stokely706

It really hit me yesturday how odd it is to have Sawyer around. I'm 21 and a triplet, which means I have two brothers my own age. Then when I was 3 my mom remarried and my first step dad had a son, who ironicly was the same as as me. So form age 3-11 I had three brothers the same age as me. Now...
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Life has taken and interesting turn as of yesturday. I've been looking for a full time job so I can get benifits and afford meds and other treatments but I just wasn't coming up with anything so I just applied everywhere in hopes to just maybe get a second job. Well Tuesday I had an interview at Target and I had to pass a drug...
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I've feeling lost and confused about my life. I'm taking a break from school to figure out what I want to do and maybe create a drive to even be at school. I is sad that my brothers will be graduating and I'll just be lost in a fog but I guess we all must go at our own pace. I feel like people aren't...
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mr_dave:

I started feeling that way too. I took a couple years off between high school and university, and I started to feel really... left behind. I really enjoyed what I was doing with my time, I spent a lot of it volunteering and what not, but I started doing the math thinking a few of my friends will be graduating in 2 years and I really haven't gotten anywhere.

So I bit the bullet, and started going to the U part time. At first, I really enjoyed it. It was nice to be in a social setting with people my age and learning again, but I never really gave it my all. I was working two jobs and school just wasn't the priority. I started down a Comp Sci road, and while it tangentally interests me, it's not exactly where I wanted to go. I ended up doing poorly my second year due to a number of excuses, but ultimately I didn't go back. That summer I ended up finding an IT job that was much more inline with what I want to do, so i just ran with it.

Nowadays, I do the daily grind, and I think about school. But know I know what I want to find in a school, it's just a matter of finding a program I actually have faith in. Due to the nature of my job, I see guys that have been trained in local programs, and I'm never impressed. But I still feel I'm moving forward, and I guess that's really the important thing.

As fior SG, it does seem like it's changed since I joined, but I think that's mainly due to the drama in the regional group I'm in.

Oct 29, 2006

I jsut saw Nightmare Before christmas in 3D...and it was awesome!!!

Last time I had dinner with my mom. I wanted sushi and she had never had it before so it was fun to introduce her to something I love. Also I got some great news from her that really take a big weight off my shoulders. I'll feel better once I get a full time job or a 2nd job but I'm trying really hard...
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I'm trying to get a second job again. This time around it seems harder. I saw there was an opening at the Choo Choo but I'm not sure I want to go back there. So I'm goign to crossfingers and hope somethign comes through.

" i love you and i am happy you came into my life. I feel like i have been neglectant while i have been up here, but know i think about you almost constantly. I see every situation as better if you were here doing it with me. I day dream about how it would be to live with you, to grow old with you,...
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I didn't go to class today but I did go out and find a new job which I hope ti get soon. I really need to get away from my crappy boss. Also I need a job where I get to interact with people and I'm not just stuck in files getting papercuts. I have 34 days till I see my man and I couldn't...
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