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this is just a little something i made... i was bored, as it says.

also, i apologizing for sucking at reading blogs lately. i've been in a mood, and that mood has been lazy, lol. i'll get on it soon. in the mean time, if you have an awesome blog that i absolutely have to read, leave me a comment and link me.

here's an update on my chunkiness.


i didn't post the video that i refer to here, but if you want to see it, or any of my other videos, you can see them here at my youtube account. and feel free to subscribe!

- 2.5lb fat this week!

Total: -21lbs!

goals for this week:
-2+ servings of veggies per day
-2+ servings of fruit per...
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oooooOOOoooh LOST.
lost lost looooost lost looooost lost lost.

i haven't been this excited about a show in a long time. i mean, i can't wait for next week to come just so i can see the next episode! there are really only a few shows i've felt like that about.. including roswell, and heroes. and thats probably about it. granted, i'm kinda a...
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why did the booger cross the road?

yup, got that one from a 3 year old.

mutheeerfuckeeer.
i'm sick. again. with the same thing i've had 3 times already this winter.
bastard germs, or viruses, or whatever.

my throat hurts and i'm tired and i'm all sinusy and blah feeling.
i'm supposed to be kicking my ass working out this week, but um, i just want to sleep.

BAH!

damn you immune system. get stronger already will you!?



ps- thanks for...
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here's an update about my fluff.


- 6lbs last week!!!

Total: -17lbs!

goal for this week:
2+ servings of veggies per day
2+ servings of fruit per day
cardio exercise 3 days for 20+ minutes
do at home weight training 2 days
continue to drink retarded amounts of water

i really want to lose 3lbs this week so i'll be down 20lbs next week... *crosses...
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SIGH.

oh well.

i had super fun tonight, we had game night. i played DDR and it RULED. i...
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i don't really know what to say... but i feel like i needed to say something. i don't want to ignore it, and sweep it under the rug.

i am feeling better. i had a few very iffy days there... but i'm not feeling great. i don't want to sink back into that hole where i came from, it wasn't a pretty place....
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i freaking love this video. Joy Nash rocks my freaking world.



i'm looking to be somewhere in between, lol.

so... the funeral was today.
i was pissed. i was told that it was a 5... but it was actually at 4. so i missed all but the last 5 minutes.
but that last five minutes was still nice, and made me cry. and the place was totally packed.

my friends went with me. i have the best friends ever. i really needed some back...
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i can feel the depression creeping back in. it's an icky feeling. the crying has started again too.
i know it's fueled by this sadness, and my horrible sleep patterns. i stay up to late, and then don't get up in time to feel productive. so i just don't do anything. and in turn, not doing anything make me feel like crap. it's a vicious...
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