so...today would have been two years.
i'm surprisingly indifferent...although...whatever.
maybe i'm a little sad, but i guess that after all the planning and hoping, etc. i'd done, it's a little disappointing to not have that all come to pass.
i'm over it. and i'm better off.
and he knows it.
*scratch scratch*
went to the dermo this morning, much to my dismay, i'm now on...
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i'm surprisingly indifferent...although...whatever.
maybe i'm a little sad, but i guess that after all the planning and hoping, etc. i'd done, it's a little disappointing to not have that all come to pass.
i'm over it. and i'm better off.
and he knows it.
*scratch scratch*
went to the dermo this morning, much to my dismay, i'm now on...
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poison
freaking
ivy
son of a...
it's all over my bod. everywhere.
it just started on my face
doc wants to try a three day cycle of 30mgs of prednisone per day to see if that will knock it out
so much for all that weight i lost.
fuck.
freaking
ivy
son of a...
it's all over my bod. everywhere.
it just started on my face
doc wants to try a three day cycle of 30mgs of prednisone per day to see if that will knock it out
so much for all that weight i lost.
fuck.
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er:
more like whosyourlawbreaker!
i am intensely allergic to the ivy
ewwwwww * sympathetic scratch*
[Edited on Jul 26, 2004 9:03AM]
i am intensely allergic to the ivy
ewwwwww * sympathetic scratch*
[Edited on Jul 26, 2004 9:03AM]
finch:
awh, honey...you need to do some serious ass kicking about that fucking poison ivy
new job is goooooood 
have some downtime right now so i figured i'd put in a quick update.
my best friend in the entire known world should be here in ny by now...i know she left cali at some point yesterday. you'd think she'd let me in on stuff like this? that would make sense tho. hmmph.
she was kind of standoffish on the phone...
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have some downtime right now so i figured i'd put in a quick update.
my best friend in the entire known world should be here in ny by now...i know she left cali at some point yesterday. you'd think she'd let me in on stuff like this? that would make sense tho. hmmph.
she was kind of standoffish on the phone...
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judypatricia:
What's the new job?
mylf:
Death to Smoochy ROCKS!!!
and hell, if we can deal with you for a whole weekend, I think one person can deal with you for a night.
and hell, if we can deal with you for a whole weekend, I think one person can deal with you for a night.
How, in every visible way, you shine
As if the stars in your wake align
Almost impossible to malign
But just below where you shine, you burn
Although I know it, I never learn
Just goes to show that I can't discern
-Barenaked Ladies
Guess who the new warranty admin is at Pace BMW?
That's right, bitches. ME!
As if the stars in your wake align
Almost impossible to malign
But just below where you shine, you burn
Although I know it, I never learn
Just goes to show that I can't discern
-Barenaked Ladies
Guess who the new warranty admin is at Pace BMW?
That's right, bitches. ME!
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kay:
(laughter) Indeed. I am thinking of actually naming my girly bits to CHCH CHIA.
~cheers
~cheers
beledi:
congratulations! bring on the swank!
so...go say hi to liltatts
those of you from east coast camping know her as ariel.
she just joined today.
she's rad as fuck.
i'm having trouble concentrating. there are alot of feelings happening right now.
feeling things is good. not being able to sort them out, however...
me being painfully introspective...again
those of you from east coast camping know her as ariel.
she just joined today.
she's rad as fuck.
i'm having trouble concentrating. there are alot of feelings happening right now.
feeling things is good. not being able to sort them out, however...
me being painfully introspective...again
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nursesugar:
You rock. Heh. Loving YOU, missy! And I still think the miniprep kicks ass. I'll get you the salsa recipe. It's really hot though, has habeneros in it.
it's 5:18 am
i'm awake
and marginally perky
(my benadryl wore off)
i have the most hideous hives on my left shoulder and part of my back. yikes!
the funny thing is they are nowhere else on my body.
in other news, i opened up a can of verbal whoop-ass on michael. (yes, i called him back). i told him i'd met someone (which is...
