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I'm better off without you tearing my will down


This song is therapy. This album is therapy right now. Hardcore.

Lyrics:

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Cast the calming apple
Up and over satellites
To draw out the timid wild one
To convince you it's alright
And I listen for the whisper
Of your sweet insanity while I formulate
Denials of your affect on me

You're...
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carnivall:
But you're pretty :]
renardmlespoules:
Hope you feel better now smile 1000 & some thanks again for another great band I did not know love
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I need to...Give away the stone


I've got a lot of things to learn. I know this shit. I know it like the back of my hand. I'm not stupid. It's just that.... I just need to practice it. Practice makes perfect, right?

Lyrics

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Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate....
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the_matt79:
I do love purple. biggrin
heathen:
Great lyrics and super sexy hair. I think that's my favorite on you yet love
As for relationships, I vote go with the flow wink Best of luck with love, Lady.
We've all got shit to learn. You will get exactly where you want to be in time. I'm glad you dropped by to share a bit. I think a lot of folks have been pretty busy lately. Keep in touch when ya can.
XoXo
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I know it's gonna be a LOVELY DAY

I'm not a huge Maroon 5 fan, but I -really- like this remake of one of my favorite songs. I'm trying to start every day off on a positive note, ya know?

I haven't forgotten about the stuff I mentioned in my last blog, but the new hair hasn't happened yet so I don't have any...
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bigjc1980:
where did you last see yourself?
heathen:
Climbing trees is completely normal and not to mention fun. And damn don't you look gorgeous doing it! XoXo
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"I dunno.. I kinda need to date someone who can FLY!"

"Ya know I'm kinda thinking about seeing other people."
"Oh really?! Because I'm thinking about putting the sunroof down! Bitch!"

I already have lots of updates for you folks but I is too sleepy for such things. whatever

Remind me to tell you about the following:

-New hair excitement and fun action going down tomorrow...
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kobeyk:
I agree with Em_ (again, not that you asked for opinions). I just think you totally lose the girliness to your hands when you tattoo the knuckles. Not a fan
renardmlespoules:
Hahaha biggrin Thanks for the Whitney Cummings linked. LMAO biggrin
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The blog I've been meaning to write...

"I will not be told what to do, I shall not step aside!"
Lol I fucking love this goddamn song sooo much. It's my rager song, hardcore. lol It's also one of my personal favorites to dance to while driving. Good times. wink

Ok, so I have been promising a lengthly blog about Hell City and various other topics...
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yeshua:
So I'm on the run the cop's got my gun. And right about now it's time to have some fun.
allstonlou:
..... beat her over the head with a baseball bat ?
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Big blog is coming this way! ....
But not quite yet. I am sooooo drained from being so sick with strep throat. frown I've had a fever of 101 the last couple days and I feel like death. I get my antibiotics today at noon so that makes me super happy pants! biggrin

I am soooooo over being sick!
lol

Since I have virtually no energy to...
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addison:
thank you for the comment on my set!
heathen:
I hope you start feeling better soon! Sorry to hear you have been so sick! kiss
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Fuck you, Strep Throat! Right in the asshole!

I have an extremely long blog I want to write, but I have strep throat right now and I feel uber weak and unable to project what I'd like to project accurately. So, here's a teaser blog with lots of amazing songs to sum up each topic I wanna blog about in the very near future.

Hell...
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allstonlou:
you can always blog about how cool AllstonLou is ; )
heathen:
Chin up, lovely. You will be feeling better in no time! You'll always have the love & support of your friends! XoXo
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You cannot fuck with that kinda crazy!

Need a laugh? Watch one of my favorite comedians being hilarious! biggrin "I snoop, I don't give a fuck!" Hahahaha! Makes me laugh hysterically.

Hmmm you want music too though, don't you? I can tell by that look I'm imagining you having on your face right now. lol Let's seeeeee... What to pick what to pick?
Oooooh!

Ew this...
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levi69:
ok, so I've always thought that you're hella sexy so I thought I'd say it.
toxic:
Trekka! <3 you are love! Loved meeting you! Come to portland and visit me soon k?!
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Dubstep + Hoop = inspiration to practice more wink

This video is suuuuuuch inspiration for me. Every time I watch it, I'm like, "Yeah... I need to practice more" because she is so motherfucking EPIC SAUCE! If you wanna, watch the video or just bump it out to the dubby beat! I really like this song, it kicks off really sick around the 3 minute mark....
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bradley:
Aw shucks lady! Tehe, yes, I admit....I do leave the best voicemailsss....gahahaha. xoxoxoxoxo
heathen:
You have great taste in sweethearted ladies. I'm excited for your new shoot! Can't wait to see your pics from Hell City too. Glad to hear about the new fella. Best wishes girlie.

XoXo

Edit: I seriously love that hair color on you. Too fuckin gorgeous. love
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And I can sing hiiiiiiiiiigh!


Hahahaha! In case you need a good laugh, watch the video above. Step Brothers is easily one of my favorite comedies of all time. I quote it on the daily. LOVE IT!

Anyways, I promised an explanation on what all went down with "the boyfriend" so I'm gonna do my best to explain it without being a total cunt and...
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wolfox:
holy hells that you had t'go through all that insanity... gods!

at least you have Step Brothers to fall back on?
hyatt:
Sorry to hear about that unpleasantness, Trekka. :\ But I guess it's led you to the real people, and that's really great. Hope you're feeling much better.

At least you have this great job now with people you get along with well. That's worth it's weight in gold! And I'm sure Hell City will wipe all the crap right outta your mind. smile

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Laughter is the best medicine..


I really wanna write a blog talking about what all went down and what else is going on in my life, but I gotta get to work here pretty soon, so I surely do not have time to write up any of my recent tales.

So in the mean time, you should watch this video and laugh with me!!!! I...
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joefx:
smile
hollystar:
nice girls i like your hair!!


kisskiss
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Lots of reflection tonight..


There are no words for how I feel right now. You think you know a person..

Here, read these lyrics.

Lyrics
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

And in my...
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deadangst:
I guess I can understand you, cuz' I'm going through a similar situation...hope that you really are ok *hugs*
matter:
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