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Hey you guys, what's up? Not much here. My right wrist is better, but my left wrist is fucked. I almost cried this morning when I woke up. Goddamn. Then I went to the clinic, and was refused treatment. Rather than being pissed off about it, I chose to take my last vicodin. So, now I'm not pissed off. As a matter of fact, I...
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monovox:
V.C. : hey you, try me again...

london:
Im sorry about your wrist. I hope you get better soon!!!
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People always ask me if I've ever fallen off the pole at work, and I always tell them no, not ever. Not untill last night. I was doing my final set of the night last night, and went to do this one trick at the top of the pole. Well, I got to the top, locked my foot around it, and proceeded to lean back...
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solisis:
Damn! It's like Jury Duty 2 only you're WAY more attractive than pauly shore...Woah! I'm sorry...You ARE very attractive...Pauly Shore is a bumbling ugly FUCK...sorry to mention you in the same sentence. I don't know what I was thinking.
My ex was an amazing stripper. she won like 3 medals in some poleantics contest.
Sorry to hear about your fall. If I was there I'd drop a grand in tips for you.
bitchboots:
arrgh... hey, maybe this is a good time to get your tat finished! i'm really excited to see it all down your leg... (as you described in your video) he he... feel better chickie!
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Hey kids, how's it going? A couple of people came in to see me on Sun. night, & allI can say is THANK YOU!!! THANKYOU!!! THANKYOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! So have you figured it out that I really appreciated it? I really did.
O.K. This is going to be berry, berry, berry quick I didn't think focusing on leaving Oregon Instead of bitching about...
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miroslav23:
Hmm...I'd like to hear about some of the thousands of others that you've lived!
I'm glad that I was able to drop in and see you last Sunday too - remember me? The short blond-haired guy (in his 30's) who didn't stay too long, but was happy to have met you! And I wished that I would have been at that club last Friday night (I usually go, but didn't last week!) - I love to dance, and would have enjoyed seeing you there! Have fun with the car and being busy!
Cheers!
marikdfa:
Hey,

I was in town last weekend, and I actually spotted you at that club, I wanted to walk up and just say "there's no such thing as being too tattooed" before I bailed, but you looked busy talking to this guy with no shirt on.

Anyway, take care.

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O.K Where was i? I'm on the phone with macbastard he's jerking off while I tell him all of my dirty little secrets.....O.K. He's not really jerking off.....
So then, where was I now? I've decided to stop bitching about Oregon, and start focusing on moving out of here. I bought a car. I still owe $60 on it, But hopefuly I'll make that on...
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miroslav23:
Hey great show tonight! I'm glad that I stopped by to meet you! I'll drop you an email soon! Ciao!
villainx:
Made it back to Portland early tonight so I went to CockTails and Dreams and saw Voltaire. Got her to do a couple of dances and she was ROCkIN! Now I've just finished my cold shower! I'm going to have some really lecherous dreams tonight.
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I really don't care about the 4th ofJuly. I'm celebrating Bastille Day this year instead, since I would be Voltaire.VIVA LA FRANCE!!!!! Anyway...
I talked to Eric Allen today. I guess he actually landed a date with Silver from Softcore. I'm stoked for him, because he is totally smitten with her. Who could blame him? she's hot.
Iv'e also decided not to bitch in my...
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marla:
viva la france! such a nice people. such a pretty country.
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Is anyone horny? because I sure am. Who wants to do sexual favors for me five or six days a week? It would make me feel alot better. Maybe I wouldn't bitch about Oregon so much.
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just_b_cool:
It's so wrong for you to tease us all like that, buttercup.
queek:
gladly. The QG and I would love to help. :-)
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I'm really sick and tired of loosing journal entries. I just lost another one, which now totals six lost entries. This one's going to be real short since my temper is also now very short.
1. last night sucked at work. I took those pictures, but now I can't even afford to have them developed.
2.I'm not getting laid, and this is very frustrating.
3.I'm...
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voltaire:
I'm sorry, It sounded like you were making fun of me . I'm gonna write a new journal entry
macbastard:
I was NOT making fun... I was trying to poke fun at sucky things In hopes of making you laugh....I would NEVER make fun of you of all people, especially when your downtrodden. Come on V, Hon, I think your tops. All I want is for you to be happy, and if I can do my part in adding to that so much the better. You are much loved down here in NoHo.

