god damn, johnny cash and john ritter. other people may not know or care much about john ritter, and it may seem like a twisted, "ghost world" kind of thing, but i really, really liked mister ritter and i'm pretty upset that he's dead. i love three's company and noises off. he's just too silly and happy to be dead!
as far as johnny cash......
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yay new pictures in my picture section, everyone look at them and worship me. haha.
ok i have a few questions.
1. how come some people don't have any pictures in their profiles? are they shy? do they not have access to digitized photos of themselves? I show you my naked butt and i can't even see your face!!! please, please put up pictures... or...
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ok i have a few questions.
1. how come some people don't have any pictures in their profiles? are they shy? do they not have access to digitized photos of themselves? I show you my naked butt and i can't even see your face!!! please, please put up pictures... or...
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mathematics:
so what? but seriously, i'll upload some that are me sometime next week. okay. i hope you check back and take a look. take care.
mulhollanddrive:
hey, lady! nice pix! yep, a sad day indeed. i saw a friend of mine who also works on Austin Music Network, and he was all torn up while on the air. it was quite strange. anyway, hope you have a great weekend. i'm not sure what it holds for xmas boy. gotta work tomorrow. not happy about that. see ya!
oh jeez i can't wait for school to start! we got this wacky computer system at work. and it is all confusing. i got a new tattoo so that is pretty exciting. also i found my good camera, although it is not digital. i can't take slides because the problem with regular photos is the developent cost and getting them onto the computer because my...
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whatiwas:
no gossip here either, just hugs. *hug*
drnecessitor:
Oops. Workplace weirdness sucks. Just try to approach it sensitively, with humor if possible.
aww, y'all make me feel like some kinda starlet or something. i really really really really want to do a new set but i have no digital camera!!!!! if any of you live in the monterey or san fransisco bay areas and feel like lending me your digital camera, i would love you for ever. FOR EVER!!! ok i have to go get financial aid...
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jomropgame:
you can use my camera when i get back to SC...ill be back on the 23rd
mulhollanddrive:
yes, ma'am. i'd like an extra large order of stalking, with a side of flirtation. does that come with dirty talk? can i super size that?
look i put up pictures!!! i guess they aren't actually candids, seeing as how i posed for them and all, but nevertheless, they are still yet another window into my little world. thanks jess for taking them. not that she will read this.
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mulhollanddrive:
hey, thanks for the testimonial/statement of ownership. don't know how that slipped under the radar. you gotta get to updating this thing. i hope your out going through my garbage, or threatening everyone i come in contact with. hope your week has been going well. mine's been up and down. one day, i'm HERE. next day, i'm here. mostly up. good thangs: purdy girls, kitties, rockin' tunes. you know, all the things that make a greasy old man feel extra greasy, yet not so old. whatever that means!
exploded:
she left school aready, without me getting a chance to say anything to her face. however, i did leave her a long post on her journal. writing seems to mean more anyway. its more permanant. concrete.
i love crappy mornings where you wake up and your whole body feels all achy from sleeping funny, and it's too early and you feel all cold and clammy, and you're just a little hungover, and maybe you're not in your own bed, yet you didn't get laid the night before. all you can do is drink some coffee and take a shower and go...
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disappearhere:
You just described how I awake every morning.
mulhollanddrive:
yuke indeed! i feel like i'm gonna. felt bad all day. well, i wussed out on the moonpies. curlers are so uncomfortable to sleep on, so i died my hair instead. after about 3 years, it's black again. so, how goes the stalkin'?
HEY here's a fun survey. thanks kayla.
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cryed? umm almost
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? no
Gotten sick? yes
Gone to the movies? no
Gone out for dinner? yes
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? no
Talked to someone you have...
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In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cryed? umm almost
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? no
Gotten sick? yes
Gone to the movies? no
Gone out for dinner? yes
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? no
Talked to someone you have...
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tadzi:
n the last 24 hours, have you...
