Today I spent a good portion hanging out with "the guy" at the roaster. I helped him make a few deliveries. We had a talk, and everything is smooth sailing now. I'm very very happy...and my patience has been WELL worth it.
If everything goes according to plan, today will be the day of his freedom...(NO - he's not on probation)
I'm so excited. I...
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If everything goes according to plan, today will be the day of his freedom...(NO - he's not on probation)
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godsmoker:
Awww. Hope it works out for you. 
He called. He called. He called. He called!
Granted it was two hours later, the point is HE CALLED!
and I get to see him in one hour.
And then midnight is it.
Granted it was two hours later, the point is HE CALLED!
and I get to see him in one hour.
And then midnight is it.
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colcannon:
hip bones rock
mothra:
Sometimes guys take a while to call. 
But that's good to hear.
But that's good to hear.
I like this guy...but let me tell you...that will easily (without zero hesitation) change if this not returning my phone calls, persists.
I have flaky friends when it comes to letting me know what the hell is going on...and I sure as hell won't put up with it from a guy I'm supposed to be dating.
You want to cancel? Cool. You're too tired? Cool....
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I have flaky friends when it comes to letting me know what the hell is going on...and I sure as hell won't put up with it from a guy I'm supposed to be dating.
You want to cancel? Cool. You're too tired? Cool....
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eurisko:
i know exactly how you feel. the girl i mentioned in my latest journal entry blew me off all the time dor stupid shit it seemed.
jill:
thanks so much about my set!!!
Blah...
That is all.
That is all.
soulfly:
Well, I am stuck for a response to that!!!!!!!!
Thanks for the birthday wish sexy lady!!!!!!!!!
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Thanks for the birthday wish sexy lady!!!!!!!!!
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Tonight he had me sit on his lap out back, and everyone (a select group of friends) showed up drunk, and the girls were wearing the guy's clothes, and the guy's were wearing the girl's clothes. It was pretty fucking cute to say the least.
Anyways....they showed up, and I was sitting on his lap...and he didn't budge. I was suprised. It made me feel...
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Anyways....they showed up, and I was sitting on his lap...and he didn't budge. I was suprised. It made me feel...
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carryavengeance:
glad this guy makes you happy...sounds like you had a really good time with him...hope he fits you well too
i've talked to Nikki twice since she dumped me, and she told me there isn't a possibility of us gettin back together
...i just wanna try to move on & forget about it...starting to like another girl helps me a lot because otherwise i wouldnt be doing shit except sittin here & drowning in my sorrow for an eternity...plus what else am i to do when i just dont have the energy to fight for a girl anymore, plus i havent had a good reason to ever go crawling back, it just never seems worth it...if the girl doesnt want me, it's hard but i gotta let them go i guess...on top of that, ALL of my friends are just on my ass lately abouting moving on, so that is what i'm doing...i'm just in a struggle to find happiness...i haven't been happy in a while, well it hasnt lasted in over a couple weeks cuz i'm always stressed about something new & in between all that i'm gettin dumped usually...i just want a nice girl who can comfort me, why is that so fuckin hard to find tho?
the only reason im bashing her boyfriend is really because the dude does treat her like SHIT! like what kinda boyfriend starts a fight over nothing everytime he calls?...what kinda boyfriend wont pay for his girlfriend to go to the movies?...what kinda boyfriend leaves his girl sittin alone in the food court to go hang out with his friends?...i'm not just saying this because i want his girlfriend...i'm saying shit about him because she needs to get out of the relationship cuz it's not healthy for her at all
p.s. sorry bout a mile long comment
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i've talked to Nikki twice since she dumped me, and she told me there isn't a possibility of us gettin back together
...i just wanna try to move on & forget about it...starting to like another girl helps me a lot because otherwise i wouldnt be doing shit except sittin here & drowning in my sorrow for an eternity...plus what else am i to do when i just dont have the energy to fight for a girl anymore, plus i havent had a good reason to ever go crawling back, it just never seems worth it...if the girl doesnt want me, it's hard but i gotta let them go i guess...on top of that, ALL of my friends are just on my ass lately abouting moving on, so that is what i'm doing...i'm just in a struggle to find happiness...i haven't been happy in a while, well it hasnt lasted in over a couple weeks cuz i'm always stressed about something new & in between all that i'm gettin dumped usually...i just want a nice girl who can comfort me, why is that so fuckin hard to find tho?
the only reason im bashing her boyfriend is really because the dude does treat her like SHIT! like what kinda boyfriend starts a fight over nothing everytime he calls?...what kinda boyfriend wont pay for his girlfriend to go to the movies?...what kinda boyfriend leaves his girl sittin alone in the food court to go hang out with his friends?...i'm not just saying this because i want his girlfriend...i'm saying shit about him because she needs to get out of the relationship cuz it's not healthy for her at all
p.s. sorry bout a mile long comment
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b0dhi:
thanks for the birthday wishes add me if you please.
