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Woah, long fucking week.
Here's a semiquick update. The next journal entry will contain pics. Promise.

Uncle passed away on Thursday and my mother and i had to take care of all the funeral arrangements. Since he is navajo there are a few family meetings that the wife's family are to prepare. I've been driving food from Albuquerque to Crownpoint (3 hours away) for the...
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Hey all. Sorry I haven't been on in a while.

My uncle died on Thursday night so we're all trying to get things sorted for the funeral. Things are insane right now. I promise that I'll give a proper update soon.

i have tickets for 311 tonight. i don't wanna go.

burlesque show tomorrow with vanessa

friday Ant is coming into town and i haven't seen him in two years. One night only! why the hell would anyone drive 6 hours just to see me for 2 hours? we're childhood friends, and I'm worth it damnit.

saturday is Harvest at San Juan Pueblo and my momma...
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Ick. never drinking again. Friday night I drank a 5th to myself with a few friends, including my husband coldandsilent, and his brother. I was drunk for 12 hours, then hugging the toilet for 4 hours. Saturday night I went out with Vanessa, my sister, and my girlie Karla to pizza, then a keg party (heh). Afterward, Vanessa and I hit up the...
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I'm sick.

I keep losing my voice. Not to good for a telephone banker.

Pity me.

Well, my 21st kicked mucho ass. I went to the bar with Sharon, and met up with a few people including Dinah, Damian4 and Plugsnskruff. I drank too many chocolate cake shots, and ended up puking in front of a few cops. Sharon kept getting these crazy vato guy compliments on her hair skills. Haha.

Tonight I'm partying at my house at...
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Well.....

Yesterday i went to lunch with plugsnskruff and had a kickass time.

I had dinner with coldandsilent, his brother, my sister, morningstar55, his wifey, darlingnikky, and her boy, and the lovely Vanessa and it was fantastic!

Today I want to get an outfit for next weekend, and i need to fix my car...

Bleh...... boring day i guess....

Today:

Slept really fucking good last night (yes, head again).

Alright day at work (i got an award for my kickassness)

My sister got a dildo superglued to her car windshield (yes, you read that correctly)

Plans were happening, fell through, happening again, and i'm still bored without my disco nap.

Fuckhead hasn't tried to contact me. (thank fucking god)

I smoke too much

ONE...
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$1500 is a small price to pay to never have to see my psycho ex again. I'm finally over it. HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've decided to stay at my apartment.

I'm turning 21 in a couple o weeks.

I'm gettting head tonight.

I fucking rock!!

My ex is a fucking douche.

I just went to the apartment to gather my valuables before he gets his psycho hands on them, and my apt is trashed again and most of my shit is gone. I changed the deadbolts and my brothers called and threatened him. He is supposed to have the shit at my neighbor's house by 8:00 or he's fucked.