Wednesday Apr 01, 2009

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so... some random girl on myspace is saying that she slept with sam last night. i trust him, he's never given me a reason not to... so why am i so upset and feeling insecure? it's just some silly girl on myspace, right? no reason to worry?
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jprooies:
No WORRYS!!!!!
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replica2618:
i wouldn't worry about it

Sunday Mar 29, 2009

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so, dinner with Sam and my parents went well. he thought they were funny (which they are), they thought he was sweet (which he is). it was super. i was stressing and nearly having a nervous break down for no reason. yeah, really, i almost had a nervous breakdown. i'm totally not a control freak, at all, but there is just something about the complete...
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spacelola:
[MEMBER=Q's] hair looks awesome.. I will agree with that....
badluckbrent:
YEa I know but I really hate it makes me sad as hell you know makes me feel I am not worth anything.

Tuesday Mar 24, 2009

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soooo... idk. i'm feeling iffy. life is getting the best of me lately. i'm really trying to hang in there though... i feel like i really need a vacation from my life for a month or so. i'm getting one in May for 5 days, i'm going to Colorado to visit my BFF kimmie which i'm super exited about, but i wish it was longer....
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varite:
I totally know what you mean sweetie.. Life isn't easy, and being poor doesn't make it any easier.. But I've always sort of thought that not having everything you want makes you cherish what you do have.. kiss
spacelola:
That sounds like a plan... Would make things so much easier...

I am going to FL in a few weeks and when I get back I am planning a trip to Indy.. We WILL be hanging and I shall be loving on you.. haha smile Miss you terribly...

Wednesday Mar 18, 2009

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i has new profile pic.
also, very busy this week... crazy.

so tired... someone take a nap for me cause i don't have time... lol



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cassy:
i love your new pic, so gorgeous biggrin
avidity:
i so love your new hair and everything!! biggrin so sexy!

Friday Mar 13, 2009

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spacelola:
That Mexican place we went to was sooooo damn delicious..... smile I love youuuuuu and miss you... It has been far too long....
groove:
Cute!

Wednesday Mar 11, 2009

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here's my latest...
there is somre realy cute footage of Sam's pup at the end smile

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rabidbuttons:
thats awesome...u made me smile! biggrin
phunkybrewster:
that lypsynch was the funniest ever lol i looooooooooooooooooooooooove your videos. i seriously get excited when you put one up lol kiss

Sunday Mar 01, 2009

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ravioli:
so are you lupes mommy? love wink
sweetzen:
cutest puppy in the world!

Saturday Feb 28, 2009

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emo vlog.

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burningleviathan:
Sorry to hear about your crappy weak. People say shitty things, it sounds like that person has been following your v-log for some time. I wonder if they are just putting their own anger in themselves at you. As long as you are happy with your rate of progress, screw the haters.

I hope you can learn to feel comfortable in your own body as it changes. Learn to like the little things you notice that are different.

Hope you feel better soon.
_rayven_:
It breaks my heart to see you so sad. It's ok to feel those feelings, we can't be happy all the time. One of the most wonderful things about being human is emotion. Be angry, be sad and don't apologize for it or feel guilty about it.

Look how far you have come!! You are fabulous!!!!!! Beautiful and have the best laugh!!!!! I hope your week goes better!!!! kiss

Monday Feb 23, 2009

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so... the talk. i've never had to have the talk before, the relationship talk... because i've never been so serious with anyone, i've never been in love before. thus, i was terrified. i'm a worrier to begin with and then throw in all the emotions... it was a lot. it was a stressful week, lol.

BUT it went very well. i cried of course because...
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burningleviathan:
Glad it all went well.
Cute pic! smile
phunkybrewster:
yay im happy it all turned out smiles smile xxoo thats what you deserve.

Saturday Feb 21, 2009

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i am going over to sam's tomorrow... i am planning on having "the talk"... i'm so scared. thank you all for your support and comments on my last blog. i have the best SG friends ever!

also, i've signed up for the Race for the Cure here in Indy. i'm really excited and planning on doing the whole 5k! so, if you have a few...
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oxy:
good luck with the talk.
_rayven_:
I hope your talk went well.... Not always a fun thing to do, but you will feel so much better when you know where you stand!!

Yeah for you doing the Race for the Cure!! I'm doing it in Sept. Best of luck to you!!!!! kiss

Tuesday Feb 17, 2009

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i am so very afraid that i love sam and he doesn't love me back, or at least doesn't love me as much. i feel like i'm in so much deeper than he is and that terrifies me. we are both so reluctant to fully trust, but i feel like i'm trying, and making strides, and i feel like he's not really trying. i worry...
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phunkybrewster:
wouldnt it be to know? to let it eat away at you is much much worse. if you want him to feel X by this far into the relationship and you find out he doesnt i mean what will you do? wait to see if hes still not ready to say it? im not a huge help because ive been married for almost 10 years lol. and he said i love you way faster than i was ready for. almost an opposite version of yours. but you need to talk to him, dont just sit around waiting or wondering. the best of vibes hun. xxxooo
groove:
The kind you shove up your nose?
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