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I am happy but I am sad,
I am here but I am lost.
I do not know where this road of mine is going to take me.
You have shown me too many times.
You broke my heart in too many pieces
I am left with nothing
I wake up in tears
and face this world with fear
for this is just the beginning...
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To those who interact with me, I will continue to keep lines of communication open. To those that want to pass judgment on me Go Fuck Yourselves!!. Enough said. Kiss my ass!!! You will never to understand me and so I leave you with this. You call me names you make fun because I am different yet I never judged you but somehow you feel...
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Ok so you are prolly wondering what the hell just happened. I needed to talk to someone and yet nobody was around to hear what I have to say. So I was frustrated and upset. I am sorry you had to see the ugly side of me. It was inexcusable I apologize.


Ant.

Rage

I DONT GIVE A FUCK CUT MY SOUL INTO PIECES
HERE I AM LOOSING MY SIGHT, LOSING MY MIND
WHEN I REACHED OUT YOU WERE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND
YET I LISTEN TO YOU AS YOU CRY YOUR FUCKING TEARS
NOW WHEN I NEED YOU YOU WALK AWAY

I WISH SOMEBODY WOULD LET ME LEAN ON THEM
SO NOW I AM LEFT TO...
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Well today starts a new blog. Here I am trying on suit I got tailored. I am to go to a wedding and speak behalf of the groom. I should be happy but lately I have been feeling like shit. So here I am packing my bags and find myself drinking to keep these emotions in check. I just feel like I am in a...
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Greetings friends,
I hope these attachments work it is pictures of good times with good people with the infamous Davina Suicide on her last day as hostess at our favorite hang out spot. She will be leaving us for a trip to to Guam. Stop by in San Francisco and check out the Glass Kat on Mondays for Death Guild and Wednesdays for Bondage a...
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