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Things are more like they are now than they ever were before......unknown



i like this painting by Dali...... his art is amazing.

So I might be moving into my friend Charlie's house in July.... that will save me 50 bucks a month..... I have lived by myself for the last 2 and a half years and I hope that it works out well.... living with him and his brother might take a little getting used to.... but i don't think it will be for too long - just want to save some money....

Well, I'm going to have to update later - because I am tired and need to get to bed.......... ttfn (ta ta for now)

Ok so here is an update.........

Damn I hate being poor - it sure makes me feel like a loser. I am working 15 to 20 hours a week, but I only get paid once a month and it all goes to rent and bills - fuck! So I am going to get all the books together that I can stand to sell and go sell them in hopes to get enough money to buy some food and stuff.

I feel a bit numbed to life today - thinking about the uncertain future. Not sure of how moving into Charlie's will work, not sure of how I am going to keep eating, not sure whether I will be working with my mom this summer - not sure if I am going to this college next year..... not sure ........AAAarrrrhhhh make it stop! Can I just have a fucking vacation? Please???

I can't smoke these fuckin roll your own cigarettes anymore either..... too harsh. Guess I will become a cigarette bum for a while.........

Well - I have to buckel down for a bit and get some homework done - papers written etc............

adios amigos.........