That's all... not sure what that means. Sometimes I think a cleaning is worse than filling a cavity. Speaking of dark holes (though I think this is a totally mixed metaphor), why is it that a dentist office in this day and age doesn't take credit cards? Do any of them now that I think about... Read More
Nope, sorry, still not happy. So this is another overthetop downinthedumps post.
Plus I'm drunk and that's never good (but I type good, no?)
I got a little uplifted last Tuesday for I voted for the first time though this time like every time doesn't matter (I don't vote because a president is decided by electoral votes and not the popular vote and, therefore, is... Read More
Totally! And yeah, my friends Trevor and Sid got married there, it was kind of awesome.
Also, no one ever gets that picture! I recently sliced open my finger and had it in this huge bandage thing for a day, and I had to keep it at the level of my eyes and I was busting up laughing and no one got it. Well, like two people got it. But that's it!
Help?
You want help?
Thats strange...you're the man with all the answers, the one i come to for help.
For instance this new SG layout, whats your thoughts on it...cuz i HATE IT!!!
I cannot figure out how to keep track of whats going on in my groups without having to go to each one individually.
You're the man with all the answers...any ideas?
Cuz i can't figure it out.
I've been thinking for some time now (I'd say a week but it always seems a week is the generic amount of time a person cites as being the time needed for a thought to gestate into words so I'll refrain and just say for some time) how fickle people seem to be. In particular,... Read More
what's up? I know how feel, but at least that washed up old bastard is starting to lose the race. that's one major thing I'm feeling kinda good about right now.
I have a friend that may have just gone crazy. She's teetered for awhile on the brink, said for years that she's bipolar. But she has fallen into such a deep depression. It annoys the piss out of me.
Let me explain...
I am in therapy right now though I'm starting to believe I don't need it (or it means the therapy is working, not... Read More
IMO sometimes nothing matters unless drugs balance out the chemistry first. At one time I spent months in therapy and hundreds, probably thousands of dollars over a few years before having a complete nervous breakdown... because I wasn't taking the drugs (and also eating the wheat gluten I'm allergic too was the main factor, but omitting that or trying to for the past few years has done nothing). Then I ended up back in this guy's office in a pathetic state... with him now longer willing to listen to my sad tirades, continually telling me that this person or thing I was so fucked up over was not my problem... they were just the "Activator" and I was just "horriblizing" everything. fucking headshrinkers.
With the new way to view music and album art in iTunes I've spent more time than I should have collecting such artwork and applying it to the tracks I acquired by "other" means (which includes eMusic downloads and my own CDs, don't judge me as you burn that CD-R!). Looking for the artwork for a song done by Beth Orton and Orbit and found... Read More
The other day I was kinda, sorta, in a way, almost compared to Mozart. Except he was a child prodigy, a genius and dead at 36 (five years to go!) But the guy who said it spent 20+ years in opera, performed Mozart many of those years and pursued Mozart even further when he switched focus to psychology (see The Magic Flute). So from that... Read More
I thing it is BS in fact... I did not tell my Buddhist therapist that before I left but everything I have learned from my college Zen Buddhism class to my aforementioned advisor (or therapist who said she doesn't give advice in our first meeting and that she doesn't see it as sometimes difficult not to do) who proceeded to do nothing but play devil's advocate, make unfounded assertions, and have me read a crappy Buddhist self help book that she never even read herself. Do you really think Mozart found enlightenment? C'mon. Anyone who contends he was a musical genius gets no argument here, but let's not turn him into a deity.
Thanks for sharing the good news about BSG... unfortunately I don't have time to watch it, but it's something to look forward to after the playoffs and to get me though the cold rainy winter, or at least the start of it. Yeah, that reminds me my mini somehow became muted. All I had to do was go to the preferences and unmute it. No idea how that happened or why the so called Apple "genius" didn't check that for me or tell me to look at that. Now I have lots of photoshop tv to catch up on too, but in the grand scheme of things this is very good news.
Malibu's Most Wanted, eh? Well I have to admit, there are a few titles I've owned (and watched repeatedly) that I will not own up to. So yeah dude shit has been pretty bad. That girl turned out to be really not that attractive to me, but we did meet up and go around to a couple art galleries (do you have those there?) which was something. It was a really depressing day though because I caught up with her later, so I thought that day we were supposed to meet up, I didn't see her and thought that I really fucked up... and then I was going to hawk these tickets I had to the A's game, for which I really wanted a date. It was "pyro" night or fireworks night (you can go down to the field) and I've had these tickets for months and no date. Again this friday, I have these tickets for feaking months but still no date... to make matters worse I had grabbed the wrong set of tickets for the day and I couldn't even sell them.
