I want a new profile picture. Actually, I want all new pictures. Where did my digicam go?
Now that we have loads of money in the bank, I want to go clothes shopping. But I can never figure out what I want. Maybe I'll just shop online. Torrid clearance sale, your ass is grass.
So who is going to SGB this Thursday? Ed and I...
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Now that we have loads of money in the bank, I want to go clothes shopping. But I can never figure out what I want. Maybe I'll just shop online. Torrid clearance sale, your ass is grass.
So who is going to SGB this Thursday? Ed and I...
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Ed's dad is doing much better; he's home now. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
So, what has been going on? Well, I went back to school after the "mini-moon" and felt like I was on another planet. It doesn't help that my instructor's teaching skills are akin to poo on a stick. I think I could make up my tests and pass...
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So, what has been going on? Well, I went back to school after the "mini-moon" and felt like I was on another planet. It doesn't help that my instructor's teaching skills are akin to poo on a stick. I think I could make up my tests and pass...
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megarose:
that's good your father-in-law is doing better. it's so scary when things come out of nowhere on you.
are you guys doing anything special for your little girls 1st b-day?
are you guys doing anything special for your little girls 1st b-day?
jena:
tickets still.......hmmmmmm!!! 
Totally out of left field, Ed's dad had a heart attack tonight. So here were are in NY again, waiting for him to be stablized. Pray for him...
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user209834982:
hope everything turns out ok 
hope everything turns out ok 
indeed:
Damn.
Nothing I can say can help you.
But I'm here.
Nothing I can say can help you.
But I'm here.
We came home to a broken computer. So I will be updating only sporadically until we get it fixed/replaced, which is a huge pain in the ass because my parents' computer is a big piece of crap. I guess it's good, in a way, because now I can actually try to put away our wedding presents when I get some free time, instead of being...
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recipeforhate:
Have a great weekend sweetie, and enjoy your free time.
We'll miss ya!!
We'll miss ya!!
saritalr:
SO Mrs basketofminks. how is your day going today? goodluck with your computer! i get so frustrated with trying to fix something on mine. i'll work for a half an hour then get fed up with the lack of progress then juts quit. but you be better than me! i'll cheer for you 
So my husband joined the site, he's EdTheRipper. He's silly.
The "mini-moon" was nice, the hotel was a huge, gorgeous Wyndham with an *indoor pool* and the most comfortable hotel bed ever. We have been having alot of sex and doing alot of shopping recently, which is almost as good as being on an actual honeymoon. Good times.
Tonight we're hanging out with his...
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The "mini-moon" was nice, the hotel was a huge, gorgeous Wyndham with an *indoor pool* and the most comfortable hotel bed ever. We have been having alot of sex and doing alot of shopping recently, which is almost as good as being on an actual honeymoon. Good times.
Tonight we're hanging out with his...
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recipeforhate:
mmm, sweet clevage *drools*
Well I guess I've already succumb to it. But hopefully she does too.
Well I guess I've already succumb to it. But hopefully she does too.
october:
i think it's been a month or so now... so i expect i'll be waiting a while yet for my set to go up
So I am married now The wedding was beautiful, it turned out to be a gorgeous day, and hardly anything went wrong. I will upload pictures when I get them. There are a few on Ed's camera phone, but I can't get them to work.
We are having a "mini-moon" tonight at a hotel on the north shore, and staying here on Long Island until...
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The wedding was beautiful, it turned out to be a gorgeous day, and hardly anything went wrong. I will upload pictures when I get them. There are a few on Ed's camera phone, but I can't get them to work.
We are having a "mini-moon" tonight at a hotel on the north shore, and staying here on Long Island until...
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maxi:
Congrats from someone whom has been there and gone, but may visit once again the institution of marriage one day again. hope everything is fairy tale for you
saritalr:
that is so amazing! i'm so excited for you! do you feel better now that the wedding is all over? less stressed?
i hope youre doing well! i'm proud and happy for you!
i hope youre doing well! i'm proud and happy for you!
In 36 hours, I will be married.
