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um, i'm sick of lying. not taking action is pretty much lying in this situation, right?

i feel so good about my decision to get a day job, my own place, and into night school.

i may be broke and exhausted for the next couple years, but i'll be ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING I SAID I WOULD. something i am more excited about than 90%of the shit that goes on in my life.

besides, when t is ready, we can live together.

that will rock.

i think we'll be happy coz we'll see each other a lot more than we would otherwise whilst i'm in school.

i hope rachel and jeremiah get a divorce.

i hope jeremiah feels the same way about me as i feel about him.

i hope i get rehired at whole foods this week.

i hope we go to monster massive.

i hope t goes.

i hope i make a dope costume.

i hope i learn to stop stalling and start living.