I've been thinking a lot about my life lately, and it occurred to me that I don't really have any really close friends. The fact that I've moved around a lot over the last 13 years, and my being a very socially awkward person, haven't helped me make a lot of friends, or get close to the few friends I do have. I would really...
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z3n_drew:
I might not look it or act like it online, but in real life I'm one of the most awkward, socially anxious people you could ever meet. I'm the guy who will go to a bar alone and only talk to someone if there happens to be someone he knows there... or if somebody initiates a conversation. I'm not sure where it comes from. I used to be really outgoing and talked to everyone without ever feeling awkward. Now, I'm lucky if I can get the nerve to text someone I know to ask them to do something.
anjave:
Share your thoughts here. Take it easy man.
reedus:
Yesss the aquarium is really nice here in Madrid!!! Its quite big and has loads of species!! You are invited to come 
What a week. It's been an emotional roller coaster. But, I'm feeling a lot better physically this week, so that's something.
It's not even that my week's been bad at all (there have been some moments), in fact, overall, my week has been fairly good. I think I just need a vacation from certain aspects of my life; The ones that seem to want to...
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It's not even that my week's been bad at all (there have been some moments), in fact, overall, my week has been fairly good. I think I just need a vacation from certain aspects of my life; The ones that seem to want to...
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z3n_drew:
So true. I know that if we do ever get together it's going to be super serious. I don't want to rush that. If it doesn't work out, I'm okay with that. I just want to see her happy... Whatever that means.
anjave:
Sounds something special you got going with your female friend, nice.
It's been such a long week. Been fighting allergies and possible a minor cold so I'm already running low on energy. I did manage to go out last night. Remember that date I had a few weeks ago? It was her birthday. And we made plans to go to the meatless market tomorrow. So happy my awkwardness hasn't destroyed anything yet.
Anyway...
Work dragged on...
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Work dragged on...
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anjave:
Nice the date went well and a repeat. Can you imagine what she may be thinking. She may be concerned about her own awkwardness or such.
Good luck with the cold, don't give to your date.
Good luck with the cold, don't give to your date.
klavicle:
THANKS 
agana:
hi! thanks for the add, dude, Mindless Self Indulgence is the shit! I used to blast that really loud while I was working at Hot Topic
Decided that since I have tomorrow off, I'll go out for the first time since my birthday, a month and a half ago.
Not even sure if anyone I know is going out, but we'll see. Either way, I need out of the house.
Not even sure if anyone I know is going out, but we'll see. Either way, I need out of the house.
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suispud1:
Have a good time. You deserve it.
z3n_drew:
Thanks. Had a great time, even if I only knew a few people. Got to know someone from work a little better.
Bit drunk while typing this.
Bit drunk while typing this.
Trying to relax a little tonight.
Been a little out of sorts the past few days, so I'm drinking a glass of wine and trying to decide if I should read, watch a movie, or play some video games.
Been a little out of sorts the past few days, so I'm drinking a glass of wine and trying to decide if I should read, watch a movie, or play some video games.
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anjave:
Depends on how much wine...
z3n_drew:
I wanted to finish of the bottle I opened the other night before it started to turn. It was only one big glass, not too much. Going to lay in bed soon and read some GI Joe comics.
Not sure why, but I've had "Cherry Bomb" by The Runaways stuck in my head for the past week.
I am so awkward.
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anjave:
I know the feeling, I think I was born awkward.
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anjave:
Well done.
I imagined whole strawberry and raspberry fruits, though I still would have a slice.
Cheers mate.
I imagined whole strawberry and raspberry fruits, though I still would have a slice.
Cheers mate.
z3n_drew:
It's actually made with cashew cream. The strawberry and raspberry are simply flavouring. It has the same texture as a real cheesecake and, in my opinion, tastes better.
Spent a good chunk of this evening making raw strawberry, raspberry cheese(less)cake. I'll post pictures after it's set. Was going to lift some weights, but I'll do that tomorrow morning while I do laundry. Still feel tired, but keeping my mind busy with something unstressful has helped me relax a bit.
yoshimibrayne:
WOW, that sounds divine 
z3n_drew:
It is amazing. I'll be serving it for dessert for my date tomorrow night.