I promise, one day soon I will update with more words than smileys.
I promise, one day soon I will update with more words than smileys.
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joshof13thfloor:
Here's hoping that happiness lasts you and yours for the rest of your days together.
-Josh
-Josh
missprint:
Woooohoooooo!!!!!!!!!!
Woooohoooooo!!!!!!!!!! I am so exited/nervous for next week.
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saritalr:
why are we nervous?
daliyah:
Just remember to really look around and enjoy it...because it's gonna go fast! Congratulations again........
Today I am so angry. 
Some crack fiends from Trenton stole my SCHOOL BOOKS and BABY TYLENOL out of my just-purchased minivan. What the fuck?! They didn't take my bag full of new-with-tags clothes, or my registration or insurance cards. No, just my 500 dollars worth of school books that I need for the next 9 months of my life, including studying for my test...
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Some crack fiends from Trenton stole my SCHOOL BOOKS and BABY TYLENOL out of my just-purchased minivan. What the fuck?! They didn't take my bag full of new-with-tags clothes, or my registration or insurance cards. No, just my 500 dollars worth of school books that I need for the next 9 months of my life, including studying for my test... Read More
sweetbuns:
WOW...that really sucks.
I went to school today, first time in a week. I had missed it, and I thought I wasn't going to be able to go back. We had some stuff we had to deal with here, both wedding and financial. But I was so happy to be there, to feel like I'm bettering myself. I was inspired to come home and do the dishes. That's...
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jena:
hi mama. thanks, that made me cry again. i actually tried calling you today but hung up; i'm tired of hearing my voice today. i'm not miserable, i'm just amazed, and it means so much to me that you posted that basically i should've left a message.
you know that i admire you so much, i was SO so so happy you guys came to hang out with me and it was such an honor to be able to hold little Emily. i can't explain why right now, i'm not ready.
but thank you and frEd for letting me fall all over her, LITERALLY!!! HA!!
she is a vision of so much to me, of hope and innocence, beauty, and she is so loved and she knows that. maybe that's why she's so well behaved. 
she's just happy and peaceful and she has a great chance to be so incredible, just like my little sister.
watching my sister grow up was and is the most rewarding experience of my life. i know how you feel as a mother and wife. i did it as a stand-in mother and sister, everything, i had to fight for her so hard, really.
oh boy this is long. well anyway, here goes. for a long time i was embarrassed to ask to hold anyone's child; i've still been terrified to meet my nephew, who has down syndrome, 1 year old now b/c i'm terrified my family won't let me touch him b/c i was always perceived as somebody scary, for my appearance and beliefs, some in part thanks to my mother. true. i've always been afraid too.
i thought i wouldn't be able to hold Emily because i would shake or cry or something and that didn't happen and you and Ed weren't afraid of me, you both trusted me even though my damn shoes were awful. i was SO terrified i could've dropped her but i was also so terrified to let her go. i couldn't believe you brought a stroller when you had an extra set of arms that day. and then i was outraged that Martin wouldn't hold her! ha.
i really treasure buying that cd when i wouldn't hand her over and said i've held cats before so i'm fine, it was a pretty funny thing to say.
but i was just so happy because i was overcoming a long fear of just being, i don't even know. maybe a long fear of just being loved, and i was so overwhelmed that Emily just let me do all that and overcome that.
i'm so happy that the best feedback today came from you and i cannot imagine what on Earth you could possibly have for me, Jesus! SO exciting!!! i almost want you and the family to see me this weekend b/c my uncle will be visiting (AND i have to pick up my damn last check!) and he still is fearful of my tattoos. i want him to see people like us doing it, you guys are doing something that I KNOW somebody somewhere has doubted you both. for, i feel it.
ughhh. he has a one year old too that i've never met. i even missed her first b-day b/c i chose to work. long story; it wasn't the dildo place.