P.s. I am going to step into a time machine and go back in time for three years. Okay I'm back and now I am biologicaly 31. I just bought a pump (well 'just' two years ago in the past.) bought a penis pump so that My dick can really be "BIG". And I am going to go out and buy some rope and a compass so that I can be more adventrious. See, Now I'm ready to fulfill the "get you hot" criteriea.! Look at how devoted I am!

Mac+Volt
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shit, I almost forgot.My schedule this week is: Mon, Tues, Wed, Sat, Sun nights from 9pm-2am. I will probably cancell Sat. night.I'm working at Cocktails & Dreams (screams) located at SE 35th and Powell,kitty corner from Tommy's, behind the Original Taco House.

My previous journal entry actually contains thoughts.xoxox -Voltaire
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killbot666:
I would love to see you as Alice from American mcgees Alice. Competely dark knowingness and black strap boots and a vorpereal blade. yeah i play to much o that game. but V would be the "one" for the part and shes soo wicked sex that my Kat would get up and slap me for not meowing on that fine little peice of art. I could imagine having a 3-d holograph of her sometimes after her tats are almost done.
macbastard:
Do you like Vennia weiners? Cause thats all I have...What do I want for breakfast? Wll how about a big ole helping of you. and then Id have to have seconds...and then brunch, and a snack then supper, then dinner, and then dessert...Im a hungry fella...But somehow, I think you could handle it. The "kitchens" all set up. And we'd make one hell of a cooking team....I bet your dish tastes exsqusite.

Macnaughty
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I got back to Portland, and what to my wondering eyes should appear? but a cloudy grey sky,and rain drawing near......Suprise, suprise...
I didn't get a chance to go to the beach, so I'm going to have one of my friends take pictures of me on the pole at work. Does any one think that's cool at all? let me know.
I walked in to...
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voltaire:
Dude, that girl can't even climb the pole. She's a total bitch, and a lousy dancer...God!!! I can't believe I'm still mad about it...
ozymandias:
Did you ever see the opening sequence of the film Leaving Las Vegas? Gives me chills to think of that hauntingly beautiful piece of film work. Anyways look forward to seeing them if you post them.
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I leave For Portland tonight. I'm not really looking forward to going back,or the lack of sun.I am looking forward to working, 'cause I am broke as fuck.
I'm sitting here, drinking coffe and dreading packing for my flight. The sooner I can move tp L.A., the better. I already know I'll be back middle of next month, and then I really am going to...
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digdug:
bye frown
eclectic:
Best of luck in Portland, Voltaire. Hope you can get to L.A. as soon as you can. Cool people deserve to be happy, whether they are or not. So here's to your happiness. ::raises Dew in toast in vague direction of Oregon::
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GODAMN MY HEAD STILL HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What a night . This morning I wondered why I ended up so drunk last night, and then it dawned on me: I forgot to eat yesterday. Usually I can out-drink anyone. then I remembered that you get hang-overs from drinking on empty. I feel like stir fried shit on a stick. I met some really cool dudes last night....Dr_H,...
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macbastard:
Hey sweet tits...I know you were kidding...I know you woulden't hurt my 'feelers', cause then I would run into walls and all the other cockroaches would laff at me. Your Dad and I made up. I tried to cook him some pasta, but I screwed it all up seeing as Im not as amazing a cook as you are...Actually the word "retarted" comes to mind when I think of my culinary skills. Anyway your pa appreciated the gesture and said it was o.k. if we got married. You can tell your mom thanks for the compliment. Shes a nice lady, but your hair is a bit bluer than hers. I hope its o.k. that were getting married in Scotland. I know of an abby that is abandoned and on its own little island. Only the best for you my sweet. Of course before any of this can take place, I've got to get rid of some people who might oppose our wedding, like your 1500 admiriers...and my illigitmate children. Then and only then can we fumble uncertinaly in the marraige bed. I' ll totally wear my kilt. and I don't mind if you wear your heels. I think women who are taller than me are sexy. Usually because they can kill me but thats another story....

YourboyMac
voltaire:
Thanks sweetheart.