Lately I've been really uninspired to write.I'll sit for like a half hour and realize I'm still looking at the same page...my mind is on something else. Maybe on something I want or what i'll do later or tomorrow or someone... There are times when I feel prolific but it's never when I'm home
usually the thoughts just run through my brain so quickly and... Read More
i went to borders books to look around tonight and found a note pad (8x11in) with an aluminium cover. it really is cool,now i just need something to put in it
interesting dream, ive never had that one before
o yeah, if equal parts of the three colors make white. if you were 1 light year away which color would you see first. and what color would it be if you moving at the speed of light in the opposite direction
yup i think about all this technical/theoretical shit all day
Lately I've been really uninspired to write.I'll sit for like a half hour and realize I'm still looking at the same page...my mind is on something else. Maybe on something I want or what i'll do later or tomorrow or someone... There are times when I feel prolific but it's never when I'm home
usually the thoughts just run through my brain so quickly and... Read More
well it seems that the writing thing is going better now. I think if it were easy, Melanie Griffith would have a best seller. Keep writing... we (well at least I) enjoy it.
Alone, unafraid, and grateful to be able to have some peace.I lie down alone in my bed, starring at the ceiling only paying attention to the images I see when i close my eyes. Lying there, by themselves. Not wanting to get out. So used to being locked away. Now there's nothing there to distract me from myself. I lie there wondering the whats, hows,... Read More
"alone" time is good for the body but most of all, it's good for the mind. I'm not so sure that those people who always feel alone, think the same. But I think having time to yourself is a good thing. At least, it's good for me.
The new picture is sexy....I love your septum piercing. *rawr*
enjoy the day, be good or be good at it!
awwww.....thanks for checking up on me.....i'm doing alright. i'll be better.... it's just a tough time right now.
good luck finding a new place and roommates... i guess it wouldn't really be hard in NY. heh just make sure they aren't psycho!
enjoy your day sweetie... much lovings to you.
lately Ii've been suffocating under the stress.I was in a whirlwind and I felt like I couldn't breathe. Everywhere i turned there seemed to be another problem to face.
For the most part things have been worked out and today I feel a lot better. I'm rested , calm, relaxed. and relieved
Friday! although, it's been one bad thing after another, I'l try and make up for it tonite...
list of shit that went bad:
1-went to make a deposit and to my surprise there's a negative balance!
2- because I had a negative balance I didn't have enough to pay my bills
3-go to develop pics only to find out the guy left five minutes before... Read More
ill FedEx you some of those gold chocolate coins. this way you might be able to get some more money for passing them off as 16th century gold peices at a pawn shop and if that doesnt work out you can always eat them..
the weather this weekend should be real nice so dont worry...........BE HAPPY!!!!!!!
I wanna be on an airplane and just fly away somewhere. anywhere but here. *sigh*
I'm in a weird living situation and just can't wait to get out!! I have 2 roommates who just make me sick! There's so much fucking tension in this place. I walk in and everything goes silent. I can't even talk to them anymore or I'll hear them talking about... Read More
I'm gonna take a friend's advice "If people don't take the time to get to know you as a person then they're not worth it". some people are just so pretentious.
anyway, I was in my own porn movie on sat. I went to a fetish party and had a little too much fun at the expense of... Read More
and life goes on. I've also lreaned communication often helps more than you think. And I have to admit that's something I have to work on. I'm just so used to internalizing everything and just letting it fester...
As for people, I saw this quote one day that I think summarizes it perfectly : "Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great..."
and much
Also, thanks for your comments on my pics. I've seen yours too. Very hot