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Friday Jul 04, 2008

Jul 4, 2008
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you're invited!
what: my pity party
where: here
when: right now

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

so those tips i was really counting on?

yeah. i got less for the last two weeks than i got the first three days i got tips.

WTF?!?!?!?!

i've been working my ASS off. everyone there swore up and down i would make SUCH good money there. i was expecting at least twice what i'm making.

excuse me, but i don't think eighty bucks a week on top of minimum wage is a lot of money.

not in san diego. not when you're working 25 hours a week. not when you're 26 years old, have shit tons of experience and are an amazing employee.

i feel so stuck.

i'm sick of going from job to job. i just want to work somewhere i like going every day, get satisfaction from, AND make more than enough money doing.

it's really sinking in that i'm either going to have to just pick something i know i'll make money doing and go back to school for it, or go some other crazy route.

neither option is appealing.

how the hell am i going to become financially free if i can't even pay for half my bills when i'm working my butt off?????

i really am feeling like what's the friggin point anymore. i can barely pay my rent IF i don't get groceries next week. i'm just so sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mad mad mad puke puke puke



i just feel like i have SOO much more potential than this..

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