Cryed? not i
Helped someone? yes, listening to someone talk abou their problems counts
Bought something? food and cigarettes
Gotten sick? im sick in the head but thats nothing new
Gone to the movies? nope
Gone out for dinner? nope. i lead an exciting life
Said "I love you"? yes, actually. to my buddys 8 year old little sister whom i adore
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? technically. my ex fiance is my best friend and i dont get to see her enough
Written in a journal? i wrote in my jounral last night which was technically this morning, so yes
Talked to someone you have a crush on? i have several
Had a serious talk? oh yeah
Missed someone? always
Hugged someone? yup
Fought with your parents? no, thank christ
Fought with a friend? no, again, thank christ
Do you......
Wear eye shadow? eye liner, on occasion
Kiss on the first date? never really been on a date persay, i do it when the moment is right though whenever that is
Have a crush on someone? again, several someones
Eat with your mouth open? no. unless i have a cold
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
Do you have a best friend? yes
Are you tired? always
Are you lonely? always
Are you happy? not really
Are you wearing pajamas? no
Are you talking to someone online? no
EITHER/OR...
Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
Big or little? little, like me
Lace or satin? leather
New or old? old
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? no
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? two words. "fight club"
Vogue or Material Girl? like a prayer
Jeans or cords? courds
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? tiger lily
Dominant or submissive? switch is a good answer
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would it be? if?
What was the last CD you bought? johnny cash at folsom prison
How did you spend last summer? wasting time
What are you reading now? your journal
1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? at home
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? the mouse, my hand
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? hide the salami
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? rollint stone
6a. FAVORITE SMELLS? vanilla, clove oil
6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? vomit
7a. FAVORITE SOUND? thunder
7b.WORST SOUND? alarm clock
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? hopelessness
10. FAVORITE COLOR? green and blue
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? i try not to
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? love
14. FAVORITE FOODS? chinese, beef stew, tacos
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? depends on how stoned i am
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? fucking awesome
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1990 plymouth sundance
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? off the top of my head, i dunno
22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? yeah its bullshit, but just to answer it, gemini
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? novelist
25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR? paisley
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? broken
30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? the bodies
What do you like most about your body? when people dont see it
What do you like least? yes
How many fillings do you have? none
Do you think you're good looking? no
Do other people? occasionally
What do you sound like? apparently i have a cool voice
Fashion
Do you wear a watch? no, i have no concept of time
How many coats and jackets do you own? a shitload
Most expensive item of clothing? beats me
Most treasured? my leather jacket. my bro gave it to me years ago. its older than several people on this site
Boots or shoes? both
Your personality (general)
Extrovert or introvert? id say intavert. but i took that meyers briggs thing again recently and it says im an extravert
Are you confident? in some matters yes, in others no
Do you like yourself? sometimes
Are you good academically? i could be if i wasnt so lazy
What do you have a really good knowledge of? history, english
Can you speak another language? iche spreche eine kleine deutch (y espanol)
Are you moody? thats for damn sure
Use five words to describe what you feel inside - Right now? tired, anxious, hopeful, sore, scallops
Do people know how you feel? not if i have anything to say about it
Do your friends know you? sometimes
Sex
Are you good at it? would anyone say no to this? im no different
Have you ever been criticized about your performance? no, but i have been asked to do certain things i wouldnt have done otherwise
What does it for you in a sex partner? ability to try anything
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Cryed? not i
Helped someone? yes, listening to someone talk abou their problems counts
Bought something? food and cigarettes
Gotten sick? im sick in the head but thats nothing new
Gone to the movies? nope
Gone out for dinner? nope. i lead an exciting life
Said "I love you"? yes, actually. to my buddys 8 year old little sister whom i adore
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? technically. my ex fiance is my best friend and i dont get to see her enough
Written in a journal? i wrote in my jounral last night which was technically this morning, so yes
Talked to someone you have a crush on? i have several
Had a serious talk? oh yeah
Missed someone? always
Hugged someone? yup
Fought with your parents? no, thank christ
Fought with a friend? no, again, thank christ
Do you......
Wear eye shadow? eye liner, on occasion
Kiss on the first date? never really been on a date persay, i do it when the moment is right though whenever that is
Have a crush on someone? again, several someones
Eat with your mouth open? no. unless i have a cold
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
Do you have a best friend? yes
Are you tired? always
Are you lonely? always
Are you happy? not really
Are you wearing pajamas? no
Are you talking to someone online? no
EITHER/OR...
Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
Big or little? little, like me
Lace or satin? leather
New or old? old
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? no
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? two words. "fight club"
Vogue or Material Girl? like a prayer
Jeans or cords? courds
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? tiger lily
Dominant or submissive? switch is a good answer
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would it be? if?
What was the last CD you bought? johnny cash at folsom prison
How did you spend last summer? wasting time
What are you reading now? your journal
1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? at home
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? the mouse, my hand
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? hide the salami
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? rollint stone
6a. FAVORITE SMELLS? vanilla, clove oil
6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? vomit
7a. FAVORITE SOUND? thunder
7b.WORST SOUND? alarm clock
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? hopelessness
10. FAVORITE COLOR? green and blue
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? i try not to
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? love
14. FAVORITE FOODS? chinese, beef stew, tacos
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? depends on how stoned i am
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? fucking awesome
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1990 plymouth sundance
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? off the top of my head, i dunno
22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? yeah its bullshit, but just to answer it, gemini
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? novelist
25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR? paisley
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? broken
30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? the bodies
What do you like most about your body? when people dont see it
What do you like least? yes
How many fillings do you have? none
Do you think you're good looking? no
Do other people? occasionally
What do you sound like? apparently i have a cool voice
Fashion
Do you wear a watch? no, i have no concept of time
How many coats and jackets do you own? a shitload
Most expensive item of clothing? beats me
Most treasured? my leather jacket. my bro gave it to me years ago. its older than several people on this site
Boots or shoes? both
Your personality (general)
Extrovert or introvert? id say intavert. but i took that meyers briggs thing again recently and it says im an extravert
Are you confident? in some matters yes, in others no
Do you like yourself? sometimes
Are you good academically? i could be if i wasnt so lazy
What do you have a really good knowledge of? history, english
Can you speak another language? iche spreche eine kleine deutch (y espanol)
Are you moody? thats for damn sure
Use five words to describe what you feel inside - Right now? tired, anxious, hopeful, sore, scallops
Do people know how you feel? not if i have anything to say about it
Do your friends know you? sometimes
Sex
Are you good at it? would anyone say no to this? im no different
Have you ever been criticized about your performance? no, but i have been asked to do certain things i wouldnt have done otherwise
What does it for you in a sex partner? ability to try anything
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synnove:
i have nothing better to do so i'm going to fucking fill this bitch out.
in the last 24 hours have i....
cried: yes
helped someone: yes
bought something: yes
gotten sick: no
gone to the movies: no
gone out for dinner: no
said 'i love you': no
written a real letter: no
talked to an ex: yes
missed an ex: yes
written in a journal: yes
talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
had a serious talk: no
missed someone: yes
hugged someone: yes
fought with your parents: no
fought with a friend: no
do i...
wear eye shadow: sometimes
kiss on the first date: sure
have a crush on someone: yes
eat with my mouth open: only to be a brat
do i have a bf/gf: no
do i have a best friend: yes
am i tired: yes
am i lonely: yes
am i happy: not really
am i wearing pj's: yes
am i talking to someone online: no
either/or....
coffee or hot choc: hot chocolate
big or little: little
lace or satin: satin
new or old: new
neve camp. or jen.love.hewit: neither ew
tom or brad: johnny depp
vogue or material girl: neither
jeans or cords: really worn out cords
sweater or sweatshirt: hoodie
wool or cotton: cotton
rose or lily: lily
dominant or submissive: both
um.. pass on the tattoo question
last cd i bought: radiohead's new one
how did i spend my summer: depressing
what am i reading now: i've got four books on the go
living arrangements: with the rents for now
whats on my mousepad: its blue
fav. board game: ouija
fav. mag: wallpaper
favorite smells: nice smelling boys
least fav. smells: cig. smoke
favorite sounds: the wind through the leaves, the sounds of breakfast
worst feeling in the world: lonliness
favorite color: black/red/pink
how many rings before i answer the phone: 2
what is most important in life: happiness
fav. foods: everything. i love food. blarg.
choc. or vanilla: CHOCOLATE
do i like to drive fast: fuck yes.
storms: fucking radass
my first car: caprise classic boat car
if i could meet one person: kurt cobain
my sign: aries
if i could have any job: right now it would be one of the three i'm applying for.
