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I hate fucking everything. I hate my life. I hate everything about it. I hate all the things i don't have. I hate the way things make me feel. I hate the way everyone else gets to have a sex life. I hate the way everyone else gets to have friends. I hate the way everyone else gets to walk. I hate that people complain...
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unida:
biggrin finally! thanks a lot! (its with spanish subtitles biggrin)kiss
unida:
its so awesome how their voices are fitting to each other..
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Alright. Earlier, on friday morning, i went a bit mad. I put two blogs up that made no sense whatsoever. Embarrassingly non-sensical. I have an idea of what happened, but i felt erasing them was the best option. I think it's a rare, periodic reaction to the new meds i'm on. Happens to 1% of users. It explains all the symptoms i felt, and just...
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missshell:
you forgot to add the part where you say that I (as in MissShell) put the me in awesome. duh
doobs:
I dont care what you do brotha as long as your happy and do what you wanna do I will be happy for ya, much love biggrin
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Never mind. My phone can't edit posts so i'm unable to delete my other one
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ryu:
*hug*
angad19:
I thought you might like my usage of SI prefixes tongue
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what the fuck is happening. my mood's changing so much. three times in the past two hours. jumping to extremes.
noldor_:
awwww *hug*
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smile Well looks like it's that time again. New blog fever has me in it's harsh, unforgiving grip. The bad mood that was starting at the end of my last blog is long since gone, all the feelings of pointlessness only really lasted until the following afternoon, and sort of faded. I think i've been able to categorise all the moods i seem to go through....
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angad19:


just lack of fulfilment. And it just makes me conscious of how much i have yet to do. How hard it will be to find someone. And how short time is



I concur... when you realize this it's saddening but simultaneously refreshing in some weird way.

'Cuz it's a bittersweet symphone, this life...

Dude... forget about that holiday in February. Que sera sera. Any day with the person you're into (or in love with) can be Valentines day.

Keep on keepin' on.

horror_head:
I know what you mean. During those times, I often think of the line, "A lack of pain; a lack of hope; a lack of anything to say." And I really don't want to like that song. It'll pass.


Haha.

Keep makin' plans no matter what, though.
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Okay i don't know what's wrong with me today but writing seems to help, most times anyway, so i think i'm gonna try that. It's not going well. I'm pretty sure i'm failing two of my six classes. Every time i try and work, i start thinking how little i have with my life. At the minute, anyway, i don't have anything to look forward...
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angad19:
From what I've read, baryogenesis is still theoretical as they haven't been able to prove it's existence or lack thereof. Have there been new developments that I haven't heard of or are we all still just waiting on the LHC's results right now?

I'd have to agree with you about dying in sleep though... seems to be the most pleasant way by far.
tadic:
man it seems to me that at times you can be pretty high strung, i know you not might like the concept but maybe yoga or meditation will help with your anxiety
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Well I dont think I can match the length of my last blog, to be honest, but sure Ill just see what comes out this time tongue hmmm. But not a whole lot has happened recently, well, thats worth writing about anyway so far I havent done a whole lot about my situation. Havent bothered a whole lot. Every day I go into college and its...
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dear_:
Judas Priest! ♥

Oh man, there are some people who have made the mistake of discussing religion with me...
Some people can deal, others don't want to. Haha.

I kindof hear you on the fake glasses thing. It's a little silly.
I usually opt for contacts because I find them cumbersome; I don't know why someone would really want to wear them just for looks. Oh well.

Confidence is a good thing.
I'm working on mine.
Good luck with yours!

And yes, ATM Machine.
Baahhh.
scientistofsleep:
oh ya, totally, i think id be too scared to drive there anyway, might try galway, then cork, work my way up slowly smile

ya, im not into the english footbal or anything but when the irish team are playing i cant help but swell with pride and optimism, which is usually dashed after 90 mins, like last night.

how was your weekend?
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Alright for the past while i've sort of been running on empty when it comes to the blog department. Most of the past few blogs have been either extreme ups or extreme downs, but i think i'm sorta understanding what's been happening to me lately. Although, i tend to be pretty bad at explaining stuff tongue

First things first, this is a serious blog. I've put...
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scientistofsleep:
hahaha- "i could have you killed"
kicking bishop brennan up the arse was one fo the funniest episodes ever, it also makes it hard notto go to family confirmations without getting an evil glint in ones eye...hmmm....
ya, i thought you'd appreciate the reading list, ive read The God Delusion about 7 times now so its about time i got some new Dawkins
scientistofsleep:
"what is the capital of England? ....I'll give you a clue....you live there...."
its so great, we have all the DVDs and yet STILL every Monday night theres a fight over the TV cos my brothers will want to watch it, while I'm addicted to The Apprentice!
Its really good, I know what you are saying, he gets a fierce amount of stick, both from the religious and other atheists, but I, like you, happen to agree with almost everything he says. Its great because the book really does arm you with the arugement for atheism, as does this new one (or at least he claims it does in the foreword)
"Fire me? fire me? I MADE THE BBC!!"
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I'm working on an epic motherfucker of a blog at the minute. So... Watch this space... Or summat like that tongue
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dear_:
Nice!

Haha, thank you. smile
veder:
Absolutely!! I'll take shite loads of pics and write up a PJ blog here smile