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so yeah - wow - i really am going to re-memorial this weekend. i did absolutely nothing but homework, sleep, take the dog Bean for walks, went out one night for a couple of beers, and that is about it - i just picked up Charlie from the airport - yeah at 2am his flight got in - he's lucky to have a friend like me - vice versa too...

4 more damn days - and at this point i don't care much anymore about the grades - i just want to pass and be done with it. i was just reminded by Charlie that we are going to see Primus at Portland tomorrow - so - yeah - guess what i will be doing tomorrow night? driving to Portland and back after the show.... then i have a Spanish test the next morning - egads, as my uncle would say... my brain is toast right now ....... as you can tell

play nice in the sandbox...

[Update!] 4:30pm

oh gods! i can't believe that of everything i have been through in life - living on the streets as a runaway at 15, basic training, being homeless various times, picking up and moving, hitchhiking accross states, and sleeping under a bridge in Seattle waiting for a job.... here i am intimidated by some fucking papers ..... ugh! i think i am in a phase where i just want to be 'normal' in the sense that my life is not on hold and i am not broke all the time from being a stoodent.... ok - i can do it..... shit - i need to get cracking - going to Primus later and i have to study for the Spanish final in the morning - yes - yes - hehe - just thinkng out load here - it';s my journal and i can do what i want.... alrighty - sorry for ignoring anyone - it was not intended - i just have so much on my plate and mind right now ...... i'll get around to normal posts soon - i promise.......

this expresses my homework frustration at the moment........