um... pass on the hair dye question
is the glass half empty or half full: half empty
whats under my bed: suitcase, cat hair tumbleweeds
what do i like most about my body: my lips and my hair
what do i like least: thighs
how many fillings do i have: too many
do i think i'm good looking: i'm fucking cute
do other people: they best if they knew whats good for them
what do i sound like: a boy
fashion...
do i wear a watch: cool kids never have the time
how many coats/jackets do i own: 4 or 5
most expensive item of clothing: my fiction pants
most treasured: my keep on truckin' shirt
boots or shoes: both
extrovert or introvert: introvert
am i confident: not at the moment
do i like myself: sometimes
am i good academically: yeah i'm alright
what do i have a good knowledge of: useless information, female serial killers, blood and gore
can i speak other languages: yes, french and a bit of spanish
am i moody: fuck yes
use five words to describe how i feel right now: sad. lonely. useless. discouraged. anxious.
do people know how i feel: some do
do my friends know me: my closest ones do
sex...
am i good at it: fucked if i know
have i been criticized about my performance: no
what does it for me in a sex partner: communication, overall ravaging, someone that shows excitement
in the last 24 hours have i....
cried: yes
helped someone: yes
bought something: yes
gotten sick: no
gone to the movies: no
gone out for dinner: no
said 'i love you': no
written a real letter: no
talked to an ex: yes
missed an ex: yes
written in a journal: yes
talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
had a serious talk: no
missed someone: yes
hugged someone: yes
fought with your parents: no
fought with a friend: no
do i...
wear eye shadow: sometimes
kiss on the first date: sure
have a crush on someone: yes
eat with my mouth open: only to be a brat
do i have a bf/gf: no
do i have a best friend: yes
am i tired: yes
am i lonely: yes
am i happy: not really
am i wearing pj's: yes
am i talking to someone online: no
either/or....
coffee or hot choc: hot chocolate
big or little: little
lace or satin: satin
new or old: new
neve camp. or jen.love.hewit: neither ew
tom or brad: johnny depp
vogue or material girl: neither
jeans or cords: really worn out cords
sweater or sweatshirt: hoodie
wool or cotton: cotton
rose or lily: lily
dominant or submissive: both
um.. pass on the tattoo question
last cd i bought: radiohead's new one
how did i spend my summer: depressing
what am i reading now: i've got four books on the go
living arrangements: with the rents for now
whats on my mousepad: its blue
fav. board game: ouija
fav. mag: wallpaper
favorite smells: nice smelling boys
least fav. smells: cig. smoke
favorite sounds: the wind through the leaves, the sounds of breakfast
worst feeling in the world: lonliness
favorite color: black/red/pink
how many rings before i answer the phone: 2
what is most important in life: happiness
fav. foods: everything. i love food. blarg.
choc. or vanilla: CHOCOLATE
do i like to drive fast: fuck yes.
storms: fucking radass
my first car: caprise classic boat car
if i could meet one person: kurt cobain
my sign: aries
if i could have any job: right now it would be one of the three i'm applying for.
um... pass on the hair dye question
is the glass half empty or half full: half empty
whats under my bed: suitcase, cat hair tumbleweeds
what do i like most about my body: my lips and my hair
what do i like least: thighs
how many fillings do i have: too many
do i think i'm good looking: i'm fucking cute
do other people: they best if they knew whats good for them
what do i sound like: a boy
fashion...
do i wear a watch: cool kids never have the time
how many coats/jackets do i own: 4 or 5
most expensive item of clothing: my fiction pants
most treasured: my keep on truckin' shirt
boots or shoes: both
extrovert or introvert: introvert
am i confident: not at the moment
do i like myself: sometimes
am i good academically: yeah i'm alright
what do i have a good knowledge of: useless information, female serial killers, blood and gore
can i speak other languages: yes, french and a bit of spanish
am i moody: fuck yes
use five words to describe how i feel right now: sad. lonely. useless. discouraged. anxious.
do people know how i feel: some do
do my friends know me: my closest ones do
sex...
am i good at it: fucked if i know
have i been criticized about my performance: no
what does it for me in a sex partner: communication, overall ravaging, someone that shows excitement
well i got my cat back. i need some fucking fun. what's happening tomorrow night in the bay area? i will drive up to 100 miles for fun!!! maybe i will go to the moma. 
