wolfwood1203

It's been a week since I picked it up. I have only just started reading. But, I find myself already in love with this book. However, it's a bitter sweet experience. It's a story of a woman who is forgotten as soon as she is out of sight. It's entrancing, but it's quickly become a heavy weight. I relate to Addie far too strongly. I...
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So, I got a new book for the first time in years the other day. I mean a physical copy, not digital. I've got plenty of books on my phone these days. But it's been quite a while since I had a new book physically in my hands. And good god I had forgotten how amazing they smell. I cracked it open to thumb through...
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So, I've got a friend who I met online that I exchange emails with. I think we bonded pretty quickly over our shared mental health issues, and have been talking for a year or so now. In the last email I received from her, she mentioned that the tone of my message sounded happy. That took me by surprise, because I don't feel happy. I...
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Cooking for 9 freaking people in the middle of summer sucks! I can't stop sweating now. Spending a couple hours in the kitchen with ovens and stoves on is miserable when combined with the triple digit heat. At least I got to eat dinner while it was still hot this time...

I'm too fat for this shit. Just got off of the rowing machine. I know it's been helping, but good god I hate exercise. On that note, I'm down about 30 pounds from my starting weight, which is nice. But, I still have a long way to go.

I used to think that the part of summer (other than the heat) that I hated the...
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Good old cycles of crazy. Sometimes I'm content where I am, keeping the day to day routine going. And other times... I just feel like running away. Maybe just for a short time, maybe for the rest of my life. I don't know.

I don't think I've ever had a proper vacation. Of course, I don't generally believe that I deserve one. Why would I?...
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You know it's bad... when you even start checking your spam folder, and are disappointed to find it empty. I don't even get spam messages anymore. I'm getting too lonely for my own good.

It's been ages since I last wore my hair down. My niece gets jealous of the natural wavy look it gets sometimes. Have I mentioned I hate selfies?

So, it's been about two months since I started actively trying to get healthier. I think I've lost about 23 pounds at this point. But I let myself get bad, so it's still a long way away
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So, like a lot of people, I've been playing Elden Ring these last couple of months. Picked it up at launch, and it's taken me quite a while to get through. And now, a few months later, I've hit my first wall. That wall being... the final boss. I've managed to get through everything else without getting stuck, minus a couple optional bosses I never...
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I know it wasn't a healthy thing to do. But I couldn't bring myself to get rid of Pilz-e's litter box.

Eight months later, I just got it into my head that I needed to do it. So, I just dumped all the litter out. Emptied the last vestiges of my best friend into the trash...

I know it needed to be done. I know...
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Well. I'm reluctant to say anything, in case I do what I always do... but so far, this seems different. So, I've been trying to get into a healthier lifestyle this last month or so. If you've seen my pictures, it's no secret that I'm a fat guy. I've tried in the past to make changes to that, but I always end up giving up...
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Where to start? I mean, I know nobody actually reads this shit. But it's still nice to get this stuff out in some way. Even if it's basically just shouting into the void.

I've been dealing with anxiety for a while now. I mean, borderline debilitating levels of anxiety. It's caused a lot of issues that I didn't used to have to deal with. I...
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