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Well ok, so tomorrow is the day when im supposed to give this girl a call from the wedding. Was discussing things with my Dr. today and she asked me if there were any sort of 'non verbal' signals that she may have sent my way. Well, if there were I missed them or something cuz I dont know. Basically the last thing i want to do is call and have it be all like "oh, you called....great" Granted its not really THAT big of a deal, but when it comes to the ladies I dont really excell at having super duper confidence. I think there were some things done/said that could be seen as "idicators of interest" however I think i do a good job of talking myself out of believing that they happend.

Now I'm not really looking for a pitty party or anything, but what my doc and I have been talking a bit about is how my perception of what i have to offer (ie self confidence) doesnt really match what is true. In other words I undervalue my awesomenicity.

So long and short of it is i'll need to get some stones, make the call, and hopefully all goes well. Let's just hope i can keep my nervous talking reflex in check