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kayla_:
hmm i'm farther than 100 miles but i'm super fun!
oh wait, no i'm not.
you could come play video games with me though :p
oh wait, no i'm not.
you could come play video games with me though :p
awakened:
good to hear that you got your kitty back.
arg! stupid people kidnapped my kitty! she was outside about 3 days ago and i guess she wandered over to the rehab place, and a nurse thought she was stray and took her home. then she left 7 messages on my cell phone, none of which i got until 1 am last night. my cat was only like 20 yards from my house, and she...
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mulhollanddrive:
the stealin' o' the kitty is a crime punishable only by death! hope she's back soon. as far as your suggestion goes, i make a pretty good stalker. i'll get on that stat!
drnecessitor:
At least she's safe...she didn't ask for a Tender Vittles ransom or anything?
you know, i already posted today but i am in such a shitty mood and i have no friends, so i have to talk to cyber space as though i really knew you people. i hate santa cruz! there's nothing to do! and i'm poor and i don't get financial aid and everything sucks. i wish i could just disappear or something. i wish i...
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mulhollanddrive:
i hope you've been going through my garbage, or threatening everyone i'm close to, cuz i haven't seen you on recently either. i'll look for you later! hope you had a good weekend. ended up watching mulholland drive again. still not sure how it ended.
evillyn:
Awww, hope things are going better for you.
thanks for all the suggestions. the ring was definitely some scary shit. mulholland drive and lost highway both scared the shit out of me too, cuz they're just like my nightmares. i will defnitely be checking out suspiria because it's playing at this little theatre here on sunday.
in other news, boys suck. at least this one boy in particular sucks. luckily he's not mine...
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frankie18:
yes boys suck. and im super shy with girls too. boo. put a coat of clear polish over it
mulhollanddrive:
ha ha! for a minute, i thought you meant that I, mulhollanddrive, scared the shit out of you! all in good time, my dear. hey, not bad stalking moves on your part. you're off to a neurotic start. you have a future in this biz. as far as the nail polish goes, you're on your own with that one. my pimp is always kickin' the shit outta me, so my nails are always a mess. my teeth, well, that's a whole 'nother story. sorry to hear about your "boy" problems too. if i were you, i'd just kill him. makes it easiest on all parties involved. helpful hint: a storm drain makes a great hiding place for a dead body.
what a joyous day of working this has been. one more day of low-paid labour and i swear i will turn into a communist. i want to watch some serious horror right now. saw jason vs. freddy last night, and it sucked, but for some reason everyone in the theatre was fully rooting for jason by the end. it was weird. anyway, recommend some real...
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mulhollanddrive:
you gotta see john carpenter's 1982 remake of THE THING!!! i just bought the dvd today. i saw this in the theatre when it came out, and it scared the everlovin' CRAP outta me. good stuff. very cool effects!
it was nice to hear from ya. i gotta say, you're not doing a very good job of stalking me. i'm starting to feel neglected. hope to talk to ya soon!
it was nice to hear from ya. i gotta say, you're not doing a very good job of stalking me. i'm starting to feel neglected. hope to talk to ya soon!
tadzi:
lessee....
i dont know what you have and havent seen so ill just name the ones that come to mind
event horizon is fucking good
jacobs ladder is creepy as hell
lost highway isnt a horror movie, but its fucking creepy
the shining
night of/dawn of/day of the dead
haunted (not to be confused with the haunting)
hellraiser
poltergiest
i dont know what you have and havent seen so ill just name the ones that come to mind
event horizon is fucking good
jacobs ladder is creepy as hell
lost highway isnt a horror movie, but its fucking creepy
the shining
night of/dawn of/day of the dead
haunted (not to be confused with the haunting)
hellraiser
poltergiest
"no regrets
all my debts
will be paid
when i get laid
let the train blow the whistle when i go."
noises off was hilarious. johnny cash was a genius.
is it alright if i add you to my friends list? i enjoy what you write.
(EDITED TO SAY:I've got a profile picture, AND pictures of my naked ass, among other things. SO THERE!)
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