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i have decided that my second source of income is to sell porn on ebay. I found a wholesale dealer that sells porn dvd's for $3... i'm gonna turn around and sell em for ten on ebay!

NOw i can be a mortgage broker, internet dominatrix, porn retailer! woot woot!

I found myself some sex.... ! Yay~ hahah the funny part is, he is a fucking Male stripper, and a pre med student... Yes it's the cliche, stripping his way to med school bit. He actually looks a lot like Vin Diesel... but sexier... Still not really my type, but i'm up for a new flavor of the week.. And lord knows if he is...
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I found myself some sex.... ! Yay~ hahah the funny part is, he is a fucking Male stripper, and a pre med student... Yes it's the cliche, stripping his way to med school bit. He actually looks a lot like Vin Diesel... but sexier... Still not really my type, but i'm up for a new flavor of the week.. And lord knows if he is...
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well birthday sex didn't show up... so i got fucking ditched...for sex, by my friend of five years...on my fucking birthday


but i did get a hot sushi date with the guy from the matador!

score!

the birthday rocked...birthday sex non existent...

the crush on the matador in first stages! mmm he is hot

My birthday is already starting to be the best day ever... I went and visited my friend at a local bar here in portland for a little pre birthday pre funk...and I was suprised by her friends from work with the most delectible warm brownie with carmel sauce.... it was orgasmic... almost better than sex.

Such a nice thing to do, considering the fact that...
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I can't seem to be awake these days. I have been partying a little too much. Ate sushi on a double date last night... feeling kind of fished out. Drank wine, flirted with the bartender at the Matador... (he is very cute by the way) So if your reading this mr. matador Rob... you should email me and we should hang out...suicideviolet@yahoo.com by the way...
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Check out the Live Trailer of the Burlesque show and watch me shake my booty!

If you haven't already seen it, check out yesterday's journal entry for literally the most hilarious links....

For your daily amusement, I have included three links of a very serious website that is hilarious, in the eyes of someone, like myself who is not only addicted to porn, but am technically a porn star....

If you have an addiction to Porn, Please check out this site that is for recovering Porn Addicts and the People who love them!

This is even more...
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now i'm leaning in the mortgage direction... have you heard anything about working for HOusehold Finance!?

So i had job interview after job interview today...

I got offered, possibly two very lucrative positions. One is as mortgage broker again 25k plus very high commission...

and I got Head hunted by a staffing agency to come work as a staffing manager, also 25k plus commission.

I decided to go with the staffing job, if i can make it through the next five...
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It's really weird to be in a state of complete feelings of not wanting to be with or around any boys who are not purely friends.

I'm so sick of sex right now, it hurts. I just had entirely too much sex in the last four weeks.

But i'm proud to say that if you take the number of people i have had sex with,...
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So today is my first day back from Eugene. I haven't been home alone, in two fucking months. The silence is deafening! All i want to do is listen to the water fountain drip.

But I have some fantastic news... While driving up to Portland from eugene, i was thinking of my future dream career of being a personal trainer! And so i called my...
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