god, you guys, this is so hard.
most of the day today i have been able to put on a strong front, keeping busy and trying to smile.
but now that it's nighttime and everything is quiet i feel my heart breaking. i miss him. so much.
what i would give to just go back in time and be the perfect girl for him. things...
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most of the day today i have been able to put on a strong front, keeping busy and trying to smile.
but now that it's nighttime and everything is quiet i feel my heart breaking. i miss him. so much.
what i would give to just go back in time and be the perfect girl for him. things...
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i am back...for the moment. i guess we'll see who still has me on their friends list 
some bad news...my grandmother died, her funeral was a week ago today
she had a good life and it was her time to go. i am not sad about it, i just miss her.
also...some interesting, life-changing (in a good way) news. rob kicked me out.
it was...
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some bad news...my grandmother died, her funeral was a week ago today
she had a good life and it was her time to go. i am not sad about it, i just miss her.
also...some interesting, life-changing (in a good way) news. rob kicked me out.
it was...
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attn_ho:
youre back! MUAH!
rudiecantfail:
Welcome back 
My condolences on the loss of your grandmother.
I'm glad to hear that you've gotten yourself into a more stable situation.
My condolences on the loss of your grandmother.
I'm glad to hear that you've gotten yourself into a more stable situation.
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phraktyl:
I know I haven't been that vocal, but I haven't been around here much lately. Don't let that get confused with not caring, though.
We will miss you!
We will miss you!
maxk:
I will miss you! 
the worst possible outcome has been realized.
i have to leave rob. within the next two or three days.
as you may already know, i don't currently have a job.
and now i have no place to stay.
i went anonymous with my account here, but now i am back. i have no friends in real life, no one that i am close to who...
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i have to leave rob. within the next two or three days.
as you may already know, i don't currently have a job.
and now i have no place to stay.
i went anonymous with my account here, but now i am back. i have no friends in real life, no one that i am close to who...
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theaceface:
I will also work my Detroit connections and see what I can do to help you.
When it rains it pours. But you know how the weather in Detroit is....wait five minutes and it'll change. Hang in there...
When it rains it pours. But you know how the weather in Detroit is....wait five minutes and it'll change. Hang in there...
phraktyl:
I wish I could help as well.
You will get through it, end up better for it, though!
You will get through it, end up better for it, though!
drinking before 2:00 in the afternoon on a friday?
yup...i had a good interview this morning. and after another interview with the boss monday, i would start on tuesday. more fun in a busy office.
with lots of available overtime, at least i can earn some money.
funemployment lived up to its name. screwdrivers in the backyard while i am catching a tan in the...
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yup...i had a good interview this morning. and after another interview with the boss monday, i would start on tuesday. more fun in a busy office.
with lots of available overtime, at least i can earn some money. funemployment lived up to its name. screwdrivers in the backyard while i am catching a tan in the...
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ok...i was wrong, i can admit it.
things just got a little heated over this site, so i felt the need to write a hasty blog.
the problem has been resolved so don't worry.
things just got a little heated over this site, so i felt the need to write a hasty blog.
the problem has been resolved so don't worry.
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rudiecantfail:
Thank you!
rudiecantfail:
Haha 
Thank SuicidePuppies I'm not sure if he made it, but it's an image he's had for quite some time. I don't know if that's the family in the article, but it would be supremely funny if it was
Thank SuicidePuppies I'm not sure if he made it, but it's an image he's had for quite some time. I don't know if that's the family in the article, but it would be supremely funny if it was
nothing to see here...nothing at all *whistles*
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phrogg:
phraktyl gave me an idea: why don't you join the Couchsurfing group and see who's in your area?
rudiecantfail:
Uh oh! 
If there's anything I can do to help, you have only to ask!
If there's anything I can do to help, you have only to ask!
yes, i am still around.
still no job. but an unemployment check has arrived to save me from selling my ass on the street
so i quit working on that movie, i am sure you are very disappointed in me. there are many reasons why i quit. the fact that the project was being run by a crazy person and being produced by a creepy...