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i'm awake
and marginally perky
(my benadryl wore off)
i have the most hideous hives on my left shoulder and part of my back. yikes!
the funny thing is they are nowhere else on my body.
in other news, i opened up a can of verbal whoop-ass on michael. (yes, i called him back). i told him i'd met someone (which is...
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_sarah_:
That's Speedphreak's house. We camped on his five-acre parcel of land. Some people were wimps and slept inside, but most of us had tents.
cherrysodap0p:
awwww hives? that sucks hehe you are too much fun
hehe you are too much fun my goodness.
three days of debauchery in the wilderness.
it was fucking amazing.
seriously.
wow.
for so many reasons. all of them good. some of them very, very good. others were just mind blowing.
i'm sure pictures will be up soon.
i love knowing that i am able to feel.
maybe more on that later. maybe not. take it at face value. but trust me,...
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three days of debauchery in the wilderness.
it was fucking amazing.
seriously.
wow.
for so many reasons. all of them good. some of them very, very good. others were just mind blowing.
i'm sure pictures will be up soon.
i love knowing that i am able to feel.
maybe more on that later. maybe not. take it at face value. but trust me,...
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7deuce:
i would give you an award in my journal too but you might get embarassed
er:
^^^^^^^^
i'm not a professional detective, but does that (last post) mean what i think it means?
!
i'm not a professional detective, but does that (last post) mean what i think it means?
!
Remembering Mark E. Chapman
1977-2003
So many songs remind me of him. some snippets:
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Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end.
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I'd see you again.
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When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the...
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1977-2003
So many songs remind me of him. some snippets:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end.
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I'd see you again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the...
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dharmabox:
awww happy thoughts from now on k?
awww happy thoughts from now on k?
mnislahi:
aaaaaaaaahhh! it was awesome meeting you.. to bad i passed out so early last night.. 
i would luf to get back to all of my wunderfululku commentitios but i'm playing the role of drunky mcdrunkerttoin.
itsa litltle pathhhettic
ihthaink i lose my motor skillls kindsa of when i imibibise
thisi is whyy i never drink harrd stuff just beeres.
voedkeas does weirds thingsa to libras
i htink i'mas going to sleeeeeeep eresomething.
laterr
theeeeeeeemutherfuckin scalesz
that meansssss librea.
itsa litltle pathhhettic
ihthaink i lose my motor skillls kindsa of when i imibibise
thisi is whyy i never drink harrd stuff just beeres.
voedkeas does weirds thingsa to libras
i htink i'mas going to sleeeeeeep eresomething.
laterr
theeeeeeeemutherfuckin scalesz
that meansssss librea.
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lain:
Ey you! I got everything packed. quite small.
I need to know the time I can expect to be picked up. Catch me on aim.
See you tomorrow!
I need to know the time I can expect to be picked up. Catch me on aim.
See you tomorrow!
twwly:
I'll be in NYC on monday.
Later...
The deal with my last entry (7-10-2004) was that I want to know if my next special guy is the most obvious answer to the "who is he?" question. The path may be a little more crooked than the obvious answer (or is it the obvious answer?). Although there are a few options besides the one I mentioned before. I'm even shy about that...
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The deal with my last entry (7-10-2004) was that I want to know if my next special guy is the most obvious answer to the "who is he?" question. The path may be a little more crooked than the obvious answer (or is it the obvious answer?). Although there are a few options besides the one I mentioned before. I'm even shy about that...
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johnnydelicious:
I'm headed to bed now, but you're numbers somewhere en el grupo, so I'll give you a holler if it looks likely. Otherwise, see you soon! Night!
raulbnuttz:
The only thing in the freezer over here is fuckin' ta-kill-ya. I hate that shit ... unless it's mixed hella good in somethin' like a margarita ... cuz I'm a pussy!
hehehe
awesome hanging out with you!