Saturday Apr 21, 2012

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I've had a crazy week and in the end due to bronchitis/allergies/cold, I have had a really bad cough for like 3 weeks. My cough has been so bad that it is very possible that I tore a muscle in my stomach. But since I had surgery on my stomach somewhat recently it's a big deal. So if my set comes out you will see...
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nanette:
just vouched for you in PSW group so hopefully youll be approved soon
lizardam:
Feel better! smile

Wednesday Apr 18, 2012

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I have been fighting my depression. I actually tried to force a manic episode to fight off the despair. I feel worthless. I feel worthless. I can't help my friends, I can't get a job in my field. Im not appreciated in my job my marriage failed, the man I loved not only didn't love me but couldn't believe that I was human enough to...
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diixia:
thanks for u support honey
deflicted:
im sorry ur in soo much pain i wish u the best. i hope u get to feeling better soon. keep me posted

Monday Apr 16, 2012

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Lejos de m

No puedo sacarte de mi mente
Creo que de tus besos
Sentir las manos todava en mi piel como yo peleo mis sbanas opresivos
Pensando en ti 10 veces por minuto
En mis sueos no encuentro alivio
Whisps de su aliento en mi piel
El pastoreo de sus dedos suavemente por el pelo
Su lengua caliente por mis pechos
No hay descanso...
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njzombiehunter:
T lo escribiste? Es triste.
xynnedra:
s, yo lo escrib. acaba de volver a vivir el dolor

Wednesday Apr 04, 2012

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So it's official I am a Hopeful!!!! I submitted my first set last night with the help of Misa_Blake and Louisiana who edited my sets and Spliff who told me when we met just do the first one and you'll start getting used to it. I'm very excited, but I am also extremely nervous....
But I want to shoot my next set!!!lovesmile

So thank you...
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deflicted:
u deserve it!!!!
infinity:
Sounds like it's time for an SGNY group trip to Puerto Rico biggrin

Sunday Apr 01, 2012

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I'm listening to a lot of my friends Siamkittie, Misa_Blake, & Infinity. My Ex keeps hitting me up to hang out and check to see how I feel. He always wants to know what's going on in my life. He says he wants to be my friend. But I keep hoping that he will want me back. Finally I broke down and...
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deflicted:
no evil shall escape my sight
deflicted:
yea i need a ring and and power battery mine where destroyed in an epic battle

Tuesday Mar 20, 2012

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So I've been away since my last post.... I can't deal with my heartache. Or I couldn't, I'm not sure which it is yet. I've been running away from feeling anything by constant drinking and constantly being out. I don't or can't handle what I've learned... My Ex has stated he wants to remain friends. He still cares about me and wants to make sure...
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infinity:
It seems like you want and need some distance from him since there is still pain, hurt, and anger surrounding him. Hard as it may be to do this you need to see if you can distance yourself from him - try to reduce the amount of contact you have with him and see what happens. That is far easier said than done and things are still pretty complicated right now...with time things will get better though.

Saturday Feb 11, 2012

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So last Saturday the guy that I've been seeing and have been having issues with told me he is seeing someone else. I was devastated I realized a little while ago I was in love with him and I was trying to fix things between him and tell him really how I felt. He was very sweet and in the middle of the break up...
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misa_blake:
i wish i could help hun.. on bright side 4 days a week i can take u to work ..
njzombiehunter:
How have you been holding up since February?

Tuesday Jan 17, 2012

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I have an SG sticker on my iPhone that says "What some people think makes us strange or weird or fucked up, we think is what makes us beautiful." I'm not sorry for who I am. I won't apologize for what I feel, what I look like what I think. Don't try to make me feel bad about who I am or what I believe....
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_ant_:
You better apologize to me. smile
louisiana:
Amen!

Monday Jan 16, 2012

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So I am attempting to make money anyway I can right now to cover bills and be able to hang out and basically live. I need to have time to hang out with friends and sadly enough I've come to realize that some of the most real people I know are people I have not really met, or only spent very little time with her...
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louisiana:
It'll work out mama kiss hang in there.
infinity:
I ran into a lot of the "you might be good for this position but you need more experience" when looking for jobs. It was really frustrating since I want to get a job to get the experience but can't get the experience without actually getting a job. Keep at it and eventually you'll find something - there are employers who will take on people who recently graduated and don't yet have that much experience, but they're not the easiest to find.

Monday Dec 26, 2011

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I had a good Xmas. I made out like a bandit. I got 2 pairs of Hello Kitty PJ's. Hello Kitty slipper boots. 6pair hello kitty earrings. Rosetta Stone in Spanish (how sad I can't fluently speak my own language.) I got the rocksmith game for 360. Zelda skyward sword, a fijit. Honestly too much to remember now!!!
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louisiana:
Sending photos over now biggrin
fletching:
Hello Kitty madness! Awesome! biggrin Happy New Year!!!

Sunday Dec 18, 2011

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Had so much fun this weekend. First started with a holiday get together with a few members of SGNY group. So much fun, I almost didn't leave. I am definitely going to hang with them again. I was laughing so hard throughout the night that my face hurt from smiling so much. I can honestly say I have not laughed so much in months. The...
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louisiana:
yayyyy more meetups!!!
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