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hey, I don't understand what you mean by "There is a difference between being independent and confrontational"... but anyway, yeah Scarlett is real fine. Nothing like a sexy blonde.

So today's the iPhone release... glad I just read that and spared myself an annoying trip to the Apple store. But I can't avoid the annoyance really because my shuffle is fucked up. oh well, no podcasts today. I managed to short out the sound on my macmini somehow. I tell you I have had the worst luck with electronics, unbelievable. like as bad as with women... whoa.

I know what you mean about the connection with one's likes, and not having that being quite a downer. For me I decided this is worth it just for the porn and the bonuses are pretty nice when they come. there was a time when I was interested in getting to know people for real through SGSF which is a pretty cool group of people but there was just no way. I probably could have done things a little different and made friends with some of them online (some of them are on my friends list of course but that's meaningless). But they were mostly about partying late and drinking a lot, and me having no tranportation, being allergic to beer and being pretty unhealthy left me unable to go out enough. It was kinda weird for quite a long time I would show up at an event and it seemed pretty random and weird I guess, whatev. If I had some loot though, I would make more of an effort to talk to the Canadians on here and go to the Toronto SG prom. I went to the pre-party prom in SF once and it was pretty rad. Only made an ass of myself with 2 sgs... they kinda fucked my power of speech.

btw, when I went grey for a while I was looking for the bookmark of your website which I lost somehow. I was thinking at the time I'd ask if I could hire you to proofread my grant application (grant I was going to reapply for but then did not). Maybe another time if I ever have any money again?

Dude... first off there is nothing wrong with looking at a hot naked 18yr old and liking it. If Americans have a problem with it, well wtf do I care. And you? Well look at what you just said about our society, or the world at large. Take it from someone who has heard a lot of the same shit as yourself, about "framing", depression, et cetera... Yes you are right. Humans need affection from the opposite sex. Lack of sex, or intimacy really, leads to being unhappy. There's some affirmation for you from a fellow misanthrope. Sometimes looking at hot naked women is not the best thing, but I decided a while ago this site serves an important part in somehow satistfying some fraction of my libido. But that's me, and I also like the asshole fuckface news roundup among other tings. Now probably some adjustment of framing is always potentially helpful, but that is a lot easier when you got something... Somethin' on the horizon. Even if it's waaaaay down there. You know it's there, and your aware that it's a waaays off. But it makes you feel a little better. And if it's never there anymore it's up to us decide when to check out. If you leave the site you will be missed.

You have actually had a hot naked chick on this site give you some serious praise, a testimonial right? So I think I remember somthing with her bf, but that is the kind of potential I'm talking about. IMO money is big. Money means a hell of lot, coming from a fairly well to do and then NOT so family, never making shit ten years outta school. And finally being out of credit, dirt poor and stuck on the wrong side of the bay. Again and again, looking like someone who may be asked for change but stuck myself. For me I think it's destiny and I hope that one day I will overcome all the adversity and thus enjoy the sweet without the bitter. Time will tell.

By here, I meant Earth in the present day... anyway your plans sounds alright. What kinda camera are you shootin' these days? I'll have to check out that Craig Ferguson guy.

That Fergurson guy is pretty funny... he looks exactly what Pete Rose would look like I think were he not a fat, bloated, drunkard (no offense to Pete).

hey what movie is that quote from... "one move and the bunny gets it"

if you saw my therapist she would be telling you right now how to look on the bright side, and you would be ready to throw a shoe at her. good luck with your internet.

sounds to me like you are pursuing your passion... as I have been. and this is supposed to make us happy. Money is not supposed to matter (BS of course). "Centralizing" as they call it... making that which really moves you central in your life is supposed to be one of the 9 keys to a happy life according to "How we Choose to Be Happy". It's a book my new therapist (I'm finally getting free therapy at least) asked me to read. I'm also reading "When Things Fall Apart". things are still falling apart though and I am not any happier about it. she might be worth something yet though, the jury is still out. if she can she help me change the way my mind is reduced to the capacity of a 2 year old when the heat is on, then she will have been worth my time.

I meant to read that halloween story of yours but I never did. Is there still a link?