ok, i think i just needed to get that out. i don't want to look at it any more... and it felt like a pity post which was not my intention. and posting the link sorta defeats the purpose of posting this anyhow, but whatever.
i'm ok today, just mopey and sad, and i slept a lot. most of the crying and shock is gone,...
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i don't know what to say really...
a friend of mine from high school killed himself on monday.
i don't know the details. i've been holding my emotions back because i've been on a babysitting gig since sunday night. i had to hold it together and now i have a stomach ache. i can feel a nervous break down in the works.
he's tried it...
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a friend of mine from high school killed himself on monday.
i don't know the details. i've been holding my emotions back because i've been on a babysitting gig since sunday night. i had to hold it together and now i have a stomach ache. i can feel a nervous break down in the works.
he's tried it...
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pedronz:
That's horrible...
My heart and hugs go to you.
Strength.
My heart and hugs go to you.
Strength.
wyldewolfe:
I know exactly what you are going through. I lost my best friend to suicide 17 years ago. I also had two other friends die soon after another to suicide, and one to stupidity. If you need to talk message me. Do not let this get you depressed, grieve for him then let it go. Like i said hit me up if you need to talk.
SWEET!
hell yeah.
-2lbs fat, -3lbs water... total: -5lbs this week!
for a grand total of 11lbs... WOOT.
hell yeah.
-2lbs fat, -3lbs water... total: -5lbs this week!
for a grand total of 11lbs... WOOT.
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avidity:
you are too cute, i absolutely LOVE your video journals so so much.
and i totally learned something from you.....i never understood why they tell you to drink so much damn water when you diet, until you JUST said it. the whole retaining water thing. damn!
yeyfor you, i'm confused about the whole 'types of poundage" thing, but yey anyways!!!
and i totally learned something from you.....i never understood why they tell you to drink so much damn water when you diet, until you JUST said it. the whole retaining water thing. damn!
yeyfor you, i'm confused about the whole 'types of poundage" thing, but yey anyways!!!
productiondiva:
I almost bought some sparkly bedazzled ear buds for an ipod today cause they made me think of you. Jas wanted to buy them and send them to you!
here's a couple goodies from my new year. i find then entertaining.. especially the second one. they may be 'you had to be there' moments, idk. anyhow... youtubey goodness:
i'm going to acupuncture today, i go to the fat doctor tomorrow! woot.
i'm going to acupuncture today, i go to the fat doctor tomorrow! woot.
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veeyenenwhy:
Good call! I didn't even notice that her skirt was sheer! 
cyberiouse:
ok first video.. odd but probably more funny if you were there second video...very funny i especially love you looking into the camer when you were all walking through the door going "we're breaking the rules" lol made me laugh good and hard
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ogrebushi:
yah im late, but happy new year *heh* not that i really noticed it , i didnt even wake up till 9pm
fentopal:
Hope you have a safe and prosperous New Year
Good luck with your resolutions (especially #4 -- ha!)
Good luck with your resolutions (especially #4 -- ha!)
here's a short update on my fat... from a few days ago:
-9.5lbs!
ps- i took out my monroe last night. *shrugs* eh.
-9.5lbs!
ps- i took out my monroe last night. *shrugs* eh.
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cassy:
happy new year good luck losing more lbs in the new year i hope to be right there with ya
sweetzen:
happy new year and congrats on the weight loss
sooo... i'm home. we were in cincy for a few days with the fam and i managed not to get a migraine! which is quite an accomplishment, because my family almost always gives me a headache. haha.. but i did manage to either get a cold, or a severe allergy attack. i'm hoping for the latter because i'm so tired of being sick all the...
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lielock:
I have taken out alot of piercings and yes the cost of having them done is always there...but it isn't healthy right now and the more icks to your immune system will not only have it be infected but also might help you get sick more ofter.
Be my friend
Be my friend
ambizzle26:
i think you should keep it in.
happy new year!
happy new year!
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pammy:
You wee little awesome inspiration you! I love you. Your comment made me come up with a white dress theme. Me sitting on my vintage suitcases in tattered wedding dress and black boots looking like holy hell really, and running from my wedding. Hopefully it'll work out.
schuldig:
I'm a camera whore too!!! Though most pictures of me I'm naked 
so, tonight was pretty rad. my friend Kimmie and i went to a free screening of the new movie Juno. it was SO good. like, funny and touching and funny and good and funny and sweet. and funny. it was a fantastic flick, only made better by the fact that it was free, lol. i want to go see it again! i also go...
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cyberiouse:
oh oh oh i want to see that. I'm glad it seems to be good from what i have heard. will have to do my best to check it out.
lol i love your last photo made me laugh nice and hard lol
lol i love your last photo made me laugh nice and hard lol
punknitemike:
you have an afro...thats fuckin funny!
FUCK YEAH.
i'm on my new computer! santa came early this year.
i'm on my new computer! santa came early this year.
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aesirr:
Good for you. I love it when Santa comes early too. In my case he came three weeks ago with my lovely Nikon.
so, Jamie Lynn Spears is PREGNANT. she's 16. *rolls eyes* i guess she didn't learn anything from her sister.
in more important news, i lost 2lbs this week! that means i'm down a total of 7lbs. *squeels* i'm pretty stoked.
also, in still important, but not quite as important, but still just as exciting news, i'm getting a new computer! my current 'puter is down...
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in more important news, i lost 2lbs this week! that means i'm down a total of 7lbs. *squeels* i'm pretty stoked.
also, in still important, but not quite as important, but still just as exciting news, i'm getting a new computer! my current 'puter is down...
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fastboyent:
thank you baby.
aluminumovercast:
Sweet! I hope the iMac does you right. You pretty much can't fuck up with OSX Panther on up.
Congrats on the weight loss, I know how triumphant that feeling is.
We should all be pleased that the newer version of Britney is no smarter (or talented) than her predecessor.
With out people like that, there wouldn't be any one around to make us feel better about ourselves. LOL
To that end, I hope all of the Spears clan can keep up their Pez dispenser impressions. The downside of that is the theory set forth at the beginning of Idiocracy. If you're not familiar with it, you should definitely check it out.
Congrats on the weight loss, I know how triumphant that feeling is.
We should all be pleased that the newer version of Britney is no smarter (or talented) than her predecessor.
With out people like that, there wouldn't be any one around to make us feel better about ourselves. LOL
To that end, I hope all of the Spears clan can keep up their Pez dispenser impressions. The downside of that is the theory set forth at the beginning of Idiocracy. If you're not familiar with it, you should definitely check it out.
there's nothing like an I Love Lucy Christmas
this just makes me so happy... heh.
this just makes me so happy... heh.
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cyberiouse:
i love I LOVE LUCY still one of the best shows ever
philly_junglist:
Don't become celibate. I will send you some e-shagging if it gets really bad. x
Hugs