violetred

my date went well, he is very nice and we had fun.

however, i am nagged by this feeling of wanting to be in a relationship with someone. to be thoroughly invested in that relationship...where you are comfortable with each other. that point where you are just happy doing whatever. and this is a bad thing, you see, because that is just me wanting to...
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i freaking colored my hair tonight. "rich auburn blonde" heh.

it turns out to be electric magenta. it looks really special

i love it! my hair can pretty much glow in the dark now!

looking forward to this weekend, cause it's a long one. my family is planning a party for the 4th of july and i have an honest-to-god first date planned for saturday....
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saw "sex and the city" last night....with my mom

i really loved it. it seemed to be the ultimate movie about forgiving the unforgivable and about true love.

it made me happy and sad at the same time. i laughed and i cried. let's just say that it made me come home and immediately write an email with "i am sorry" in the subject line....
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something new!

working on my truck tomorrow! new fuel pump or something equally as sexy.

and tonight! maybe some fun!

until then, it's the laundry mat and...a nap in nice warm blankets

that's what i get for waking up early. a nap

another monday at work. let's just say things could be more exciting

for instance, the weekend could have been extended by some minor miracle. yeah, i would be blogging from under the covers if that were the case.

well barring some world catastrophe, bomb threat or fire, i am stuck here. weaksauce!

consolation comes in the form of text messages from the one that i...
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finally i have my own laptop computer. i must say it is pretty fucking sweet. if it weren't for being broke, i'd say my life is pretty good right now

i am looking forward to taking some pictures soon. not to get your hopes up, but it won't be anything sexy. unless a fully-clothed me is considered sexy

things i am into right now include:...
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so...i am still around.

we are working on our relationship. he can't get by without me and i can't get by without him.

absence makes the heart grow fonder. now that we are living apart, we get along much better. missing someone has a way with making your time actually spent with them much more rewarding.

just wanted to post an update for the sg...
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