i'm honored that you have an understanding of a lot of things that we both have in common that we've raved about recently and it can only come from people with so much love for family and such. you are overwhelmed by a greater power to snap into ferocious gear for the sake of the dignity of those who only have you and what you teach them and it's a hard job that gets shit on so badly, and is worse for young people. and when someone looks down upon you, oh shit. it's the same with how people defend themselves with religion yet they are respected more AND first before anyone else.
somehow, knowing and loving children for me is my religious uplifting, b/c my sister to this day holds so much faith in me and i can never describe how she breaks my heart all the time with her incredible spirit.
i'll call you tomorrow miss mama.
you know that i admire you so much, i was SO so so happy you guys came to hang out with me and it was such an honor to be able to hold little Emily. i can't explain why right now, i'm not ready.
but thank you and frEd for letting me fall all over her, LITERALLY!!! HA!!
she is a vision of so much to me, of hope and innocence, beauty, and she is so loved and she knows that. maybe that's why she's so well behaved. she's just happy and peaceful and she has a great chance to be so incredible, just like my little sister.
watching my sister grow up was and is the most rewarding experience of my life. i know how you feel as a mother and wife.
i did it as a stand-in mother and sister, everything, i had to fight for her so hard, really.
oh boy this is long. well anyway, here goes. for a long time i was embarrassed to ask to hold anyone's child; i've still been terrified to meet my nephew, who has down syndrome, 1 year old now b/c i'm terrified my family won't let me touch him b/c i was always perceived as somebody scary, for my appearance and beliefs, some in part thanks to my mother.
true. i've always been afraid too.
i thought i wouldn't be able to hold Emily because i would shake or cry or something and that didn't happen and you and Ed weren't afraid of me, you both trusted me even though my damn shoes were awful. i was SO terrified i could've dropped her but i was also so terrified to let her go. i couldn't believe you brought a stroller when you had an extra set of arms that day.
and then i was outraged that Martin wouldn't hold her! ha.
i really treasure buying that cd when i wouldn't hand her over and said i've held cats before so i'm fine, it was a pretty funny thing to say.
but i was just so happy because i was overcoming a long fear of just being, i don't even know. maybe a long fear of just being loved, and i was so overwhelmed that Emily just let me do all that and overcome that.
i'm so happy that the best feedback today came from you and i cannot imagine what on Earth you could possibly have for me, Jesus! SO exciting!!! i almost want you and the family to see me this weekend b/c my uncle will be visiting (AND i have to pick up my damn last check!) and he still is fearful of my tattoos. i want him to see people like us doing it, you guys are doing something that I KNOW somebody somewhere has doubted you both. for, i feel it.
ughhh. he has a one year old too that i've never met.
i even missed her first b-day b/c i chose to work. long story; it wasn't the dildo place.
i'm honored that you have an understanding of a lot of things that we both have in common that we've raved about recently and it can only come from people with so much love for family and such. you are overwhelmed by a greater power to snap into ferocious gear for the sake of the dignity of those who only have you and what you teach them and it's a hard job that gets shit on so badly, and is worse for young people. and when someone looks down upon you, oh shit. it's the same with how people defend themselves with religion yet they are respected more AND first before anyone else.
somehow, knowing and loving children for me is my religious uplifting, b/c my sister to this day holds so much faith in me and i can never describe how she breaks my heart all the time with her incredible spirit.
i'll call you tomorrow miss mama.
megarose:
while i was pregnant, i totally lost my sex drive. i think we went over a month before i just felt bad and had pity sex. 
2 weeks is still a long time. you guys can make up for it on the honeymoon
no visible sign of teeth yet. he is starting to play with his tounge a lot and showing some other signs. it will be soon.
how'd did you get into wrestling?(saw your post in PSW)
2 weeks is still a long time. you guys can make up for it on the honeymoon
no visible sign of teeth yet. he is starting to play with his tounge a lot and showing some other signs. it will be soon.
how'd did you get into wrestling?(saw your post in PSW)
thanks for the offer. I wanted to go to sleep with that chocolate all over my body by my boyfriend wouldn't let me. He made me get in the shower and he washed my hair for me cause I wasn't going to do it.
I hope you had fun, I sure did.