One would think that taking a psychology class would help them analyze and explain their mental issues, but so far it's only made me more bitter about issues that exist in my mind no matter how hard I analyze or explain them to myself. If anything, the class has made the issues more apparent, and thus a much larger obstacle on my path to happiness....
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No matter how many friends you think you have, what it all really comes down to is you... Or rather me because let's face it, I'm talking to myself. I am the only person that will ever truly love me, so I must love me back. I spend more time with me than anyone else, 24 hours a day in fact, for the rest of...
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Summer is in full swing, it's hot as he'll, I'm bored as fuck, but my class starts Monday. It's promising to be a shitty class, I was supposed to take shamanism in native cultures, but they cancelled it, so I'm taking middle eastern cultures in film and blah blah blah, something I don't care about. In the other one, the one that got cancelled, I...
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dali:
Aren't you the sweetest! Thank you so much for your comment on my set.
xoxxx
xoxxx
timmytoe:
You're welcome doll face.
Rules for modern sex having and dating---
Rule number 1: if you are going to fuck someone, make sure it's someone you care nothing for, will never see again, and is drunk enough that they won't blame you for anything, this way you avoid any awkwardness, because you are weak and can't handle it. Nor can you handle being blamed for not knowing your way...
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Rule number 1: if you are going to fuck someone, make sure it's someone you care nothing for, will never see again, and is drunk enough that they won't blame you for anything, this way you avoid any awkwardness, because you are weak and can't handle it. Nor can you handle being blamed for not knowing your way...
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heathen:
Those seem to be the exact rules of relationship/non-relationship survival... Life long adolescene does seem to sum it up perfectly.
Though I must admit, it's hard to be more than apathetic when it comes to love. We were all raised on Grimm's Fairy Tales. When we wake up and realize there is no "happily ever after"; when we realize they failed to mention that there is no such thing -- relationships require endless effort (though if you love someone, shouldn't it be effortless?)...
Just seems a lot of folks get disenheartened and would rather chase empty, easy sex than get burned trying for something more. Having your heart on the line is a huge risk
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Though I must admit, it's hard to be more than apathetic when it comes to love. We were all raised on Grimm's Fairy Tales. When we wake up and realize there is no "happily ever after"; when we realize they failed to mention that there is no such thing -- relationships require endless effort (though if you love someone, shouldn't it be effortless?)...
Just seems a lot of folks get disenheartened and would rather chase empty, easy sex than get burned trying for something more. Having your heart on the line is a huge risk
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timmytoe:
It really is, and that's exactly why people close it off and keep their heart focused on friendships rather than romance. ..... It's depressing. I wonder how some find their way around this behavior. And actually develop a relationship of love with someone... It's rare, but I see it sometimes.
It's not so much that I hate my life, I just hate that everything I love is just out of my reach. I try to reach further, and it skitters away, seemingly out of fear. How do I terrify it so? Perhaps my grasp is stifling, and isn't soft enough to be called love, but is more of a possessive grip, a fear of loosing...
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callioppe:
I really enjoyed this blog. I'm sorry I haven't responded to your messages yet, its on my to-do list for today I promise 
timmytoe:
No rush, but thanks for being considerate enough to mention it. And thank you, I enjoy what I've read of your blogs as well.
I know its old by now, but I still love this video. NIN is great, and Bill Viola, (the guy who did the video art for the show) is a genius, so I love this video Nine Inch Nails: La Mere video
callioppe:
Thank you I really enjoy those sketches as your profile pictures, are those done by your hand?
I really enjoy those sketches as your profile pictures, are those done by your hand? 
ginary:
Thank you , glad you liked my hair and the set. 
Timmy Philosophy on friendship and shallow people:
Modern society has a scewed idea of friendship. We seam to think that anyone we know, and see often enough is our friend. Well I refute that notion, and suggest this definition of friendship. A friend is someone whom you not only enjoy the company of on a regular basis, but will also remember 10 years after meeting...
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Modern society has a scewed idea of friendship. We seam to think that anyone we know, and see often enough is our friend. Well I refute that notion, and suggest this definition of friendship. A friend is someone whom you not only enjoy the company of on a regular basis, but will also remember 10 years after meeting...
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Ok, posty posts, I gotta be more active on this shit, and I have to meet more artists that have similar interests, like naked chicks, and sexiness, and metal, and goth styles, and philosophy, and and blahhh.
So I created my own religion recently, I don't have a name for it yet, but it has 7 deities of importance, I'll make another blog with images...
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So I created my own religion recently, I don't have a name for it yet, but it has 7 deities of importance, I'll make another blog with images...
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inna:
yes)))
whats the deal with implants? why are their so many girls that have them? and whats the god damn appeal? their gross and look like balloons, or some kind of sport ball, like mini volleyballs pinned to the chest. whats wrong with small boobs anyway? I like small boobs, if their cup-able, their lovable, and they sag less. I like big boobs too, but not...
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&& you're incredibly sweet
My tits say, "Hello!".
And thanks, I wasn't even aware of my flavor.