living in complete and utter chaos, where nothing is planned yet everything is routine. Living in this empty place yet full of people. It's the irony of life.
I'm beginnin to pack my stuff.
I'm beginning to miss this place already. I'm not sure why.
Today I will see a friend who I haven't seen in ages and it seems a bit weird for me....
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I'm beginnin to pack my stuff.
I'm beginning to miss this place already. I'm not sure why.
Today I will see a friend who I haven't seen in ages and it seems a bit weird for me....
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I hate the fact that I have to see my face everytime I write a journal. I hate mirrors and I hate to look at pictures of me. No, I don't have low self confidence. I just find it eerie that I can stare at myself...
anyways, today is tuesday...nothing special on the agenda.
I've been lonely? I hate that. I am independent but apparently...
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anyways, today is tuesday...nothing special on the agenda.
I've been lonely? I hate that. I am independent but apparently...
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evillyn:
Well, I like staring at your face. That is what I am doing right now. Drool is crusting up on my cheek. 
pocketrocket:
you are such a sweetie! an a pretty one a that.
i know waht you mean about seeing yourself everytime you log onto your journal. thats why i switched images once in while............
but your face, who could ever get tired of looking at that.
i know waht you mean about seeing yourself everytime you log onto your journal. thats why i switched images once in while............
but your face, who could ever get tired of looking at that.
today I feel good. I'm a bit confused. When I try to think or look ahead I see nothing. I've never been one with a plan but as time passes my father's words ring in my head "where will you be five years from now" ?
it's too much work to plan and I never stick with one thing for too long. I think I...
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it's too much work to plan and I never stick with one thing for too long. I think I...
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silencenoir:
bartending sounds like a load of fun!! I hope you find what you're looking for
I'm like you, I can't stand doing nothing. I'm looking for a second job too. I was thinking maybe a sex shop or something very different from my every day job.
*goes off and sings.... just another manic monday.... oh wooooo*
I'm like you, I can't stand doing nothing. I'm looking for a second job too. I was thinking maybe a sex shop or something very different from my every day job.
*goes off and sings.... just another manic monday.... oh wooooo*
poetik:
Funny, when I think of my five year plan, which has always been really fluid, I'm never there five years later anyway. 
2 jobs! good luck! I;ve had 2 jobs most of my life, and I finally have only one, and it's funny it kinda makes a difference. I can actually relax sometimes. Plus I never had time to do anything coz I was always working or goign to work, or coming from work... well you get the idea.
I'll just have to remember predictions don't always come true...
Have a good one too!
2 jobs! good luck! I;ve had 2 jobs most of my life, and I finally have only one, and it's funny it kinda makes a difference. I can actually relax sometimes. Plus I never had time to do anything coz I was always working or goign to work, or coming from work... well you get the idea.
I'll just have to remember predictions don't always come true...
Have a good one too!
I'm lost in my world of monotony. (wishing I could express myself alot better
) The color of boredom is clouding my vision of the world. Making it seem like something it's not. My head hurts again like It does every single day. I pop these pills like candy and I've been eating way too much. I'm drowning in my sorrows and not looking forward... Read More
tronvillain:
Thanks babe! Be happy.
i lost my entire entry. I actually wrote a long entry!
It's unseasonably warm today. ahhhhh, just in time. I was yearning for the heat again. After complainin about it over the summertime I wanted it back. I hope the entire weekend is like this!
well, been working like crazy to make that$$ to get the hell outta here! so far everything's in order.
Damn,...
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silencenoir:
Poor kitty!! poor nuts!! 
My kitty has a urinary tract infection poor boy and he's on meds.
I'm still having trouble adjusting with this new site format. It eats my entries!!
How far is loverboy from you now?
Hope you have a lovely weekend.
My kitty has a urinary tract infection poor boy and he's on meds.
I'm still having trouble adjusting with this new site format. It eats my entries!!
How far is loverboy from you now?
Hope you have a lovely weekend.
poetik:
Talk about problems with the new layout! I could't get on all week!!! I finally broke down and downloaded a new borwser, and now I'm back.
DOn't get hung up on technicalities, I say they don't mean much. After all, if he'd moved to somewhere like Niagara falls, he'd still be int he same state, but about 8 or 9 hours away! that would really suck...
When I read about your cat, I'm glad I'm a person. I'm pretty attachedto my nuts...ya know?
or maybe I'm nuts, which is why I wouldn't want that cut off :p
DOn't get hung up on technicalities, I say they don't mean much. After all, if he'd moved to somewhere like Niagara falls, he'd still be int he same state, but about 8 or 9 hours away!
that would really suck...
When I read about your cat, I'm glad I'm a person. I'm pretty attachedto my nuts...ya know?
or maybe I'm nuts, which is why I wouldn't want that cut off :p
boo hoo on the new layout! 
