yellowdays

the rooms.............ooooooooohhhhhhh the rooms.........are still not done. blarg

the rooms are almost done. they are pain staking, but will be well worth ever hand painted checkered box!

my hand is better, but id say prolly only at 70%. plus all the painting isnt helping. but it will be worth it, lokis room is starting to look soooooooooo good.
other than that life is about the same. cant wait till the house isnt upside down and i have an art space. it is gonna be great next week!

my hand is fucked up. its not broken, but there is something seriously wrong with it.

so on the 21st on june my ex called here. i guess being fathers day and all got to him and he finally felt guilty enough to call here for the first time in 6 months. i didnt answer the phone when he called, to let myself get over the utter shock that he had called. then i listened to his message and decided what...
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my renos were put on delay. they have been started, but it is hard to do when sanding the walls keeps the man up, and between mine and my moms shifts it has only gotten done one day.
i fell off the work out and eating right wagon. tomorrow i jump back on, full force, no matter what. fuck work, im not picking up anymore...
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today i start my renos for the mans room. im very excited and i will take lots of pics.
work has finally gotten back to regular hours, thank gawd! that was rediculous, im not sure i will ever work that much in such a short period of time ever again. YUCK
other than that, absolutely nothing exciting going on.
well other than getting to see...
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tomorrow is mothers day, so i bought myself a new stability ball because the one i have is too small for some of the new work out moves i wanna do for my arms. and i got my mom the first 3 seasons of greys anatomy. im looking forward to the day when loki will be able to make me a card. the is all...
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i am home. my vacation was long enough, my visit with my friends was not, if that makes any sense.
im glad to get back to normal life and work and stuff, but i guess i just wish i was there doing it with them. lol
all in due time

I AM GOING ON VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i havent been on a vacation in over 4 years.
i am sooooooooooooooo excited i can hardly stand it
i started counting down how many hours of work i had left till i was off(even though im not leaving till tomorrow) yesterday at 16hrs of work left(4 from my 12hour yesterday and 12 from my shift today)
im so done...
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i feel very sad and angry with myself.
my friends niece died today. she had been fighting cancer for as long as i can remember, lukiemia. she was not very old, id say under 5 for sure, i think she was 3.5 maybe 4.
im glad i went over to his tiny apartment last night to give him a big 1lb chocolate easter bunny. he...
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i finished my 60hr week.
but i have to work tomorrow. lol maybe i will call it my 100hr 2 weeks instead when im done on friday.
i hope my pill form of claeritin works as well as my nasal spray
you arent supposed to use it for more than 3 days.


ive decided i want to be kissed way more than i wanna get...
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