waxangel

"How I wish this war would end. I often wonder how I can answer to all those who have been killed. Eventually we all grow up to be adults, and the only thing we survivors can do is to remember those who died."

I feel like everything I want is on layaway right now. Layaway love life, layaway career, layaway residence...

Like I know it...
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"Cold light,
hot night,
Be my heater,
Be my lover,
And we could do it to each other."

It sure is cold out, and in. Why don't you come over, and we'll drink hot sake and keep each other warm in and out.
If you were close by...in the neighborhood, even, the same city, the same state...

Is there anything worse than thinking you're over something, that it no longer bothers you, that you can get on with your life, only to be suddenly confronted with it, and find that NO INDEED you are not yet done with this particular cockroach of a problem. It not only means that you're still pulling your hair out over something you can't control or change...
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In all likelihood, I am still drunk.

And, apparently, my new sex partner is waiting for me. Or so say these spectacular pop-ups, which could never lie.

Ack.

"There are times for being dumb, this must be one of them."

You people are SICK!!! Secret Squirrel getting fisted, I mean really!!! What is wrong with you?

Looking forward to SG Saturdays at Ace. So I can personally smack everyone who laughed at such a vile, repugnant joke.

On a lighter note, I dreamed last night that I took the bus from New York to London, barefoot and with no bags or anything. London looked a...
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Today, you learn Secrets:

1. Secret to Flying: throw yourself at the ground, and miss.

2. Colonel Sanders's Secret Blend of 11 Herbs and Spices: MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, MSG, and salt. Now fry me some chicken, bitch.

3. Secret Rendezvous: apparently young girls whose bones are turning to jelly are remarkably horny.

4. Secret Squirrel: he likes to be...
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This past week was one of the best ever. I've decided to just savor that, rather than lament its coming to an end. That's right, I've decided to have a POSITIVE outlook. Hard to believe, but true, at least for the moment. Plus, I know everything will end up the way it should.

"Iron Monkey is Iron Monkey."

I'm trying not to think about it, but that's not really working.

This is why I should live in a cave. No one visits, no one leaves you broken-hearted.

I suppose I should be happy for at least a wonderful week, but I can't help being greedy.

I rolled over this morning and you weren't there.

There is ABSOLUTELY NO REASON that I should have to work in a bar at 10 a.m. on a Saturday when it's 4 freakin' degrees outside!!!!!! I had to leave Penny in the cold and go home early last night because of this dump! And I loaned out Battle Royale, and Suicide Circle isn't working in the DVD player for some reason!!! So I'm watching...
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Why...stop...stop...

Boys #9 Kuronaga, Boys #10 Sasagawa, Boys #14 Tsukioka, Boys #17 Numai, Girls #3 Kanai Dead
33 to go.

So, I'm trying to go on tour with the Players' Club and Speeddealer in February, but the singer for the Players' Club and I split the same early shifts at my bar, and if we both go we could both end up out of a job. Stupid thing is, we've been planning this tour since before this shift even existed. So, basically we need someone...
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Sitting in a bar at 10 a.m. is pretty pathetic, no matter how you look at it. I mean, I'm getting paid to sit here and watch Monty Python and look at naked internet folks, but it's still awfully fucking lame. And I have to take a shit something wicked, but I know that if I do, someone will avail themselves of the opportunity to...
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