zahra

I keep finding more and more girls I love in the archive section.

In other news I am sick, yet again. This is sooo like my life.

When it rains it pours.

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silveronthetree:

get well soon

Oct 10, 2005

occam:

Thank you very much for your thoughts and words. It means a lot to me. I really miss her deeply and have no idea how to return to anything remotely normal now. She was the best friend anyone could ever ask for.

Oct 11, 2005

My life is falling apart.

In the past week I have had multiple fevers a day, I've been sicker than I can ever remember. My schoolwork slowly piled up until I nearly exploded and it is still seeping into this week.

In the past week my boyfriend has told me he doesn't love me anymore, taking it back after the fight. The abusive level our...
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icaro74:

Chin up! You are smart, young, sexy and darn pretty. Change is always hard, so put yourself together and guide this change in your favor. If your boyfriend cannot apreciate you is his loss. Take a deep breath and be patient. All the good wishes of all the people who care for you shall do something in your favor.
I trully hope all this is for good.

Oct 7, 2005

ines:

Unprofessional? Well, who is the idiot who said that?? He must win your trust, not getting you down!!! I hope you told him how bastard he was! Whathever, don't stop because of him, you know i'm maybe SG but i feel so uncomfortable, lacking of trust in myself with photographers, it's not called to be unprofessional! I saw the pics on your folder, and i found you looked so lovely! You should persevere! And to be surrounded by people who trust, not by incapables.

thank you for your help on my last post by the way

Oct 9, 2005

So I changed my Alias to my model name, I'm a wicked scene kid, I swear.

I've been deathly ill for the past days, feverish and disgusting. I am in dire need of a bath,

Being sick always seems to remind me of what an amazing partner I have. He'll call into work just to bathe me and make sure I'm okay. That is love....
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twinkie:

I was wondering who that was, you sneak!

Oct 4, 2005

arden:

awwww thank you soo much ps I want the hat you posted in your last journal lol

Oct 4, 2005

I got some pics back from a shoot I did with David Swillum, I actually didn't like them too much. Maybe it was just a disoriented day for both of us. I've seen some of his other work and it's come out just fine. I also got some more pictures back from Ohio so I'm going to posty posty. But I'll show you Swillum's first....
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murkling:

ooooooooooh what?

Sep 29, 2005

hellah:

thanks baby!
everyone has been so sweet about everything.
you'll be soon! can't wait to see that one...licks hand and smacks tush!

Sep 30, 2005

I'm so very happy! My shoot with Scott Lanes was amazing, because HE'S amazing. Most of you know this though if you've seen any of his work, or perhaps Fetish's Pink Parasol set.

Jack and I didn't get to shoot the other day but we rescheduled for this evening at 7:30.

Tomorrow, if Raj doesn't forget, I'm doing my first bondage photoshoot, which is...
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ael:

awwww. i'm all warm and fuzzy now. lol.

Sep 24, 2005

nish1:

Keep it up with all your cool projects

Its cool your getting into going to the gym. Just make sure you dont lose all your curves

Sep 24, 2005

Photoshoot with Scott Lanes (!!! im excited) on Wednesday, Raj on Friday (if he doesn't forget), and Jack Musgrave tomorrow. Also another shoot with Artangel October 2nd. I'm a busy girl!

So, obviously, pictures to come..

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section8:

busy girl indeed, dont forget you still have an open invite to be on the cooking show as well.

Sep 20, 2005

rhys:

aww thank you sweetie.

Sep 21, 2005

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icaro74:

Good luck on your job search, you never know this change could be for better, take care and chin up, is just a jobe...

Sep 18, 2005

silveronthetree:

I like the pic too

Sep 18, 2005

A dream of endless seas and
Unnoticed life
The complexity in nature, the smooth groove
Sliding down the breast of a leaf
The intricate maze-laden bark, always climbing toward the sky.
The wind whispers to the grass, and it subtly sways in response.
The force of life, and the power of creation are more than anything our hands can construct
Mountains of sand, so vast...
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I got reamed out last night. In the ass!

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thedomfather:

ouch!

Sep 13, 2005

nish1:

Was it a good experiance ?
I have to say SG are mad not to approve your sets

Sep 16, 2005

I've been hella busy. The move went smoothly and I've been making friends. College is fun, kids, yes it is.

My roomate lets we walk around naked so that's a plus. Classes have started and they're relatively early, but so far I havent recieved a buttload of work.

Panera has given me around 30 hours for this week which is absurd given that I am...
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