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A journal as a smiley list:
My mind is such a busy buzzing bee right now. I can't get it to quit. Guess it's time for some yogification. But first, blabbing.
I go back and forth between two extremes with my feelings about my relationship: one day I'm sure we're holding each other back and I need to break free, the next I'm so grateful for everything about him and for how far we've come together.
I find more rad stuff every day walking everywhere. Like these plants:
I'm thinking about getting into graphic design.
I'm also thinking about starting adult ballet classes. I've wanted to since I took classes when I was a kid and I randomly found an article in the paper yesterday about local studios...
I need a new word to replace 'random' in my vocabulary. Because the things I describe as 'random' are never random at all. Hmmm 'Serendipitous,' perhaps? But that's long.
I am in love with this guy. If anyone finds a big pic of him, hook me up. I can only find wee ones. It's Archimedes from Disney's Sword in the Stone, btw. Yes I've googled it.
This is my new favorite set (and SG).. ever. So stunning and quirky! Seriously my perfect girl. Le sigh.
(Hey Severus I just realized she looks kinda like you!)
Been putting off calculating school tuition stuff. Think they really shafted me, because I only attended for 6 out of 16 months, but yet I owe almost the entire amount they say, but yet half of my tuition was covered by grants that were already paid out... I'm just going to have to force myself to deal with it. But meh. I'm very bad at forcing myself to do anything.
Twinkie, who is cute as a fucking button, just mentioned her addiction to animated gifs. i have one of those myself. as yall can see from my last entry. i also have a rough time remembering to care about capitalization, as you can see from every entry. lol
I love my latest tattoo, but I keep thinking if I had not been so caught up in the moment of getting my first tattoo in forever, I would have
a) taken pics of the stencil first instead of trusting my twisted mirror view,
b) explained in detail to my artist my vision for all of my tattoos (I want a certain amount of space between each of them, how I want them to flow, etc), and
c) made him make a million stencils if that's what it took to get the placement exact.
That said, I still absolutely love it and will rock it and work with it, and make sure I take my time from now on and explain what I want more clearly (like I have for every other tattoo til this one lol).. Lesson learned, right? It's actually kinda cool to have a tattoo to remind me of the 'just slow down' lesson! 
Here, have a tree.
Ok, my brain is getting super duper mushi-fied. And not in a good way.
Hemalayaa, here I come.
**** A journal as a smiley list: My mind is such a busy buzzing bee right now. I can't get it to quit. Guess it's time for some yogification. But first, blabbing. I go back and forth between two extremes with my feelings about my relationship: one day I'm sure we're holding each other back and I need to break free, the next I'm so grateful for everything about him and for how far we've come together. I find more rad stuff every day walking everywhere. Like these plants: I'm thinking about getting into graphic design. I'm also thinking about starting adult ballet classes. I've wanted to since I took classes when I was a kid and I randomly found an article in the paper yesterday about local studios... I need a new word to replace 'random' in my vocabulary. Because the things I describe as 'random' are never random at all. Hmmm 'Serendipitous,' perhaps? But that's long. I am in love with this guy. If anyone finds a big pic of him, hook me up. I can only find wee ones. It's Archimedes from Disney's Sword in the Stone, btw. Yes I've googled it. This is my new favorite set (and SG).. ever. So stunning and quirky! Seriously my perfect girl. Le sigh. (Hey Severus I just realized she looks kinda like you!)
Been putting off calculating school tuition stuff. Think they really shafted me, because I only attended for 6 out of 16 months, but yet I owe almost the entire amount they say, but yet half of my tuition was covered by grants that were already paid out... I'm just going to have to force myself to deal with it. But meh. I'm very bad at forcing myself to do anything. Twinkie, who is cute as a fucking button, just mentioned her addiction to animated gifs. i have one of those myself. as yall can see from my last entry. i also have a rough time remembering to care about capitalization, as you can see from every entry. lol I love my latest tattoo, but I keep thinking if I had not been so caught up in the moment of getting my first tattoo in forever, I would havea) taken pics of the stencil first instead of trusting my twisted mirror view,
b) explained in detail to my artist my vision for all of my tattoos (I want a certain amount of space between each of them, how I want them to flow, etc), and
c) made him make a million stencils if that's what it took to get the placement exact.
That said, I still absolutely love it and will rock it and work with it, and make sure I take my time from now on and explain what I want more clearly (like I have for every other tattoo til this one lol).. Lesson learned, right? It's actually kinda cool to have a tattoo to remind me of the 'just slow down' lesson! Here, have a tree. Ok, my brain is getting super duper mushi-fied. And not in a good way. Hemalayaa, here I come.
those plants a re strange!