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This is the greatest feeling I have ever felt. I can't stop smiling. I don't ever want it to stop.

xoxo
-Zarina

P.S. Thanks for all the birthday wishes and presents. kiss

Countdown to my Scratching Post birthday show: 2 days
Countdown to Easter: 14 days
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lily:
smile
smiling back at you girl
rumrunner:
I new that but better late than never doll...Any way cheers u cheecky monkey love
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In the land of Zarina, it's my birthday now!

HURRAY!!!!


Going out for $3 margarita's tonight, gonna get WAAAAAAAAAAAY-STED

Since it's my birthday, you should all love me and praise me and worship me and buy me presents. It's my birthday, I think you have to. It's the rules wink

xoxo
-Zarina

(no other countdowns right now, it's my birthday and that's all that matters)
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obd:
Happy Birthday! biggrin
noelle:
Happy Birthday!
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retsin:
well good day...in canada it's officially your b-day! (its 12:43am!)

have an awesome birthday day!! biggrin
lotus:
happy birthday happy happy birthday!!!!
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Let's get that icky fuck you journal out of here. Thanks for all the replies kids, it's nice to know people care even when the girl that you've been best friends with for 6 years doesn't. I actually meant to get rid of this sooner but with school and being the lush that I am, I haven't been home and awake long enough to change...
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jasperellah:
hi darlin' i havent heard fro you in like a year!! wowzaz' smile howve you been, hows living in yr new house? yr not so new, but i havent talked to you in forever house..?? huh? tell me now, or ill eat yr brain! skull

xoxo

take care, and kep in touch.. i miss ya!

tell kiscica hi for me too, since hahah you see her more than i do harrr haarr.

fragile21:
I'm happy for ya! It sounds all so sweet. biggrin

I'm a lush, you're a lush...who isn't? I've been trying to cut back on my drinking...sooooooo far so good. But damn, I may have to drink tonight. So much for that promise to myself. lol.
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It amazes me how some people hold onto your emotions so much that in one 5 minute phone call they can turn you from a huge ball of joy and hope to being on the floor crying, screaming out death wishes that you know that if they ever came true, it would hurt you even more.

Fuck You, I'm not taking your shit anymore.

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paulsandman:
Beware the psychic vampires like that
oryx:
*hug*
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Dear Zarina,

I HATE YOU AND I WISH YOU HAD NEVER BEEN BORN!!!

xoxo,
Your Body

puke puke puke puke puke puke puke

(Oh-so-oh-woah-oh-so hungover... want to die... so glad I don't have tuesday classes)

Countdown to Juicy: 4 days
Countdown to my birthday: 9 days
Countdown to my Scratching Post birthday show: 12 days
Countdown to Easter: 24 days
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leola76:
Groovy. Keep your eyes peeled for the fuschia hair and leopard print scarf you see in my new photo. See you soon!
fenris23:
Free booze is a dangerous dangerous thing... its like nitro sure its cool for a while but if you aren't careful....
*BLOOEEY!!!*
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I'm not in too great of a mood 'cause I have to go into my schools woodshop and make something that was due last week. I'm fairly positive I won't get it done on time for today's class either. I feel stupid and embarassed but I'm sure I'll fail if I don't do it at all.

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fragile21:
Good luck in getting that done! I wish school was different. I'd really just like to work at my own pace, ya know and just learn freely without all this importance on tests, projects and grades.

That's a cool name for a rat. Do you think possums are cute? I do, but most people don't seem to. Anyway, I had a cat named Dez. *sigh* I miss him.

By the way, you can whine to me anytime. wink Not that I think you're really whining, but ya know what I mean.
fenris23:
Good luck with the project.

I really like number five and of course happy confusion. smile
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MY MOM'S GIVING ME MY RAT BACK TODAY!!!!!!!!!!

I've missed her so much. I can't wait for her to be back.

My mom's also taking me grocery shopping which is also very exciting seeing as I pretty much have no food. Hurray for mom's!

xoxo
-Zarina

Countdown to getting my rat back: 4-5 hours
Countdown to my 20th birthday: 12 days
Countdown to the...
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supremepizzaman:
You suck. I got you're icky germs. Now my throat hurts. frown
twwly:
Dear Zarina,

You're 100% adorable.

Love,
Twwly.xo
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lipservicejen:
and such a lovely crotch it is... but i actually kinda hate that word! i always wonder who comes up with these words... i mean CROTCH!!! come one... there must have been a better word than that!!
oh and i was wondering... do you feel like making out?! wink
until then kiss
lipservicejen:
speaking of terrible words... cunt. another one i am quite disgusted by and rather fond of at the same time wink
cunt cunt cunt. you can use it in so many ways too biggrin
i'm a cunt, your a cunt, everywhere a cunt cunt.
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I miss kissing girls so much that I would kiss a boy. I need to makeout with someone asap.

xoxo
-Zarina

Countdown to my 20th birthday: 17 days
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bennymac:
first of all boys dont stink, unless they fart or dont shower, second, am i going to see you this weekend?
siamesekitty:
hey chicksta, thanks for the invite for the 25th, get me all the details and i'll get my booty there....i've decided to really celebrate this year biggrin

ps i find it hard for you not to get kisses wink
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I am oh so sick.
I want soup and goodie pops.

Lesson learned: don't share your martini with sick girls, even if you are just being polite.

Had a superb night with photogrrl. Spying on cute lesbians and dancing with pretty boys is always a good time. Hopefully she'll join me more often.

Shouldn't be going out tonight, but I'm going to anyways because...
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jade:
Woooo, your birthday is coming up! Woooo!! biggrin Being sick sucks... frown Find a pretty girl to pamper you until you get better! Yes, that's what should be done.
leola76:
I'm bloody sick too puke

How did your painting turn out?

I have a cold, I think it developed when snowboarding last Monday when the weather was fairly warm. I was completely overdressed that day and had worked up quite a sweat. Friday morning I woke up with a sore throat, but that disappeared pretty quickly. I'm now left with a stuffed up nose which I keep blowing every two minutes. I ran into an old painting instructor on Saturday night at the bar who was tanked out of his mind. I was blowing my schnozz when he greeted me, and he made the same gesture to mock me lol. His facial expression was funny but also kind of gross, it started to make me feel very self conscious. I left the bar that night feeling like an oozing freak, I hate blowing my nose in public lol!

I hope you're feeling better soon kiss

[Edited on Mar 08, 2004 5:15PM]
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Dear World

I don't want to go to school and I'm still tired. Why does it have to be raining as well??? Will you please revoke the crappyness of the morning with some goodness at night? Perhaps in the form of a certain girl from my lecture being at the green room tonight so that me and photogrrl can "bump into" her? If you really...
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fragile21:
Happy SG b'day! Congrats! biggrin

I'll see if I can use some of my magic to find out if that girl likes you and maybe she'll bump into you too. wink

PS. it's raining here too. blah!
lilvia:
Happy SG birthday, Zarina.