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still no job. but an unemployment check has arrived to save me from selling my ass on the street
so i quit working on that movie, i am sure you are very disappointed in me. there are many reasons why i quit. the fact that the project was being run by a crazy person and being produced by a creepy...
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maxk:
Ah, good! Then I got you under my spell!
chocolatejesus:
Well, I have no idea if you remember me or not. Regardless, here I am! I'm back!!
Oh, and if I woulda known you were gonna sell your ass on the street, I woulda so stole that unemployment check!
Oh, and if I woulda known you were gonna sell your ass on the street, I woulda so stole that unemployment check!
my first movie
for the record...that jeep is lifted 4 inches, has crazy tires and sirius satellite radio. it can pretty much get around anything in the way, until you rip the driveshaft out.
the new profile picture is taken off my back porch. yeah, the backyard looks like a forest but we weren't camping out there
so i am interviewing for jobs...one question about...
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for the record...that jeep is lifted 4 inches, has crazy tires and sirius satellite radio.
it can pretty much get around anything in the way, until you rip the driveshaft out. the new profile picture is taken off my back porch. yeah, the backyard looks like a forest but we weren't camping out there
so i am interviewing for jobs...one question about...
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syncope:
Nice, much like the Blair Witch. I thought something was going to pop out at you guys. To answer your question, yes taking a slight paycut for your happiness is worth it.
And I love your new picture with that gorgeous red hair.
And I love your new picture with that gorgeous red hair.
as_seen_on_tv:
A $5 per hour paycut is worth happiness... unless you know where to buy happiness for $5 per hour... if so, hook me up! I also love the new picture 
my first movie
rob stars as the hero mechanic. i am merely behind the scenes...narrating.
the setting is up north, in the deep woods about 50 feet from our campsite and kevin's trailer.
we had driven the path three times and even done it backwards...i can't be sure where we went wrong. i just happened to be filming this last time. he repaired the driveshaft...
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rob stars as the hero mechanic. i am merely behind the scenes...narrating.
the setting is up north, in the deep woods about 50 feet from our campsite and kevin's trailer.
we had driven the path three times and even done it backwards...i can't be sure where we went wrong. i just happened to be filming this last time. he repaired the driveshaft...
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phrogg:
You are totally cool! Next time, turn the cam around on yourself for a minute!
rudiecantfail:
"It's bad."
Hehehehehehehe
Hehehehehehehe
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matrixphoenix007:
Very beautiful!
ryucka:
So cute
things are beginning to take shape. my scenes in the movie are filming beginning this weekend
i am very nervous...but no one can tell, so it's ok.
i am given constant reassurance and loved into oblivion by Rob. he has been very supportive over the last week.
that's really about it. i am watching the tigers play every heart-wrenching game on the way to the...
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i am very nervous...but no one can tell, so it's ok.
i am given constant reassurance and loved into oblivion by Rob. he has been very supportive over the last week.
that's really about it. i am watching the tigers play every heart-wrenching game on the way to the...
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jorgedetroit:
Cute pics. I will let you know if i get an extra ticket to a game. it happens time to time
rudiecantfail:
Cute new profile pic
I wish I could chit chat sports with ya, but it was never really my thing. Though I do enjoy actually going and seeing baseball games live. Where I lived in Maryland, we had a farm team for the Orioles, that though they sucked, had a nice little stadium. It was always a nice outing for a summer night.
I'll root for the Tigers in my limited capacity, though, 'cause it sounds like they're long overdue for a pennant
I wish I could chit chat sports with ya, but it was never really my thing. Though I do enjoy actually going and seeing baseball games live. Where I lived in Maryland, we had a farm team for the Orioles, that though they sucked, had a nice little stadium. It was always a nice outing for a summer night.
I'll root for the Tigers in my limited capacity, though, 'cause it sounds like they're long overdue for a pennant
The hurt and loneliness will eventually lessen, but not entirely go away for some time as you probably already know. But you do have friends and it's a time to look to them and lean on them if you ned to!
I hope the hurt starts lessening soon...
G.