I am having a hard day. another addition to the hard life I have made for myself. But I ain't complainin. It could be worse...far worse!
to all my lovelies
to all my former lovelies
and to all my future lovelies
I am having a hard day. another addition to the hard life I have made for myself. But I ain't complainin. It could be worse...far worse!
to all my lovelies
to all my former lovelies
and to all my future lovelies
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suicidesmitty:
where do I fit in there?
click_here:
i dont like the new layout either...boo hoo...i guess we will have to get used to it
my my you have so many lovelies
you can be one of my lovelies, if i can bre one of yours. lol
my my you have so many lovelies
you can be one of my lovelies, if i can bre one of yours. lol
poof* everything's changed....
not liking it so far
I am jobless once again!
I'm so undisciplined it's not funny anymore
I have nothing else to say really but here's
one of my fave artists
not liking it so far
I am jobless once again!
I'm so undisciplined it's not funny anymore
I have nothing else to say really but here's
one of my fave artists
evillyn:
Sugar, I'll hire ya!! Ummm, you can come hang out with me for a nickel a day. We can collaborate on money-making schemes together. Maybe you could start seducing frail old men, then I'll take 'em out and you can collect insurance money
I'm back! Still as crazy and looney as ever.
thanx for all the Love
I love this place!
You ever go somewhere and then come back home and instead of feeling refreshed you feel like leaving again? yeah, i feel irritated. I hate the people I live with!
My ass will be outta here on Nov 1! I'm Counting down the days....... 25 and counting...
thanx for all the Love
I love this place!
You ever go somewhere and then come back home and instead of feeling refreshed you feel like leaving again? yeah, i feel irritated. I hate the people I live with!
My ass will be outta here on Nov 1! I'm Counting down the days....... 25 and counting...
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kris7:
Nice to know you're still gonna be with us on this site. Any news about the set you submitted?
silencenoir:
welcome back cutey!
Where will you be moving to? staying in NY I assume, right?
It's no fun living somewhere you don't feel comfortable. I myself can't wait for my man and I to get out of this town, I am so tired of living here. I need change, fresh faces, I need my family to be closer.
I am so lost with this new SG format....don't think I like it one bit. Ugh!
enjoy your day, glad you're back!
Where will you be moving to? staying in NY I assume, right?
It's no fun living somewhere you don't feel comfortable. I myself can't wait for my man and I to get out of this town, I am so tired of living here. I need change, fresh faces, I need my family to be closer.
I am so lost with this new SG format....don't think I like it one bit. Ugh!
enjoy your day, glad you're back!
Impatient? me? 
Ha! I know no other way to be.
I love the fast pace and never wait for things to happen. I make them happen.
I am in Not the lovey dovey man woman or woman woman type thing. I am in love with life. I complain a hell of a lot about it, but today I truly love and appreciate it even though...
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Ha! I know no other way to be.
I love the fast pace and never wait for things to happen. I make them happen.
I am in
Not the lovey dovey man woman or woman woman type thing. I am in love with life. I complain a hell of a lot about it, but today I truly love and appreciate it even though... Read More
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tronvillain:
Ah, a new picture. Hullo D! Hmmm, I am being outdone in the lovin' department.
[Edited on Oct 06, 2003]
[Edited on Oct 06, 2003]
m0ngrel:
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Last night I had a dream about Nala but, I was too shy to talk to her 
I'm bored. I think i'll change my screen name. maybe not. my membership expires soon but I ain't going nowhere!
I'm moving outta my place on Nov. 1st!
Also, I need to come up with an idea for a Halloween costume
I think I'm screwed up in the...
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but, I was too shy to talk to her
I'm bored. I think i'll change my screen name. maybe not. my membership expires soon
but I ain't going nowhere!
I'm moving outta my place on Nov. 1st!
Also, I need to come up with an idea for a Halloween costume
I think I'm screwed up in the...
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pyronautica:
Diabolita is the most kick ass name in the world. Don't change it honey pie!!
I think we're all screwed up in the head.
I was singing Ricky Martin in the shower earlier.
How fucked up is that?
I think we're all screwed up in the head.
I was singing Ricky Martin in the shower earlier.
How fucked up is that?
tronvillain:
Hey, don't get too impatient! It will take a while to heal, then I have to figure out what to take and then actually take them. But fair is fair.
I deleted my entry...oops actually I did it purposely because I was dwelling on something someone told me...or is that wrote me? Yeah, wrote me. But then I realized how petty it would be of me to dwell on someone I don't know.
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aartaxx:
thanks honey. celebrated last night. went to a gay 80's night with my gal and danced to new wave brit pop sctuff. fun times. so when are we shooting?
stellartrane:
didn't mean to insult. I was just joking in a tired dazed kind of way.... Bush scares me much more than you do.
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tronvillain:
So there was supposed to be an entry here? *chuckle* Also, why would anyone be scared of D? Besides the fact that she is the devil of course...
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Can you pack me in your stuff, I promise I won't take much space? teehee
Hope you have some fun with your friend. I miss you lady.