You know...I was thinking about myspace today. I thought I might be a little sad about deleting it...but I'm really not.
Reasons being: I had 4600+ friends on there, about 4500 of which added me...not me adding them. Originally it was an ego booster, that all these people would want to add ME, and have ME on THEIR friend's list...but I started to realized...
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Reasons being: I had 4600+ friends on there, about 4500 of which added me...not me adding them. Originally it was an ego booster, that all these people would want to add ME, and have ME on THEIR friend's list...but I started to realized...
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coliwali:
Yeah, myspace seems kinda off kilter from the rest of the world. Maybe that impression isnt fair.
mothra:
My art's not cheap these days. 
"Fuck the pain away...."
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derivation:
You should. 
bradley27:
your awesome make me laugh
I finally went shopping for some t-shirts!
I got a black fitted tee that has the "Converse Chuck Taylor" logo on the front, which is rad...except Amory has my chucks, so I don't want to wear it until I have my matching shoes.
Then I bought a red fitted tee, that says "Nothing To Wear" in bold white font.
I also bought intense red mac...
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I got a black fitted tee that has the "Converse Chuck Taylor" logo on the front, which is rad...except Amory has my chucks, so I don't want to wear it until I have my matching shoes.
Then I bought a red fitted tee, that says "Nothing To Wear" in bold white font.
I also bought intense red mac...
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godsmoker:
Shopping can be fun....sometimes. That red shirt sounds hot! Woo Hoo for seeing him tomorrow! Have fun.
esther:
I enjoy your enthusiasim. You're hired.
Tonight...he kissed me!
and right now, I have the cheeziest fucking smile on my face.
I can honestly say, these feelings are so worth it, because I have waited patiently for months, and my patience paid off.
Hopefully our "talk" goes well, and then it will all be smooth sailing after that.
I love this feeling, like you're in middle school. Your first kiss and...
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and right now, I have the cheeziest fucking smile on my face.
I can honestly say, these feelings are so worth it, because I have waited patiently for months, and my patience paid off.
Hopefully our "talk" goes well, and then it will all be smooth sailing after that.
I love this feeling, like you're in middle school. Your first kiss and...
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esther:
i didn't get my first kiss till my senior year of high school.
it was quite disappointing.
and i am jealous.
it was quite disappointing.
and i am jealous.
borisboris668:
Godammit that rocks! It's so hard to think about ever really hanging up my single shoes whenever I think about how cool that new, fresh love feels. I like being nervous and worried, I like feeling uncomfortable, I like making mistakes, and I really love all the stupid things I do in the beginning that I look back on and never regret. Hooray for you and somebody is getting totally lucky..you're a knockout! lol
I went to work and something got in my contact and I just couldn't blink it out, so here I am....booooo. Oh well, I've decided to take the rest of the day off.
Less than a month until my 20th birthday. One more year to go until I am declared an official "adult" with all privilages included. *shrugs*
A-n-t-i-c-i-p-a-t-i-o-n.......
Last year I spent Thanksgiving with...
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Less than a month until my 20th birthday. One more year to go until I am declared an official "adult" with all privilages included. *shrugs*
A-n-t-i-c-i-p-a-t-i-o-n.......
Last year I spent Thanksgiving with...
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godsmoker:
I've had to do that once...fast food for TG. It kinda sucks not bieng with family or friends though...
Sounds like the motorcycle ride was fun.
Sounds like the motorcycle ride was fun.
applerecords1251:
Thank you for the birthday wishes! That was very nice of you.
Finally! The signs are over. The hidden gestures and sleek smiles don't have to be played anymore.
I finally know that the feelings we have for eachother are mutual and it no longer feels as if I'm the cute creepy girl with a crush on "that" guy. Thank GOD!
Anticipation is key and apparently so is patience...because just as my patience seems to be getting...
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I finally know that the feelings we have for eachother are mutual and it no longer feels as if I'm the cute creepy girl with a crush on "that" guy. Thank GOD!
Anticipation is key and apparently so is patience...because just as my patience seems to be getting...
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jasondemon:
Good for you.
andtherobots:
I like that metaphor
I'm happy for you.
I'm happy for you.
Donkey.
Punch.
xxx
Punch.
xxx
ms:
Missed you last night.
801mustang:
That's some funny shit.....
Donkey punch... A classic move.. Past down from father to son for years to come....
Brad
Donkey punch... A classic move.. Past down from father to son for years to come....
Brad