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Finally talked to Kristen this morning.

It's over, she doesn't want to date me anymore.

Not sure what I did wrong, or didn't do right.

Back to square one. God I'm depressed.
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chancy:
your sitch with the dream girl reminds me of my sitch... except in my sitch i'm the dream girl in love with 2 guys.

it's almost been a year and it still hurts. especially when i'm drunk!

how long were you married for?
chancy:
wow... i'm surprised you lasted that long. eeek you should think of all the things that relationship taught you. nothing's a regret or a waste of time. smile

toques... you'd fit right in up here in da nort biggrin i had to go count my hoodies after that... i have 18. the turtlenecks are closing in...
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Lately I have incredibly low expectations. Yet I'm still being disappointed. I really don't ask for much, I hardly ask for anything at all. I just want my car to keep working, I want to be able to pay my rent. Love seems beyond me anymore. I haven't talkeds to Kristen for more than 5-10 minutes for a week, and all her emails are one...
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adny:
Hey! I'm trying hard not to be an American asshole. The language barrier is tough, but you just have to smile, be polite, and try your best to speak French. Then they warm up and speak English with you...

It's nice to get away from the news. biggrin
adny:
Ah, Amelie love On Tuessday I'm going to Cafe Deaux Moulin (where she worked) and Maison Collingnon ( the grocery store) on Monday They still look the same. Then on Wednesday, I hope to get to Canal St-Martin, where Amelie skipped stones....
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I feel like a complete and total dick today.

After Halloween, the girl in orange County I have a crush on has been haunting my thoughts. I like her, I know she likes me, but she's in the process of trying to make the other guy she's been dating on and off understand she can only be friends with him. He was cool with it...
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snaggle_puss:
I seriously thought she was going to have some sort of mental interruption. I refused to yell suprise when she entered the hall. Everyone thought it was hilarious. mad But, whatever...

I am so sick of Antioch. I wanted to share my dislike and the fact that it all around sucks.
#1. The stupid traffic and road construction.
mad mad mad mad It makes me angry. They have been working around my street for the past 2 months, and have barely accomplished anything.

#2. The horrible selection of bars. Anything decent is in Walnut Creek or SF. I don't feel like driving that far, and then having to take a cab home because everyone else refuses to be the DD.

#3. Cold Stone is way too far from my house.

Okay that is enough. I felt like bitching. I feel better.

snaggle_puss:
P.S.

Oh, and that really sucks about your crush. I think every girl has been in that position one time or another. It's been years for me, having some guy being creepy like that. I want to keep it that way.

What you did with Kimberly was right though. Keeping her around would have been like she was a side dish. So breaking it off early was goodon your part, even if you feel like a "shit-heel".
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Okay, so I voted for Kerry this morning. Not my ideal guy, but certainly headed in the right direction. I'm heading into SF tonight to get nice and drunk to watch the results. Either it'll be a celebration, or a drowning of my sorrows in as many pints will fit in my stomach.

This weekend was good and bad. That girl I like so much...
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gadget:
I didn't get a pin or a sticker...

I marched out of the booth and asked for one...cause I thought maybe it was one of those things you had to ask for or else you wouldn't get one...

that didn't know what I was talking about...

so i walked out disappointed.
adny:
I drowned my sorrows in far too much scotch and it only made the pain of the next day worse. It is a dark and twisted world.

Perhaps someday we'll have an "ideal" candidate to vote for.

I voted absentee, so I didn't get a sticker either...
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Feast or famine seems to be the key phrase this week. So I'm all smitten with Kristen now, and it seems to be going pretty well. Slow, (which is good) but steady. I think it may lead to something serious if it stays on this course.

But then I get news about HER... The long distance boyfriend she got back together with earlier this year...
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smurf:
Map Mange ou Sans Sel is protection from voodoo Loas and evil spirits and bad luck...it roughly translates to protection...but since the voodoo language is made up off 3 different languages its kind of a sloppy translation..in french in means 'i'll eat you with out salt'...which back in the 16th century was an insult...ya know how in shakespeare the insults are kinda odd but its because the english language was spoken differently...eating you without salt is saying roughly you are so worthless i wont eaten think of seasoning you before i kill you....ya....good times.....do u have AIM?

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smurf:
hehe its all good...ill try and check that book out! it sounds interesting smile ...have you heard of Mitch Hedberg? he's awesome...ive heard the Rocky punk album...some of the songs are cool..like saturday night...but some of them kinda well...suck lol
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Damn, you go out of town for a week and go into serious SG withdrawls...

Back from LA, business as always, but got to see my sister's kids. WONDERful development! Kristen!
One of my good friends growing up, Bryce, had this little sister I always had a crush on. Seriously cute, and incredibly sweet. A couple of years ago she started working in my best...
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adny:
Suh-weeeet, dude! Like they say, it's often times right there in front of you. Smoochin' in the car - what a treat...biggrin

I doubt you'll fuck anything up. You sound pretty well prepared for the real thing. wink
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It was far too long in coming, but I finally did it. I told Her I couldn't hang out with her anymore. The clincher was she finally said that she was in love with the other guy. I can't compete with that, and I shouldn't. Yet I can't stop thinking that She's perfect... So it had to stop. Maybe I can try as friends again...
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adny:
Sorry life sucks or you right now. It WILL get better! It's been 6 months since my fiancee split - after two years of working toward a goal of moving and buying a house up in Portland. I miss the good stuff: tenderness, laughter, friendship, togetherness, but basically she was mean as cat shit and I have to remind myself how nice it is to come home and not have someone screaming at me 60% of the time...

At least your not being stupid and dragging home any old thing that happens along. I've been going out and drinking too much from time to time, and the other night it was 2:30AM and I'm on my way home with some totally crazed drunk girl. I'm not even sure how I got out of that one. I wa svery hung over and thankful when I woke up alone - in my own bed...

Hang in there bro.
noctua:
Hey, saw your post in the House Resoundingly Kills Draft Bill 402-2, and you made mention that an agreement with Canada regarding dodgers was modified a while back.

More out of academic curiosity than anything else, I've been trying to find any references to such an agreement. The most I've been able to find are references to the US/Canada "Smart Border" agreement made late in 2001.

Is this the one you're thinking about?
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I came across a term today that I absolutely love. "L'esprit d'escalier" Its French, and translates to 'the spirit of the stairway'. There's no real english/american equivalent that I know of. It refers to the witty, clever things that pop into your head just after you leave the room. All of the things you wish you had said when you had the chance, but couldn't...
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So my ex-wife called to let me know that she's moved in with the new guy she's seeing. This guy was just married a couple of months ago! The ink isn't dry on his wedding certificate, and the wife is out, and my ex is moving in. Who in the world would think that's a healthy situation. Now it's like a countdown to who's going...
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Gah... Lots to report. Flogging Molly was an amazing night with Her. I got nice and drunk, danced like an idiot, and walked with our arms on each other's shoulders like the drunken buddies we are. Getting to realize the folly of holding out hope, and embracing the resource of a wonderfully fun friend. So after that, and the depressing loneliness in Hawaii, I redoubled...
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