my arms are killing me after a strenuous workout. probably more strenuous than it needed to be.
But I needed to do it.
not that it did any good for my mental state.
looking for solutions in the wrong place.
finding problems everywhere else.
its like the ants that came up out of the floor today. there was nothing to find...
if you don't know...
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But I needed to do it.
not that it did any good for my mental state.
looking for solutions in the wrong place.
finding problems everywhere else.
its like the ants that came up out of the floor today. there was nothing to find...
if you don't know...
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"Milk" by Garbage
I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
And I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean
I am lost
So I am cruel
But I'd be love and sweetness
If I had you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears to
Bring you...
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I am milk
I am red hot kitchen
And I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean
I am lost
So I am cruel
But I'd be love and sweetness
If I had you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears to
Bring you...
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kinkerbelle:
Hey, I like that song, too. I also like that "I would die for you" song.
etc, etc.
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linenandlace:
the whole back buzzed but you have a few strands of long hair in the front and bangs! bangs are the best!
bigbuddha:
bic it!
Alright, my friends and such. find me a new hair do. I need something different. send me pictures, and links.
serious stuff, really. I want a new look, but I can't figure out what'll be new and different.
Help me!

serious stuff, really. I want a new look, but I can't figure out what'll be new and different.
Help me!
jule:
Well, silly...we need to see what it looks like now to get an idea of what we have to work with.
I'm already thinking something really texturized on top. Maybe razor cut and then short on the sides. Tres sexy.
I'm already thinking something really texturized on top. Maybe razor cut and then short on the sides. Tres sexy.
jennifer:
Get a hair straigtner they work wonders and you will be able to do so much!
I got one and I love it.
Oh yeah there also is this computer came where you can see what you would look like with different hair. It's so neat!
Good luck!
I got one and I love it.
Oh yeah there also is this computer came where you can see what you would look like with different hair. It's so neat!
Good luck!
Do these events signify I need something:
1.While at work today I was looking for parts in an Industrial parts catalogue, and when flipping to the page of chains I started getting horny.
and
2. While walking through the Boiler Room (also at work) and passing by the work bench I see a spool of shiny chain. Gets me going, and nearly faint.
Hmmm, does...
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1.While at work today I was looking for parts in an Industrial parts catalogue, and when flipping to the page of chains I started getting horny.
and
2. While walking through the Boiler Room (also at work) and passing by the work bench I see a spool of shiny chain. Gets me going, and nearly faint.
Hmmm, does...
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whitewidow:
I wish I got all hot and bothered by things I see at work
Wait! I do get to see men half dressed, but they are usually complaining of being sick at the time
Kisses
Kisses
kinkerbelle:
It says that you are in a kinky wood, and you like it rough. ha ha. I will be okay. Thanks for caring. It's just not a good day. I have been getting real dizzy from my stupid eyes being messed up.
Do these events signify I need something:
1.While at work today I was looking for parts in an Industrial parts catalogue, and when flipping to the page of chains I started getting horny.
and
2. While walking through the Boiler Room (also at work) and passing by the work bench I see a spool of shiny chain. Gets me going, and nearly faint.
Hmmm, does...
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1.While at work today I was looking for parts in an Industrial parts catalogue, and when flipping to the page of chains I started getting horny.
and
2. While walking through the Boiler Room (also at work) and passing by the work bench I see a spool of shiny chain. Gets me going, and nearly faint.
Hmmm, does...
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Working on wedding plans!!
oh what the hell... one more
I vow to leave the house tomorrow. Maybe I'll take a quick look at Russell's to see if anything collapsed...

oh what the hell... one more
I vow to leave the house tomorrow. Maybe I'll take a quick look at Russell's to see if anything collapsed...
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shaneka:
I think in the end, so long as he stands up for you and your relationship, things will be fine. Even if it sounds cliche that you and the inlaws don't get along. My ex a long time ago never stood up for me or our relationship, doomed from the very beginning.
Yeah. Me, Michael, and Wensly. I don't know what to say either.
Things will all work out fine. It has to...
Yeah. Me, Michael, and Wensly. I don't know what to say either.
Things will all work out fine. It has to...
ayres:
I allready know that, and thats why I love you
Never pass up a good thing
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hellynn:
thats for sure. i agree on the eyebrow thing. my eyebrows are black and my natural hair color everywhere else is a light brown/darkblonde
linenandlace:
can i pass up bad things? thats all i get
whoa stir crazy
whoa stir crazy
seeing the world through different lenses.
or
your lenses, and someone different is looking through them, seeing what you see, but reacting in a way that is not your own.
like a spirit moving through you control your arms and legs.
not a puppet,
like a suggestion.
but not a spirit, either.
Never pass up a good thing.
or
your lenses, and someone different is looking through them, seeing what you see, but reacting in a way that is not your own.
like a spirit moving through you control your arms and legs.
not a puppet,
like a suggestion.
but not a spirit, either.
Never pass up a good thing.
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ayres:
Really? Yay! Yay! I love this new feature!
yep another day is at hand.
we'll see how this one goes.
we'll see how this one goes.
ayres:
Have a great weekend, sugarpie!
trixel:
I dreamt about you and your man last night. See journal for slight details. 
Quiet.
dark. There are thousands of thoughts, and ideas, and feelings, and scenarios floating through the room. spinning around you, but it's not in the room, its in your head. In that dark place where you can't find a soul to turn to. where do you go? do you just let your world crash in on yourself? I've done that before. it makes such a...
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dark. There are thousands of thoughts, and ideas, and feelings, and scenarios floating through the room. spinning around you, but it's not in the room, its in your head. In that dark place where you can't find a soul to turn to. where do you go? do you just let your world crash in on yourself? I've done that before. it makes such a...
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ayres:
My bf will be ok with that, sugar!
shaneka:
Sigh... Seems like you are reading what's inside, a lot of us... I wonder what would happen if things were just let to be the way they are. You seem like you have a lot of internal things going on right now. :hugs:
I couldn't sleep last night...
it's cold out.
it's cold in the greenhouse I'm working in.
my cold isn't going away.
so forgive me if I don't get around to everyone's journal. just a bit tired
it's cold out.
it's cold in the greenhouse I'm working in.
my cold isn't going away.
so forgive me if I don't get around to everyone's journal. just a bit tired
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_sarah_:
Yup. Distress. It's only up for the day. It'll be my smiling face again after midnight. 
