 03, 2008

    meh. tequila + empty stomach + work night = blah and bleh.
  • 08.28.08
    0

    Thursday Aug 28, 2008

    we would laugh and giggle and eat all the cookies. it was TURRIBLE!!!…
  • 08.24.08
    2

    Monday Aug 25, 2008

    "nothing weird, just birds..."
  • 08.24.08
    0

    Sunday Aug 24, 2008

    And then sometimes I don't. And I smile and laugh and love again.
  • 08.23.08
    0

    Saturday Aug 23, 2008

    Sometimes I really don't know why I get up every morning. Sometimes …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
17
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,118,957 followers
  • 14,925,878 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,405,189 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo